Overcoming the "Waiting for the Other Shoe to Drop" Feeling, Sobriety & Facing Grief: Mary Going’s Story

It is one thing to hold it together in front of the world, but another to maintain internal calm behind closed doors. After navigating profound loss, Dr. B shares why you cannot simply throw away the heavy pieces of your story, but instead must learn a deliberate method to organize your reality, stop reacting to triggers, and protect your peace.This episode breaks down how to step out of reactive decision-making, unpack emotional burdens, and implement the three-step framework—Think, Organize, Choose—to reclaim clarity, joy, and emotional stability.In This Episode:Staying Calm in Chaos: Maintaining internal peace when stepping into high-stress home environmentsBreaking Reactive Choices: Moving away from automatic reactions to emotional triggersThe 3-Step Framework: Implementing Think, Organize, and Choose for mental clarityReclaiming Capacity: Unpacking emotional weights to make space for genuine joyEpisode Timestamps:0:00 — What It Really Means to Stay Calm in Chaos0:44 — When Corporate Success Meets Family Stress1:24 — Breaking the Pattern of Reactive Choices2:19 — How to Achieve Real Clarity of Thought3:05 — Unpacking the Uncomfortable Weights We Carry4:06 — Step-by-Step: THINK. ORGANIZE. CHOOSE.5:07 — Reclaiming Your True Capacity for Joy and AbundanceResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingBook a Call: Work Directly with Dr. BJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage stress, and build lasting resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

As a psychiatric nurse practitioner for over 25 years, Dr. B had all the academic knowledge and coping mechanisms in the book. However, navigating profound loss, family health trials, and the weight of traumatic grief revealed that conventional approaches often miss the mark on true healing. Rather than masking problems with positive psychology or mistaking talk therapy for resilience, building genuine mental strength requires a structured framework.In this episode, Dr. B breaks down the exact strategy that became her safety net during her lowest points. She explains the difference between structural grief and stored trauma, why traditional talk therapy can sometimes fuel emotional burnout, and how to apply a three-step flywheel Think, Organize, and Choose to process your past and move forward.In This Episode:Structural Grief vs. Stored Trauma: Understanding how deep emotional pain impacts the mind and bodyThe Limits of Traditional Approaches: Why positive psychology and unguided talk therapy can exacerbate burnoutThe 3-Step Mental Health Flywheel: Implementing the Think, Organize, and Choose frameworkMoving Beyond Survival Mode: Reorganizing your past to make aligned, intentional life choicesResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage grief, and build lasting resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

When everything in your life finally goes right, do you find yourself waiting for something to go wrong? In this deeply honest conversation, Dr. B sits down with Mary Going, founder of Bicycle Accounting, to discuss her 22-year journey of sobriety, confronting cumulative trauma, and processing the deep discomfort with reality that often drives the urge to escape.Together, they unpack what it truly means to stop fighting your past, face grief head-on, and step out of a victim mindset so you can finally feel safe, successful, and grounded in your own story.In This Episode:The Fear of Happiness: Why good times can trigger anxiety and hypervigilanceCumulative Trauma & Recovery: Overcoming the urge to escape and facing realityStepping Out of the Victim Mindset: Reclaiming agency and personal power after past hardshipDaily Momentum: Practical habits to cultivate safety and emotional stabilityResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Mary Going: Mary Going is the founder of Bicycle Accounting, an entrepreneur, and an advocate for mental health and addiction recovery. Drawing from over two decades of sobriety, she shares insights on personal accountability, business growth, and overcoming trauma.About Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage stress, and build lasting resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

When we go through heavy trauma or the continuous, exhausting cycle of caretaking, people love to throw clichés at us claiming "everything happens for a reason" or "this will just make you stronger." But the truth is, we all have an absolute breaking point. In this episode, Dr. B sits down with architect Pam Sandler to talk about the raw reality of chronic depression, severe anxiety, and what it really feels like to be forced into survival mode for years.Pam opens up about the deep, compounding grief of raising special needs children, navigating missed milestones, and carrying profound personal loss. Together, they explore why toxic resilience fails us, how childhood trauma shapes our inner critics, and the critical importance of building a psychological safety net before reaching complete burnout.In This Episode:The Reality of Caregiver Burnout: Navigating survival mode when supporting family members with special needsDebunking Toxic Resilience: Why clichés fail us and how to acknowledge true emotional limitsChildhood Conditioning & Inner Critics: How early experiences influence how we process adult stressBuilding a Psychological Safety Net: Practical ways to prevent total emotional and physical collapseResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Pam Sandler: Pam Sandler is an architect, mother, and advocate for caregiver mental health. Drawing from her personal journey of navigating chronic depression while balancing professional demands and family caregiving, she speaks openly about mental health, resilience, and removing the stigma around burnout.About Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage stress, and build lasting resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

When you look at someone experiencing massive success at a young age, it’s easy to assume they have it all figured out. But behind the business metrics is often a very real, exhausting battle with anxiety, self-doubt, and the pressure to perform. In this episode, Dr. B sits down with 22-year-old Julissa Bruzon to discuss what it actually takes to reprogram your mind for success when your own thoughts are telling you to give up.Julissa shares her journey—from wearing a heart monitor for severe anxiety at age 14 to managing major strategic partnerships in private equity. Together, they unpack how to navigate early 20s transitions, handle generational expectations, and shift your mindset from "I can't do this" to "How can I do this?" without relying on toxic positivity.In This Episode:Behind Young Success: The hidden mental health struggles of early high achieversRewiring Your Mindset: Shifting internal dialogue from limitation to problem-solvingOvercoming Severe Anxiety: Moving from panic and physical symptoms to executive leadershipNavigating Young Adulthood: Managing generational pressure and identity shifts in your twentiesResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Julissa Bruzon: Julissa Bruzon is a 22-year-old entrepreneur and strategic partnership manager working in private equity. Having overcome severe childhood anxiety, she uses her platform to advocate for mental health awareness, mindset reprogramming, and authentic leadership for young professionals.About Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage stress, and build lasting resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

Have you ever looked at the anxiety, depression, or chaos in your mind and wondered if it’s a chemical imbalance or a survival response to what you’ve been through? In this Q&A episode, Dr. B addresses a letter from a high-functioning survivor navigating complex PTSD (C-PTSD), Bipolar 1, and Borderline traits to demonstrate how to claim self-agency over a complex mental health journey.This conversation explores how to use the Mentally STRONG Method to separate psychological trauma from biological components, process triggers without resorting to isolation, and release somatic trauma to step forward with self-confidence.In This Episode:Chemical Imbalance vs. Survival Response: Distinguishing biological factors from trauma responsesNavigating Complex Diagnoses: Frameworks for handling C-PTSD, Bipolar 1, and Borderline traitsOvercoming Isolation: Practical tools to handle triggers instead of avoiding social spacesSomatic Healing: Releasing physical trauma stored in the body to regain agencyResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage complex diagnoses, and build lasting resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

In this conversation, Dr. B sits down with global career coach Hülya Kurt, who built her career from secretary to corporate manager before completely reinventing her life following redundancy and the sudden loss of her husband.Together, they dive into the realities of navigating professional burnout, navigating grief, and building the discipline needed to choose life even when motivation is low. This episode provides actionable insights on stepping out of survival mode and taking full ownership as the CEO of your own life.In This Episode:Navigating Career Burnout & Loss: Rebuilding after sudden, life-altering disruptionsBuilding Daily Discipline: Choosing progress and healing even when motivation feels absentReinventing Your Identity: Transitioning from sudden loss or redundancy into renewed purposeBecoming the CEO of Your Life: Taking control of your personal and professional trajectoryResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingHülya Kurt's Profile: Connect with Hülya Kurt on LinkedInJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Hülya Kurt: Hülya Kurt is an international career coach, speaker, and workshop leader. After a corporate career spanning decades, she founded InnKick to empower professionals, women, and leaders to navigate career shifts, overcome adversity, and build resilient careers.About Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage stress, and build lasting resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

We’ve all been told the lie that time heals all wounds, but if you are carrying a deep emotional wound, you know that simply letting days pass doesn’t stop the pain. After losing her three children and her husband, Dr. B learned firsthand that profound trauma doesn't heal itself—and ignoring it or letting negative self-talk take over only deepens the injury.In this episode, Dr. B explores how to truly process grief, why the traditional "Five Stages of Grief" model may actually be holding you back, and how to separate clean grief from the trauma, guilt, and anxiety that often become enmeshed with it.In This Episode:Debunking the Time Myth: Why passive waiting doesn't resolve deep emotional woundsRethinking the Five Stages: Moving beyond rigid grief models to personalized healingSeparating Grief from Trauma: Disentangling natural sorrow from guilt, anxiety, and overthinkingOrganizing Your Thoughts: Practical strategies to build self-agency and honor your storyResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage grief, and build lasting mental resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

When life hits you with profound loss, deep trauma, or the lingering impact of childhood shame, it’s easy to lose your identity in the chaos. While we are often taught how to perform in our daily roles, we rarely learn how to cultivate mental strength or protect our capacity for love when everything shatters.In this deeply vulnerable conversation, Dr. B sits down with author and love expert Dr. Ava Cadell to look squarely at the experiences women are often told to hide: intense grief, relationship trauma, and church trauma. Dr. Ava opens up about surviving the devastating loss of her late husband and navigating the complex grief that followed. Together, they explore why so many individuals suppress their pain, how early conditioning creates fear around emotional expression, and the practical steps to organize your thoughts and choose happiness after deep loss.In This Episode:Navigating Devastating Loss: Rebuilding identity and mental strength after sudden personal tragedyUnpacking Relationship & Church Trauma: Breaking free from societal conditioning and shameOvercoming Pain Suppression: Why hiding emotional wounds hinders true healingReclaiming Unconditional Self-Love: Practical, daily choices to rebuild capacity for joy and loveResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingDr. Ava Cadell's Work: Love UniversityJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Dr. Ava Cadell: Dr. Ava Cadell is an author, speaker, and founder of Love University. She holds doctorates in human behavior and human sexuality, focusing her work on helping individuals navigate intimacy, heal from relationship trauma, and build unconditional self-love.About Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, manage stress, and build lasting mental resilience.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG

Whether a divorce hits like a sudden shock or follows a slow breakdown, the pain of navigating a split is real and deep. In this episode, Dr. B strips away generic relationship advice to address what it truly means to cultivate mental strength when a marriage ends. Divorce represents a unique blend of grief, trauma, and often deep betrayal a complex form of loss tied directly to life-altering choices.Drawing from her personal journey of navigating profound loss, Dr. B breaks down the framework she uses to help individuals rebuild their identity from the inside out. This conversation offers practical tools to move past shame and blame, process emotional injury, and write a new chapter focused on personal growth and resilience.In This Episode:Processing Divorce as Trauma: Understanding the unique grief tied to marital separation and betrayalRebuilding Identity: Step-by-step tools for rediscovering who you are after a major life shiftOvercoming Guilt & Shame: Shifting from a feeling of failure to a mindset of personal empowermentSupporting Children Through Change: Managing family dynamics and emotions without losing your own balanceResources & Links Mentioned:Free Live Training: Register for the Free Mentally STRONG TrainingJoin the Mission: Sign up for our mailing listOfficial Website: Mentally STRONGAbout Your Host: Dr. Cristi Bundukamara (Ed.D, PMHNP-BC) is a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner with a Doctorate in Healthcare Education. Having navigated profound personal trials, Dr. B created the Mentally STRONG Method to help individuals process trauma, navigate life transitions, and build lasting emotional strength.Connect with Dr. B & Mentally STRONG:Facebook: Dr. Cristi BundukamaraInstagram: @cristibundukamaraYouTube: Dr. B Mentally STRONG