Looking Back, Looking Forward

I've curated some of my thoughts of the belief of "If it's meant to be, it'll be" especially in the context of dating as well as some tips on how to pursue organic dating (from what I've learned so far in my quest).

"Diabolical" was the word of the month for April and you'll see why in this episode. Here's the story of the craziest month of my life ft. Christine visiting me in Miami, the story of how I got so played it's embarrassing, and my life in absolute shambles 😃

Welling up in a therapy session made me dig deeper on my desire for love (because why am I crying over not having romantic love?!?). I've chosen to live my life as I enjoy it hoping that doing so will eventually lead me to my person, but I'm definitely open and eager to finding love again :)

Oh what a coincidence...we're both here. Sorry about ghosting you, I had a lot going on. Anyways, here's a little catch up on what happened since we last talked and what I'm up to. See you next week?

I must be honest...I have a phone addiction (TikTok addiction, something of that sort). Now, this might come as no surprise but I've spent years trying to deny it because I'm not exactly proud of it. In this day and age, I know for a fact I'm not the only one so I thought I might as well come out and share this struggle.

So I've been thinking about this question a lot. On one hand, I do miss meeting people and going out with them but on the other, I nowhere near where I'd like to be to consider dating again. So we're talking about this tug of war I'm having in my brain. Plus, the usual job search discussion and wanting to desperately move out!

I am really freaking exhausted and I can't figure out why. But I decided to talk about how I've romanticized the future far too much and recently, my frontal lobe has developed or something like that because I'm starting to be more realistic about what the future may entail.

I’m back from Mexico (and a wee bit sick) and we’re talking about the job search, 2025 expectations, feeling stuck in life, and everything in between! It’s time to get back to work and make things happen, and I’m just hoping the stars align for me sometime soon (I am so ready for change)!

Happy New Year y'all! This was indeed recorded before Christmas but I took some time to look back at 2024, share the job offer story that didn't get shared at the time, and talk about some of my goals and aspirations for 2025. Excited to keep sharing my life on here in 2025!

So, I took another trip to NYC and it was quite the reality check when the trip turned from visiting a friend to essentially just a solo trip. And that's when I started contemplating whether a NYC move is really what I want or whether I had just romanticized the whole thing. Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas! Love you all and see you in the new year (what?!?)