The Dysphoria Beast

ho ho HOOOOOLY NUTCRACKER!!! we're back!!!! this week we talk about our wedding, what it took to get there, and what changed after. we get into going no contact with family, then we answer your questions!!! a jolly good time all around! follow us on patreon for full video episodes!

This week we’re naming it, poking it, and maybe even feeding it: the dysphoria beast. In this ep, we talk about Elle’s FFS recovery, the weird emotional whiplash of aging with dysphoria…plus, we take a chaotic stroll down memory lane into our prospective ‘seeking arrangements' eras. Hop back on the train, folks!

this week on trans in love we get into how we fight and make up. from ezra wanting to start an onlyfans to the time elle almost crashed our car on the way to Mexico, we share the stories behind our most challenging conversations and how we always find our way back to each other.

In this episode we unpack our god trauma, laugh at the absurdity of it all, and talk about how our transness actually led us to a deeper, queerer sense of the divine. She/her God is trans and penetrating. Xoxo

in this episode we talk about sobriety, what it actually took for us to get there, and the intense conversations that shifted our relationship along the way. we also talk about how the patriarchy likes it up the butt, so...

welcome to episode 3! in this one we talk about gender affirming surgery, getting high for the first time, elle’s upcoming ffs, my botched top surgery, and why we’re always right :)

in episode 2, we tell the story of how we caught covid and fell in love while half-delirious, what our first date was like, why kissing each other just felt ~different~, and how we went from being polyamorous to accidentally monogamous. it’s romantic, it’s messy, it’s trans as heck.join our patreon to watch the whole video! https://www.patreon.com/TransinLovePod

welcome to trans in love, the podcast where two trans people in love talk about life in all its absurd, tender, messy, joyful, and occasionally unhinged glory. expect conversations that swing from the deeply personal to the bizarrely specific, with plenty of oversharing in between.in our first episode, we cover moving to mexico, battling plumbing, what dissociation actually feels like, cheating in high school, cult documentaries, and the odd ways love threads through it all. it’s chaotic, funny, and a little too honest. watch the full video version (and bonus chaos) on patreon.