Heroes And Villains

Please Do Not Try This At Home! When you have too much time on your hands with nothing to lose, ideas flow and your feeling invincible because you have done the impossible. You have lived and are willing to try anything. What you live for is the thrill. So, when you’ve discovered another way to make money and make the most you can. Coming home tired and exhausted, this sense of pride falls on you, after feeling accomplished you feel as though you’ve earned that shower. As if you deserve that money you have taken.

I probably was already committing small harmless crimes. But after being incarcerated it lead to significant psychological difficulties. Everyone will react in their own way to a prison environment. Some inmates turn inward, some may become depressed, while others will adopt what is called a "prison identity".

I Never Wanted To Be A Father, The Truth Is I Was Selfish Before, During And Even After My First Son’s Birth. I Even Used Him To Make A Profit. How Do You Make Money While Holding A Baby? I Will Tell You.

My Father Went To Prison, My Mother Moved On, My Great Grandmother Died In Front Of me, Asphyxiation, My Grandmother Died of Cancer, Her Last Words Meant A Lot To Me. I Was Angry, Homeless And Would Use Excuses To Justify My Wrong Doing. After Prison I Became Angry With The System and realized Racial Discrimination Will Mean That I Can Only Be Seen As A Criminal Or An Illegal Immigrant. I Met A Wonderful Woman Whom I Would Abuse But She Never Gave Up On Me. With Her Love I Became A Father And With My Sons I Have Emerged A Man. A Man Who Is Ready To Tell His Life For Others To Learn From And For His Sons So They Never Do The Things I Have Done. Understanding That There Are Still People Like I Use To Be. The World Can Be Dangerous, Exciting, Sad, Cruel, But Hopefully My Words Will Be Enough To Prepare You For Your Life.

How can I prepare you for this world? How can I give you all my knowledge? How do I teach you? Why is history so important? I want you to learn about me so you will never make the mistakes I have made. To live my lifetime will only add experience to yours. Hopefully it’s my storytelling keeps you interested and I hope you learn a lot! Also to keep things fun I titled my episodes with song titles so listen to those when you get a chance.