Episode 134: Relational Healing After the Breakup — Farrah’s Turning Point
In this episode, Lindsey talks with Farrah, a client from Southern California who found Lindsey’s work through Instagram while she was untangling faith, identity, and relationship patterns. Farrah shares what it looked like inside her previous partnership when conflict showed up: she brought concerns forward, he experienced criticism and shame, and the cycle escalated into blowups. Over time, Farrah recognizes how much mental load she was carrying, functioning as the tracker, the reminder system, the organizer, and the emotional initiator, while also craving a simple experience of being heard and held.
Farrah connects her over-functioning and anger to earlier experiences of abandonment, being unseen, and rupture in her family system. She explains how those old wounds shaped what she needed from a partner and why it felt terrifying to step back and let consequences land. As she experiments with doing less, she names the internal conflict: things can look calmer on the outside while she feels like she’s swallowing herself on the inside.
Eventually, after a final rupture and days of emotional shutdown, Farrah chooses to end the relationship. She describes walking as a turning point that helped her clarity return, and she reflects on what she wishes she’d tried sooner: a deliberate pause where she focused on her own wellbeing without immediately ending the partnership. She also shares what the work gave her even though the relationship ended: more self-trust, less self-abandonment, and a growing ability to meet herself with care through practices like mirror work and long walks.
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