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Episode 349 with Ankur Thakkar, Author of Blow Yourself Up, and Savvy and Nuanced Chronicler of the Chaotic World of Commerce, Art, Popularity, and Changing Social and Internet Mores

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Notes and Links to Ankur Thakkar’s Work

 

  Ankur Thakkar is the author of Blow Yourself Up, which was longlisted for The Center for Fiction First Novel Prize. His stories have appeared in Guernica, [PANK], and TriQuarterly. He was a 2025 Sewanee Writers’ Conference Scholar and his artwork has been exhibited at the Palais de Tokyo and La Friche la Belle de Mai. 

 

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Ankur Thakkar’s Website

 

At about 1:30, Ankur talks about his mindset as Blow Yourself Up comes out and lays out tour events

At about 3:00, Ankur talks about his early reading and writing life, and homes in on how formative the Mahabharata has been for him

At about 6:55, Ankur talks about how Asian Studies courses and his own reading and life experience inform his views of the multiple stories and layers of Hinduism

At about 8:00, Ankur cites Continental Philosophy class led him to Tolstoy, Sartre, Bret Easton Ellis, and the power of reading those with “names like [his]”-Rushdie, Jhumpa Lahiri, among others

At about 10:15, The two reflect on the culture panache of American Psycho

At about 11:45, Ankur talks about connections to Indian/South Asian cultures through “impactful” exposure in college

At about 13:00, Ankur shouts out writers who thrill and inspire him, including Hari Kunzu, Mosin Mohammed, and Maryam Rahmani

At about 14:15, Ankur describes his epigraph and its significance, especially connections to the talented and creative Heems of Das Racist

At about 15:55, Pete asks Ankur about starting the book with in medias res and his omniscient narrator

At about 18:30, Ankur talks about playing with time and “loops” and connects his time working with Vine to these concepts 

At about 20:40, Pete talks about an iconic (at least to him) Vine involving Michael Jordan

At about 22:20, Ankur responds to Pete’s asking about Arjun’s musical intelligence and natural abilities 

At about 25:20, Pete lays out some of the book’s exposition 

At about 26:45, Ankur talks about the ways in which Payal and her family react to the patriarch's death, and how the most vulnerable often are ripe for political malleability 

At about 28:35, The two discuss 

At about 29:30, Pete compliments the ways in which Ankur paints the relationship between Arjun and Payal’s ailing father

At about 31:00, Ankur outlines the ways in which he is “loose” with his chronology in the book and his mindset in writing thusly

At about 32:55, Ankur riffs on the “transcendan[ce]” of music and live concerts and recounts memories of his first concerts 

At about 35:00, The two discuss the death of the family patriarch, and Ankur shares wise thoughts on the aftereffects of the death of a loved one

At about 36:25, Ankur describes the secrets in the relationship between Arjun and Payal and different levels of familial communication, especially among Indian-American families

At about 38:10, Ankur talks about the “Whispercore” movement and its connection to the book’s music scene

At about 39:30, The two discuss the travails of the Payal and Arjun relationships, and Pete asks Ankur about the traumas endured by Payal and how it might affect her resignation towards the world

At about 43:00, Ankur points out some foreshadowing with the bandmate of Arjun

At about 44:25, Ankur responds to Pete’s question about Payal mimicking/mocking Bollywood and some South Asian literature through Boosts

At about 45:20, Ankur responds to Pete’s question about “standing in judgment” of his characters 

At about 47:20, Ankur cites the example of Naomi Klein’s Doppelganger and how it plays out in pop culture and politics with turnabouts in goals and mindsets for creators and politicians 

At about 50:10, The two discuss commercialism and art through his turning music and colonialism on its face

At about 50:45, Diya is shouted out by Ankur and cited as a favorite character for him

At about 51:40, Pete outlines an important scene involving an artistic event 

At about 54:00, Ankur reflects on Payal’s ease and unease in becoming a popular influencer 

At about 56:35, Ankur discusses a “lack of cultural baggage” that might come with a burgeoning relationship and responds to Pete asking about the ways the fortunes of the couple are connected 

 

 

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