S9 - Appendices 2: Behavior Check-In

Brian recently read through both our books and did some self-analysis on where he is at on his 'growth journey.' In this episode we discuss some of his findings. If you interested in reading the notes he took while reading, sign up for our newsletter on our website.  https://www.codependentmind.com/

Brian and Stephanie come back for an ad hoc season and start with another discussion of shame. This time they tackle the question of what kind of relationship work shame can do and how it can cause relationship dysfunction (and how it has in their relationship). Brian goes in to more detail about the ways in which shame continues to impact him and how it moves through it when it does.  https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us.  Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1

The full book in paperback, hard cover and eBook available on Amazon - https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FC6M5X5M/ The audiobook is available on our website: https://www.codependentmind.com/ It is also on Amazon, Spotify and most other places where audiobooks are sold. We end the book, and this season, with a discussion of gratitude. This chapter and the first chapter of the book will remain available on the podcast indefinitely. The rest of the chapters will be removed. The audiobook is available on most audio platforms and from our website. The paperback and the eBook is available on Amazon. https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us.  Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1  

In this chapter we discuss how the ways in which the use of money to meet emotional or interpersonal needs can cause shame, dependency, and destructive patterns. Learning to separate financial needs from emotional ones has allowed Brian to build a healthier partnership where money.   The paperback, e-book and audiobook are all now available  - https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us.  Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1

In this chapter, Chapter Twelve we explore sex as a relational tool rather than a moral or performative act, emphasizing its capacity to foster connection, safety, and intimacy . For much of his life, Brian’s experiences with sex were shaped by shame, fear, and performance anxiety, mirroring his broader relational struggles with powerlessness and disconnection. Early relationships reinforced these wounds, turning sex into an arena for proving worth rather than sharing intimacy. His relationship with Stephanie marked a turning point—through genuine desire, emotional safety, and open communication, sex became a space for healing rather than performance.  The paperback, e-book and audiobook are all now available  - https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us.  Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1

In this episode, Brian discusses how for much of his life, he used the natural impulse to care for others destructively. His caretaking was largely driven by fear, shame, and a need to feel safe and valued.  In his relationship with Stephanie, he had to relearn what real caretaking meant—how to receive care without shame and to give it from a place of empathy instead of obligation or fear.  The paperback, e-book and audiobook are all now available  - https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us.  Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1 Thank you!  

Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1 Thank you! In this chapter, we explore conflict as an inevitable and essential part of any healthy relationship between two distinct individuals. While often viewed as threatening or destructive, conflict—when approached constructively—can serve as a powerful tool for learning, connection, and growth, much like the scientific method that refines understanding through testing and revision. Brian discusses his lifelong fear of conflict, rooted in a childhood marked by anger, shame, and emotional immaturity, and how those early lessons led to patterns of avoidance, people-pleasing, and self-betrayal in adulthood. He distinguishes conflict from abuse, noting that when conflict becomes a weapon of control, it ceases to serve any productive purpose. Through his relationship with Stephanie, however, Brian has learned to reframe conflict from something to escape into something to engage with—using honesty, empathy, and curiosity to transform it into a shared learning process.  The paperback, e-book and audiobook are all now available  - https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us. 

Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1 Thank you! In this chapter, we explore communication as an essential tool that makes all other relationship tools work. We emphasize outcomes over technique; that is, clarity, connection and a stronger sense of partnership. Brian contrasts destructive communication patterns in his past relationship with J—which was marked by avoidance, appeasement, control, dishonesty, and miscommunication—with the healthier dynamic the he experiences with Stephanie, where the goal is mutual understanding rather than power or emotional management. We aim to reframe communication as an intentional act that couples must practice together, not to “win” or avoid conflict, but to deepen connection, strengthen the “Us,” and build a secure, loving partnership. The paperback, e-book and audiobook are all now available  - https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us. 

In this episode, we explore curiosity as both a universal instinct and a vital relationship tool. Brian  reflects on how childhood fear and threat-responses suppressed his natural curiosity, leaving him passive and disengaged in past relationships. Instead of genuine inquiry, his “curiosity-like” behaviors were rooted in anxiety, compliance, and performance. In contrast, healthy curiosity—as modelled by Stephanie early in their relationship—has proven transformative, deepening connection, sparking self-discovery, and reinforcing intimacy. By learning and relearning to ask questions and explore emotions, Brian has found that curiosity not only nurtures passion and understanding but also strengthens the shared “Us,” creating a feedback loop of connection, adaptability, and joy. The paperback, e-book and audiobook are all now available  - https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us.   

Use this link to review the book on Amazon - https://amazon.com/review/create-review?&asin=B0CYH7TMZ1 Thank you! In this chapter, we explore honesty as a powerful relationship tool—one that builds connection, trust, and intimacy when used well, but creates distance and damage when misused or withheld. Honesty provides accurate information about ourselves, others, and the world, enabling stronger partnerships, while dishonesty erodes trust, fosters disconnection, and betrays the relationship. Brian's childhood survival strategies turned dishonesty into a habit, often expressed through pretense, omission, or appeasement rather than blatant lies. These behaviors once kept the him safe but later undermined intimacy and threatened his relationship with Stephanie. Relearning honesty meant confronting fear, shame, and self-deception, distinguishing between privacy and withholding, and understanding that feelings represent personal truths but not universal ones. The paperback, e-book and audiobook are all now available  - https://www.codependentmind.com/ Thank you for rating and reviewing the podcast and the book. It helps others find us.