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What If Repeating Is the Real Growth?We're often told that growth means changing, improving and constantly moving forward. But what if that's not always true?In this episode of Evolve or Repeat, I explore a different perspective: perhaps some of the greatest wisdom comes from returning to the things that have always worked.Inspired by conversations with a retired teacher and my visit to a pioneering former mental health hospital, I reflect on how many effective practices have disappeared in the pursuit of progress. From education and mental health to our own daily routines, are we too quick to replace what serves us?I also share a simple yet powerful reflection exercise from Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT) that can help you recognise what genuinely supports your wellbeing—not just in the moment, but over the long term.Sometimes the answer isn't finding something new.Sometimes it's remembering what you've forgotten.Why change isn't always synonymous with progress.Lessons we can learn from traditional education and early mental health care.A practical ACT exercise to help you evaluate what's truly working in your life.How repeating supportive habits can reduce stress and improve wellbeing.Why more people are returning to slower, simpler ways of living.Questions to help you identify the practices worth repeating.What have you stopped doing that once made you feel healthier, calmer or happier?Which habits helped you in the long term?What could you start repeating this week?If this episode resonated with you, I'd love to hear your thoughts.What have you forgotten that actually works?Connect with me on social media or leave a review to continue the conversation.Connect with me on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliam/If you'd like, I'd also be grateful if you subscribed to the podcast and shared this episode with someone who needs the reminder that not everything new is necessarily better.

From Debt to Financial Freedom: The Money Conversation We Need to HaveMoney can feel like one of life's biggest taboos, yet financial stress affects millions of people and has a huge impact on our mental wellbeing.In this deeply personal episode of Evolve or Repeat, I share the story I rarely talk about—appearing on the BBC's The Bank of Mum and Dad in my twenties after finding myself in significant debt following the collapse of my catering business.I wasn't taught how to manage money, and like many people, I made mistakes.But those mistakes became one of the greatest lessons of my life.Today I'm debt free, credit card free and own my home outright—not because I'm a financial expert, but because I changed my habits, my awareness and my relationship with money.In this episode I share the practical steps that helped me completely transform my finances, alongside an honest conversation about the emotional weight that debt can carry.My experience on BBC's The Bank of Mum and DadHow I paid off thousands of pounds of debtWhy awareness is the first step to financial freedomSimple budgeting techniques that actually workHow to understand where your money really goesPrioritising debt repaymentsSelling items and creating additional incomeManaging money with ADHD and neurodiversityThe connection between money and mental wellbeingRemoving shame and opening honest conversations about financesFinancial wellbeing isn't about perfection.It's about awareness, honesty and taking one small step at a time.I've written a detailed blog that expands on everything discussed in this episode, including practical exercises and budgeting tips.https://susimcwilliamwriter.wixsite.com/susimcwilliam/post/bank-of-mum-and-dad-blog-simple-financial-tips-for-financial-challenges-and-winsIf you're struggling financially, please know you're not alone.Samaritans: https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan/Citizens Advice: https://www.citizensadvice.org.uk/debt-and-money/Money and Mental Health Policy Institute: https://www.moneyandmentalhealth.org/Government Benefits & Financial Support: https://www.gov.uk/check-benefits-financial-supportIf you're feeling overwhelmed or in crisis, please reach out for support. Asking for help is a sign of strength.If this episode helped you, I'd love to hear from you.Please leave a review, share it with someone who may need it, and send me your questions—I may answer them in a future episode.With love,Susi xx

The Energy of Words: Why What You Consume MattersHave you ever noticed that after listening to certain conversations, podcasts or scrolling social media you feel heavier, more anxious or emotionally drained?In this episode of Evolve or Repeat, I'm exploring something that has become incredibly important in my own life the vibration and energy of the words we hear every single day.After recently listening to a podcast filled with words such as anxiety, depression and trauma, I noticed my own nervous system becoming activated. The moment I switched to uplifting music, my whole body softened. It reminded me just how powerful language can be.Together we'll explore:• Why words carry energy and influence our emotions.• How everything we consume affects us—not just food, but conversations, books, podcasts, music, television, social media and our environment.• The fascinating work of Dr. Masaru Emoto and his water crystal experiments, and why this may matter when our bodies are made up of around 60% water.• Why highly sensitive people and empaths may feel these effects even more deeply.• How your inner dialogue shapes your wellbeing.• Practical ways to protect your energy through conscious media consumption, boundaries and daily rituals.• Simple energy protection practices including grounding, essential oils, Epsom salt baths, crystals and creating supportive environments.This episode is an invitation to become curious about what you're allowing into your mind, body and heart each day. Small changes in what you consume can create profound shifts in how you feel.✨ Read my book, Be Free, where I explore energy protection, healing, mindset and creating a life that feels aligned. Buy book here: https://amzn.to/4aLtVq1 ✨ If today's conversation resonated with you, spend some time exploring the work of Dr. Masaru Emoto and his research into how words and intention appeared to influence the formation of water crystals. View images here: https://www.emotopeaceproject.net/water-crystal-gallery ✨ Read my accompanying blog on Energy Protection & Cleansing Techniques for practical ways to protect your energy in everyday life. https://susimcwilliamwriter.wixsite.com/susimcwilliam/post/3-ways-to-clear-and-cleanse-your-energy If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a review and share it with someone who could benefit from hearing it.Until next time, remember...You always have a choice.You can evolve...or you can repeat.

Welcome to the very first episode of Evolve or Repeat.This podcast was born from one of the biggest decisions I've ever made: closing my meditation and mindfulness teacher training business after 11 years.It wasn't a decision made from failure. Quite the opposite.The business was successful, growing, and welcoming new students. But deep down, I knew I had changed. My priorities had shifted, my children had grown up, and I found myself craving something I hadn't prioritised for years—peace.In this episode, I share the honest story behind that decision, including the fear, anxiety, grief and freedom that came with choosing to evolve instead of repeating a path that no longer felt aligned.Why I renamed the podcast from Be Free to Evolve or RepeatThe real reason I chose to close my businessWhy success isn't always about doing moreHow life stages naturally change our prioritiesThe identity shifts that can come with menopause and midlifeThe emotions that kept me holding on longer than I needed toHow to recognise when your intuition is asking you to make a changeWhy letting go often creates space for something even betterAs you listen, consider:Where am I evolving?Where am I repeating old patterns because they feel familiar?What am I holding onto that no longer reflects who I'm becoming?If fear wasn't making this decision, what would I choose?I'd love to hear your thoughts after listening.If this episode resonated, please leave a review, subscribe, and share it with someone navigating change.And if you're feeling creative... I'm looking for a podcast jingle! If you'd like to create one for Evolve or Repeat, I'd love to hear it.Thank you for being here at the beginning of this new chapter.With love,SusiFollow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliam/ Follow me on Insight Timer: https://insighttimer.com/susimcwilliam

Remember Who The F*ck You Are: Reconnecting With Your Authentic SelfIn this powerful solo episode, Susi shares a deeply personal journey through self-doubt, perimenopause, life transitions, and the challenge of losing connection with who you truly are.After a difficult period of questioning her identity and purpose, Susi experienced a breakthrough that reminded her of a simple but life-changing truth: sometimes you don't need to find yourself, you need to remember who you already are.This episode explores how external pressures, burnout, grief, hormonal changes, societal expectations, and fear can disconnect us from our authentic selves, and what we can do to reconnect with our truth, joy, and purpose.In This Episode We Explore:Why life transitions can make us question who we areThe impact of perimenopause on identity and self-trustHow limiting beliefs keep us stuckReconnecting with childhood passions and forgotten dreamsTrusting your intuition and inner wisdomBuilding self-trust through small daily promisesThe importance of boundaries and authentic livingWhy confidence comes after action, not before itMoving from victimhood to empowermentPractical mindset shifts for difficult seasonsHow to create a life that feels aligned and meaningfulKey Takeaways✨ You are not broken you may simply be disconnected from your authentic self.✨ The goal isn't becoming someone else; it's removing the layers that are hiding who you truly are.✨ Your job title, relationship status, health challenges, or past experiences do not define you.✨ Joy matters. Reconnecting with activities that make you feel alive is part of healing.✨ You don't need permission, confidence, or perfect circumstances to start living authentically.✨ Small daily actions build self-trust and create lasting transformation.Questions To Reflect On:Who are you beyond your roles and responsibilities?When was the last time you felt truly alive?What did you love doing as a child that you've forgotten about?Where are you saying "yes" when you really mean "no"?What would you do if you trusted yourself completely?Mentioned In This EpisodeDaily affirmations and meditationSuccess JournalingTrust-building practicesMindset and gratitude workNature walks and movementEssential oils and self-care ritualsLiving fully despite fear and uncertaintyYour Next StepChoose one thing that brings you joy and take action on it this week.Not when you feel ready. Not when life gets easier. Not when you're more confident. Now. Because your life is happening today.If this episode resonated with you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who needs the reminder to remember who they truly are.Connect with Susi for future episodes, guest interviews, coaching insights, and conversations designed to help you live a more authentic, empowered life.Listen here: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/be-free-with-susi-mcwilliam/id1587923194 https://open.spotify.com/episode/6zqRQ93sEXQHhBSq78yEIe?si=XMFma1RHRYe9O4f9m6nXggWatch Here: https://www.youtube.com/@susimcwilliam Subscribe to my email list to stay connected: https://www.meditationmasters.co.uk/subscribe Connect with me on social media: https://www.instagram.com/meditationmastersltd/https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliam/

Our Space – Evolving Conversations for Evolving PeopleIn this reflective forest walk episode, Susi explores the supportive practices we know are good for us… but often struggle to consistently maintain.Sharing personal stories about returning to regular yoga practice of 20 years after time off, and her journey with losing weight. Susi dives into the power of accountability, identity, and becoming the future version of ourselves we want to embody.This episode invites listeners to pause and ask:What truly supports me right now?What practices do I keep avoiding, even though I know they help?What small action could reconnect me to myself today?In This Episode:Why accountability can be the missing piece in personal growthThe importance of supportive habits for mental, emotional, and physical wellbeing.A simple reflection tool inspired by Acceptance & Commitment TherapyHow to assess whether your current activities are nourishing or draining youThe role of coaching, meditation, and self-awareness in creating lasting changePractical examples of daily, weekly, and monthly self-care routinesSusi’s Personal Supportive Practices:Daily Meditation, Yoga, Breathwork, Self check-insWeekly Ocean immersions, Financial planning, Time in nature, Accountability and reflection.MonthlySelf-care treatmentsIntentional reset timeReviewing priorities and wellbeingReflection Questions:What supportive practice have you stopped doing?What would your future self thank you for starting again?Who or what helps keep you accountable?Mentioned in This Episode:Acceptance & Commitment Therapy (ACT)Meditation Teacher TrainingCoaching and accountability practicesFuture-self visualizationConnect with SusiSusi invites listeners to share podcast topic ideas, guest suggestions, or personal reflections about supportive practices and wellbeing.If this episode resonated with you, please share it with someone who may need a reminder to reconnect with themselves.Listen here: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/be-free-with-susi-mcwilliam/id1587923194 https://open.spotify.com/episode/6zqRQ93sEXQHhBSq78yEIe?si=XMFma1RHRYe9O4f9m6nXggWatch Here: https://www.youtube.com/@susimcwilliamspiritandsoul Subscribe to my email list to stay connected: https://www.meditationmasters.co.uk/subscribe Connect with me on social media: https://www.instagram.com/meditationmastersltd/https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliam/

Lets open the vulnerable conversations 💛Welcome back to the podcast 💛After a five-month break, Susi returns for an honest and heartfelt conversation about identity, healing, transformation, and navigating life’s transitions.In this episode, Susi shares what’s been happening behind the scenes from family changes and selling her home to downsizing, decluttering, and rediscovering herself through the process. She also opens up about writing her new book Heal, and how this chapter of life has inspired a fresh vision for the podcast moving forward.This episode explores:✨ Identity shifts and personal transformation✨ Healing through change and uncertainty✨ Letting go — physically, emotionally, and mentally✨ Perimenopause, menopause, and women’s wellbeing✨ Yoga, meditation, spirituality, and self-discovery✨ Why life’s challenges often become our greatest teachers✨ The evolution of the podcast into a more open, vulnerable spaceThis podcast is becoming a space for honest conversations, shared experiences, healing, and connection and you’re invited to be part of it.💫 Connect with Susi on social media and share the topics you’d love to hear explored in future episodes.If this episode resonated with you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who may need it today.So Much LoveSusi xxxListen here: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/be-free-with-susi-mcwilliam/id1587923194 Watch Here: https://www.youtube.com/@susimcwilliamspiritandsoul Subscribe to my email list to stay connected: https://www.meditationmasters.co.uk/subscribe Connect with me on social media: https://www.instagram.com/meditationmastersltd/https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliam/

New Episode: Period Power and Identity with Laura BaileyThis week’s episode of the Be Free Podcast is a rich, honest, and expansive conversation with Laura Bailey — TEDx speaker, librarian, and menstrual awareness advocate — exploring identity, body connection, and what it really means to live in rhythm with yourself.Laura shares how she no longer defines herself by fixed labels or roles, but instead allows her identity to evolve day by day. We talk about how passions, curiosities, and what lights us up are often far more truthful reflections of who we are than job titles or external expectations.A big part of this conversation centres around menstrual awareness and reconnecting with the body. Laura opens up about being disconnected from her cycle for 15 years while on the pill, and how attending a Conscious Cycles event completely changed her relationship with her body. Together, we explore how little education many of us received about hormones, cycles, and contraceptive choices — and the long-term impact of that lack of information.In this episode, we explore:👉 Identity as something fluid, not fixed👉 Why reconnecting with your menstrual cycle builds self-trust👉 The gaps in menstrual and hormonal education across generations👉 Why “one-size-fits-all” cycle syncing doesn’t work for everyoneYou’ll also learn:✅ How tracking your cycle can feel empowering rather than restrictive✅ Why perimenopause awareness earlier in life really matters✅ How cyclical living helps you notice repeating patterns and unmet needs✅ Gentle ways to reconnect with your body through stillness and listening✅ Why normalising conversations about periods benefits everyone — including menIf you’re craving a deeper connection to your body, your cycle, and your sense of self, this episode is a gentle invitation to slow down, listen, and trust your own rhythm.🎧 Tune in to Be Free Podcast, Series 2 — and explore Period Power, identity, and authentic living.With Love,Susi xxxMore From Laura:🌐 Website: www.periodsandpleasure.com✍️ Blog (Substack): https://periodsandpleasure.substack.com/📸 Instagram: www.instagram.com/periodsandpleasure🎤 TEDx Talk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_G1Z9c1r9cListen & Connect🎧 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8XqUswNFGaMrNaGaSwTl7w🎧 Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/be-free-with-susi-mcwilliam/id1587923194🎧 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3bwzRqYW9KmYcDqj5t5bLg?si=cd802ffcdd674163Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliamspiritandsoulFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/susimcwilliamspiritandsoulWebsite: www.spiritandsoul.me#befreepodcast #podcastforwomen #periodpower #menstrualawareness #cyclicalliving #womenshealth #perimenopause #hormonalhealth #bodywisdom #selftrust #authenticliving #selfgrowth #healingjourney #mindfulness #periodpositivity #menstrualeducation #innerwisdom #selfreflection #personaldevelopment #spiritualgrowth #lifebalance #wellnessjourney #intuition #clarity

New Episode: Playing the Hand You are Dealt with John Kippen This week’s episode of the Be Free Podcast is a truly inspiring one. I’m in conversation with John Kippen — TEDx speaker, resilience coach, magician, and author — as he shares his powerful journey of overcoming a brain tumour and facial paralysis, and how he found his way back to the stage after years of hiding.John’s story is a reminder of the deep healing power of self-acceptance, choosing to dream again, and stepping forward even when life has dealt us the unexpected. Through storytelling and magic, he now helps others move beyond limiting beliefs and live more authentically.In this episode, we explore:👉 How hiding parts of ourselves disconnects us from our true power👉 The role of self-acceptance in healing and rebuilding confidence👉 Choosing to dream freely again after trauma or major life change👉 Why surrounding yourself with supportive people is everything🌿 You’ll also learn:✅ How to rebuild confidence after illness, trauma, or adversity✅ Using storytelling as a tool to shift limiting beliefs✅ Why compassion and deep listening can change lives How small acts of kindness create powerful ripple effects✅ The mindset behind choosing happiness and self-worthJohn also shares insights from his book Playing the Hand You are Dealt, encouraging us to see our challenges as gateways to growth rather than endings.If you’re navigating setbacks, self-doubt, or a season of rebuilding, this episode is your reminder that transformation is possible — and you don’t have to walk the path alone.🎧 Tune in to Be Free Podcast, Season 2 — for an uplifting conversation on resilience, courage, and living authentically.With Love,Susi xxxMore on John: TedX: https://www.johnkippen.com/tedxPlaying the Hand You are Dealt: https://www.amazon.co.uk/Playing-Hand-you-are-Dealt/dp/B0DKH36BRFListen & Connect:🎧 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8XqUswNFGaMrNaGaSwTl7w🎧 Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/be-free-with-susi-mcwilliam/id1587923194🎧 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3bwzRqYW9KmYcDqj5t5bLg?si=cd802ffcdd674163Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliamspiritandsoulFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/susimcwilliamspiritandsoulWebsite: www.spiritandsoul.me#befreepodcast #podcastforwomen #resilience #selfacceptance #healingjourney #authenticliving #personalpower #mindfulness #selfgrowth #mentalhealthawareness #confidence #limitingbeliefs #storytelling #kindness #compassion #innerstrength #spiritualgrowth #lifebalance #wellnessjourney #hope #courage #transformation #selfworth #alignment #inspiration

🌗 New Episode: Understanding and Overcoming Health Anxiety This week’s episode of the Be Free Podcast is a deeply personal one. I’m opening up about my own journey with health anxiety, how it resurfaced during perimenopause, and the tools I’m using right now to steady myself.Health anxiety can feel like a loop you can’t escape — the researching, the scanning, the checking, the fear… and the exhaustion. I’ve been there before, and I found my way through it. And even though it’s resurfaced during this season of hormonal change, I’m using everything I’ve learned to navigate it with compassion rather than panic.In this episode, I share:👉 Why health anxiety often shows up as a need for control👉 How perimenopause can heighten fear, overthinking & physical sensitivity👉 What helped me years ago — and what’s helping me now👉 Why breaking patterns (like googling symptoms or tracking every sensation) is essential🌿 You’ll also learn:✅ How to use breathing techniques to deactivate anxiety✅ Why body-based practices like Yoga Nidra & body scans are powerful✅ How to distinguish between symptoms vs. sensations✅ Why over-reassurance, over-checking & hyperfocus keep you stuck✅ How holistic habits, boundaries & self-compassion support healing✅ When anxiety is actually a sign your body needs rest, not fearI also talk about antidepressants, alternative mental health support, and the importance of choosing what genuinely works for you.If you’re living in that cycle of fear, checking, and “what if,” this episode is your reminder that you’re not alone — and that there are ways to create calm, clarity, and trust again.🎧 Tune in to Be Free Podcast, Season 2 — and learn gentle tools to support your mind, body & nervous system.With Love,Susi xxxAdditional Support Links:✨ Be Free Book Club (Use code PODCAST for 10% off Pay in Full):https://www.spiritandsoul.me/befreebookclub🌿 Other Supportive Meditations:https://insig.ht/K4kmgTxAmYbhttps://insig.ht/fTYArEwAmYb💛 Join Soul Surprise Monthly Live — from £1 (pay what you can):https://www.spiritandsoul.me/programmesConnect with me or tag me @susimcwilliamspiritandsoul YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8XqUswNFGaMrNaGaSwTl7w Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/be-free-with-susi-mcwilliam/id1587923194 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3bwzRqYW9KmYcDqj5t5bLg?si=cd802ffcdd674163Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/susimcwilliamspiritandsoulFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/susimcwilliamspiritandsoulWebsite: www.spiritandsoul.me#befreepodcast #podcastforwomen #perimenopause #adhdawareness #decisionfatigue #selftrust #mindfulness #authenticliving #selfgrowth #healingjourney #selfcare #mentalhealthawareness #stressmanagement #clarity #intuition #energyhealing #alignment #personaldevelopment #selfreflection #simplifyyourlife #innerpeace #wellnessjourney #spiritualgrowth #lifebalance #mentalclarity