Pick the Fig

This one wasn’t supposed to be a lesson. It was just something I needed to say out loud. A page from my diary—about love, fear, and the quiet devastation of never being chosen.

And with that, the eulogy is complete. Here’s what 25–29 taught me. 🥂

The end of a decade deserves a proper eulogy. Here’s what 20–24 taught me. 🥂

Some things we inherit without ever realizing they were passed down. The way we talk to ourselves, the way we love, and even the things we spend our whole lives searching for.

We’re all moving targets. Maybe curiosity is what keeps us from missing each other.

Some people stay for a lifetime. Others stay just long enough to change you. This episode is about the beauty and heartbreak of temporary connections—and learning that something doesn’t have to last forever to matter forever.

What if the life you’re “supposed” to want just doesn’t fit you? Maybe it’s time to stop settling, stop fighting yourself, and start building a life that does. 🤍

How much of your life have you spent staring at all the possibilities, terrified that choosing one means losing the rest?At some point, you have to stop staring at the tree.Pick the fucking fig.

Part 2: the chapter where the pieces start to connect.A deeper look into my story, the lessons I’ve carried, and the healing that comes from finally facing the things we’ve spent years avoiding.Trigger Warning: This episode contains conversations about trauma, abuse, manipulation, and the lasting impact of difficult experiences. Listener discretion is advised.

I've always said this podcast was going to be honest.This isn't an easy listen, but it's an important one.Fifteen years later, I'm finally telling the story the way it actually happened.🎙️ Part 1 is available now.Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussions of sexual assault, rape, emotional abuse, and trauma. Please take care of yourself while listening and skip this episode if now isn't the right time.