CONVERSATIONS ABOUT Bipolar and My Journey with Disordered Eating

Trigger/Activation Warning Gemma’s story is a hard story, but I felt compelled to hold space for all of it. This episode contains discussions of sensitive topics, including violence and sexual assault. I’m grateful for Gemma’s willingness to speak to the stigma around all of these topics. As always, please take yourself. 🤍 Shaley Join host Shaley Hoogendoorn in a gripping episode of "this is bipolar" as she sits down with Gemma, also known on Instagram as @bipolarmumjourney, to explore the raw and unfiltered story of Gemma's life. Gemma shares her harrowing experiences growing up in a tumultuous environment marked by drug abuse, violence, and trauma, and how these events intersected with her diagnosis of bipolar disorder. In this powerful conversation, Gemma opens up about the challenges she faced, including a traumatic assault and a turbulent relationship that led to incarceration. Despite these overwhelming obstacles, Gemma's resilience shines through as she discusses her journey towards healing and self-discovery. Gemma story is not only a story of trauma and heartache, it is a testament to her strength. Gemma has turned her pain into purpose. She hopes that by sharing the hard parts of her story, she can educate to stop stigma as well as give hope and comfort to those with similar trauma. Both Gemma and Shaley believe in forever chances and so please know there is always hope. Our stories aren't over yet. This is bipolar... For those seeking connection and support, Shaley invites listeners to join her vibrant community on Instagram @this.is.bipolar and explore exclusive content and a zoom support group through her subscription service. Together, let's continue to raise awareness and smash the stigma around people like Shaley and Gemma who live with bipolar disorder.   Meet Gemma: Gemma is a mental health advocate, blogger and content creator. She shares her real and raw trauma and experience. Gemma not only  shares her survival story of trauma, incarceration, domestic violence, she show us a glimpse into daily life living with bipolar story and her daily life living with a mood disorder. Gemma is such a strong, honest and hilarious creator. Since she started her advocacy she has been featured on the true crime 'Shaun Atwood' and 'UK ex female Prisoner Francesca Fattores" YouTube channels. She has more podcast appearances coming soon! Connect with and follow Gemma @bipolarmumjourney.   #bipolar #bipolardisorder #truecrime 

Hi besties, it's Shaley! In this solo episode, I dive deep into a highly requested topic: disordered eating, especially in the context of living with bipolar 2 disorder. I share my personal experiences, struggles, and the cyclical nature of my relationship with food. From teenage dieting to adult binge eating, I explore how these patterns intertwined with my bipolar disorder. Join me as I discuss the impact of societal pressures, seasonal depression, and medication on weight and self-image. I also touch on the importance of community, peer support, and the transformative power of storytelling. Whether you're a returning listener or new to the podcast, I hope my story offers comfort and insight. Remember, you're not alone, and our stories are far from over. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   #bipolardisorder Connect with us on Instagram at @this.is.bipolar for more conversations and support. Let's smash the stigma together.

Welcome to another episode of this is bipolar with your host, Shaley Hoogendoorn. Shaley, a mom, teacher, wife, and content creator, shares her journey of living with Bipolar II disorder. In this solo episode, she delves into the early warning signs of hypomania. Shaley explores her personal experiences and engages with responses from the Instagram community to highlight common early warning signs such as sleep disturbances, racing thoughts, and impulsive behaviors. She emphasizes the importance of medication compliance and self-awareness in managing bipolar disorder. Additionally, this episode introduces the concept of shorter podcast segments that will feature insights from the community. Shaley also discusses the impact of seasonal changes, the urge to organize, and the challenges of maintaining relationships during hypomanic episodes. Join Shaley in this insightful and heartfelt discussion, and learn how recognizing early warning signs can help in managing bipolar disorder effectively. Don't miss the follow-up episode where she will share strategies and tips for handling hypomania and mania. Connect with the This is Bipolar community on Instagram at @this.is.bipolar and join the conversation!   MARKET RESEARCH OPPORTUNITY: If you have bipolar one disorder or major depressive disorder and are having at least one treatment there is an opportunity for you to be paid to share your story and experience. I am proud to partner with Health Influencers United and C-Space to offer an opportunity for participants to be a part of new market research. Together, we can have our voices be heard, and we can help shape the future of health support. In this group, you will be connecting with others. You may find comfort in these open discussions, in seeing that you are not alone in your experience. In joining this community, you're contributing to advancing healthcare. You'll be compensated for your time and for your insight. We deeply respect your privacy, so your participation is treated with the utmost care. And there are confidentiality protocols, so your personal information and identity will be safe. CLICK HERE and see if you qualify. By sharing your unique experience with major depressive disorder or bipolar 1, you have the power to create some positive change.   My dear listeners, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   #bipolardisorder

Welcome to 'this is bipolar' hosted by Shaley Hoogendoorn, a platform dedicated to sharing the lived experiences of those with Bipolar Disorder. In this episode, Shaley introduces the "Going Deeper" series, which delves into specific topics of a previous podcast guests. These episodes are designed to further inspire, educate, and break down the stigma surrounding mental illness. Join Shaley and her guest, Bassey Ikpi a New York Times bestselling author, as they explore the profound impact of Bipolar Disorder on daily life. Shaley and Bassey share some of their most painful friendship & romantic break ups. Bassey also shares her journey of writing a deeply personal book that serves as both a mirror for those who need to see themselves and a window for others to understand the experiences of their loved ones. Through vivid storytelling and candid discussions, this episode aims to foster empathy and awareness. Tune in to hear about the challenges of living with Bipolar, the importance of sharing our stories, and the power of understanding and support. Whether you're seeking comfort, knowledge, or a sense of community, this episode offers valuable insights. * Reminder* -the first full episode where Bassey shares her story is also available on the podcast. It would mean so much to me if you would be willing to go and follow the podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts or hit subscribe on here on YouTube. It’s completely free for you to do but it’s so valuable for me because I know it will help the episodes reach those that need it most. This is Bipolar. IG @this.is.bipolar YouTube: this is bipolar    More about Bassey: Bassey Ikpi is a Nigerian American writer and mental health advocate. Her debut essay collection, I’m Telling the Truth, But I’m Lying, was an instant New York Times bestseller. She appeared on HBO’s Def Poetry Jam and joined the touring company for their Tony Award-winning Broadway show, and has appeared on numerous stages across the globe. Bassey is an active voice in the mental health community and a pop culture connoisseur; Her essays on both topics can be found on platforms including The New York Times, The Root, and Okay Africa. She is also the creator of #NoShameDay, an initiative that normalizes conversations surrounding Black mental health in order to reduce stigma. In short: Bassey Ikpi is a Nigerian American writer, ex-poet, constant mental health advocate, underachieving overachiever, and memoir procrastinator. She lives in Maryland.. Recognition and Awards: New York Times Bestselling Author Reading Women’s Nonfiction Award Nominee Washington Post Bestselling Author WSJ+ Book of the Month Amazon: Top 100 Books Essence Magazine’s Woke 100 The Root 100 Public Figure GOOP: 10 New Favorite Books Bitch Magazine: Most Anticipated Books of 2019  Bustle: 21 New Memoirs That Will Inspire, Motivate, and Captivate You Publishers Weekly Spring Preview Selection Electric Lit: 48 Books by Women and Nonbinary Authors of Color to Read in 2019 Bookish: Best Nonfiction of Summer Selection    

In this episode on 'this is bipolar', mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn has a enlightening conversation with Diana Partington, LPC-MHSP, M.ED. Diana is a mental health counselor specializing in Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT).  Shaley invited Diana on the podcast after using Diana's "DBT for Life- Skills to Transform the Way You Live"workbook. This workbook exceeded Shaley's expectations, she found the book to be so easy to read, follow and practice. Shaley is finding that integrating these DBT skills into her days really helps her with managing her mood symptoms. Diana and Shaley discuss the benefits and techniques of Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), including its origins, philosophy, and the importance of mindfulness and emotion regulation. They also explored the concept of mindfulness in daily life, the importance of distinguishing between facts and opinions, and the challenges of identifying observable behaviors in communication. Lastly, they discussed the effectiveness of Diana's workbook for individuals with bipolar disorder and how Shaley hopes it can be a resource for her listeners. this is bipolar... Buy "DBT for Life" by Diana Partington here   Use code: bipolar10 for $10 off  Register for Online Workshops Use code: bipolar25 for $25 off webinars My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo Want to work with me? email [email protected] or connect on IG: @this.is.bipolar More about Diana:  Diana Partington is a licensed professional counselor and author of DBT for Life: Skills to transform the way you live. She offers online DBT skills classes, workshops, and training for clients and clinicians across North America. She wrote her master’s thesis at Vanderbilt on effectively teaching DBT skills for different learning styles. Passionate about making DBT skills accessible to everyone, Diana also speaks at major conferences and provides bespoke training for mental health professionals. Her website, DBTforLife.com (https://dbtforlife.com/talking-and-training/www.DBTforLife.com), is a hub of information about Dialectical Behavior Therapy, her educational offerings,  her book, and her podcast "Suffering Optional: DBT and the Dharma"  You can also connect with Diana on IG @sufferingoptional.    

Welcome back to "This is Bipolar" with your host, Shaley Hoogendoorn. In this episode, Shaley sits down with Missy, the inspiring founder of "Comfortable Silence," a brand dedicated to raising awareness and ending the stigma surrounding bipolar disorder. Missy shares her heartfelt journey from being diagnosed with bipolar disorder at a young age to navigating through the highs and lows of her condition. She talks about the challenges she faced, including a traumatic event in her teenage years, and how she coped with psychosis and manic episodes. Throughout the conversation, Missy opens up about the importance of mental health routines, the impact of affirmations, and the power of self-love. She also discusses the creation of "Comfortable Silence," a brand born out of her personal struggles and journal entries, aimed at inspiring others to embrace their uniqueness and find comfort in silence. Join Shaley and Missy as they explore the depths of living with bipolar disorder and the resilience it takes to turn pain into purpose. This episode is a beacon of hope for anyone struggling with their mental health, reminding us all that we are never alone in our journey. this is bipolar...   My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   About Missy 🤍 “At 16, my world changed. I had just survived an EF4 tornado that ripped through my high school, taking the lives of 8 of my classmates. A life altering experience that I strongly believe, to this day, robbed me of my adolescence. This pivotal moment ultimately played a significant role in my bipolar 1 diagnosis. I kept journals over the years in an effort to make sense of it all. I was scared for others to know what went on inside my head. I was scared for myself. I felt alone, misunderstood, and a stranger in my own skin. “Comfortable Silence” was the alias I used in my writings. It was something I yearned for. Fast forward to 2022, and I found myself at a crossroads during the most significant mental health break of my life. I moved home. I cut the world out. I focused on my physical and mental health and for once - I became comfortable in silence. During recovery, I realized Comfortable Silence needed a voice—for us, the hurting, scared, and misunderstood. When the storm rolls in, you’ll still be here when it clears. And what a beautiful day that is.”   Find Missy and her gorgeous and meaningful clothing and accessories at comfortable-silence.com or on IG @__comfortable_silence. Sign up for her newsletter to get 25% off your first order!

Welcome to another compelling episode of 'this is bipolar'. Your host, Shaley Hoogendoorn, is back with an inspiring and insightful conversation. In this episode, Shaley, a teacher, creator, podcaster, and mental health activist living with Bipolar II Disorder, speaks with the remarkable Hannah Blum. Hannah is a writer, author, and mental illness activist who has spent over a decade advocating for mental health awareness. Join us as Shaley and Hannah delve into the transformative power of sharing personal stories, shedding light on the realities of living with Bipolar II Disorder. They discuss the significance of storytelling in breaking stigma, the importance of lived experiences, and the need for greater representation and understanding in society. Hannah also shares her journey to diagnosis, her experiences in the mental health system, and the profound impact of acceptance and empowerment. Hannah introduces her new book, "Oh, Mind, Where Have You Gone Today?"—a beautiful and powerful collection of poetry, essays, and stories that explore the human psyche, healing, and mental illness. The book is a testament to the interconnectedness of all aspects of life and a call to embrace the full spectrum of our experiences. Don't miss this thought-provoking episode that challenges societal norms and encourages us to take up space and advocate for ourselves and others. Whether you're living with Bipolar Disorder, know someone who is, or simply want to learn more, this episode is a must-listen.  this is bipolar... Chapter Markers: 00:04:58 Childhood Reflections 00:18:58 Acceptance and Self-awareness 00:20:54 High School Struggles 00:24:09 Breakdown & Diagnosis 00:31:52 Involuntary Commitment 00:36:15 Discussion on Helpline 988 My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar’ podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   Meet Hannah: Hannah Blum, author of "Oh Mind, Where Have You Gone Today?" invites readers on a captivating journey through the uncharted territories of the human experience. This collection of poems and essays delves deep into themes of madness, mental health, mending, love, loss, patriotism, sensuality, and womanhood. Blum's unique writing style and evocative illustrations have garnered worldwide recognition, establishing her as a prominent figure in literary and mental health advocacy communities. Through her work, she aims to inspire change, encourage curiosity, and spark conversations about the intricate tapestry of humanity. Follow @hannahdblum for insights and inspiration.

Welcome back to PART TWO of 'conversations with Leah Charles King. Shaley Hoogendoorn continues her inspiring conversation with Leah Charles King, a renowned TV presenter from the UK. Leah shares her journey of living with Bipolar II Disorder and the importance of smashing the stigma surrounding mental health. Leah discusses the common misconceptions about bipolar disorder and how society often views people with mental illness. She emphasizes the need for self-awareness and self-care to achieve mental wellness. The conversation delves into the challenges of managing bipolar disorder, the role of medication, and the importance of setting boundaries. Leah also reflects on her experiences in the TV industry and how media often misrepresents bipolar disorder. She shares her thoughts on how authentic representation can help break down stereotypes and foster understanding. Tune in to hear Leah's candid insights and learn how we can all contribute to a more inclusive and understanding world for those living with bipolar disorder. This episode is a must-listen for anyone interested in mental health advocacy and breaking down stigma. this is bipolar... Tune in for an inspiring listen and join the community on Instagram @this.is.bipolar. If you like or found this episode (or the podcast) helpful in anyway, please consider pressing the follow button &/or leaving us a 5 star review. It helps our podcast reach those that need it most.   A Few Things about Leah Charles-King: Almost 20 years mainstream experience in the media industry alone 1000’s of hours of live unscripted TV presenting experience Countless speaking engagements as a host for prestigious events nationwide Produced and presented programs transmitted in Europe, USA and Africa Seen by a combined estimated TV audience of over 200 million viewers worldwide Producer credits for live and pre-recorded content for TV transmission Presented and appeared on ITV, BBC, BET, The Disney Channel, MTV, Sky1 and more Launched OHTV and BET International on UK television as their first on-screen talent First and only black female CITV continuity presenter in its 35 year history Has received 10 prestigious ‘Best Presenter” awards to date including Screen Nation Accomplished Voice Over artist for TV, Radio and Online advertisements and campaigns Corporate video presenter for high profile clients and brands Backing Vocalist for the likes of George Michael, Andreas Bocelli and Mary J Blige Female Activist for women in the creative industries with own initiative entitled “Wonder Women”; inspirational and networking events for International Women’s Month. Has trained over 300 speakers and presenters at The Red Carpet Academy Personal Mentor to young women aged 18-28 years by offering internships at The Red Carpet Academy You can connect with Leah on her IG advocacy page @illuminatemh #Bipolar #bipolarDisorder #mentalhealth #mentalillness

I have a special treat this week- a FREE subscribers only episode for you! This exclusive episode was so incredibly helpful and so I decided to share it with ALL listeners. This conversation is just one example of the EXTRA content Instagram Subscribers have access to. Not only are there 2-3 subscribers only "going deeper" episodes a month, there is an IG group support chat AND monthly zoom connection meet ups. Sign up for subscriptions on Instagram today to learn and deeply connect with others living with mood disorders walking similar paths. I would love to see you there! We are all in this together.  this is bipolar... Shaley xo Listen to an enlightening episode of 'going deeper" where host Shaley Hoogendoorn dives deep into the realm of bipolar disorder and self-stigma with Dr. Andrea Vassiliev. Dr. Vasiliev, is a bipolar survivor and specialist as well as the creator of the groundbreaking program "Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder," shares her journey and expertise on combating self-stigma. In this episode, Dr. Vassiliev defines stigma and self-stigma, explaining their profound impact on individuals with bipolar disorder. She discusses the importance of rewriting personal narratives, focusing on strengths, and finding supportive communities. Shaley and Dr. Vasiliev also tackle practical strategies for recognizing and reframing negative self-beliefs, and the nuances of masking symptoms in various settings. Whether you're navigating bipolar disorder yourself or seeking to understand it better, this conversation is a treasure trove of insights and actionable advice. Tune in to learn how to dismantle self-stigma and embrace a more compassionate, empowered self-view. Meet Dr. Vassilev: Dr. Andrea Vassilev holds a doctorate in psychology and is a registered psychological associate in California. She has lived with bipolar disorder for over 25 years and is the creator of the original program, Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder. As a clinician and academic with lived experience, Andrea brings a special perspective to both her professional and advocacy work. Andrea hopes that by telling her own story of life with bipolar disorder through the lenses of clinical causes, treatments, and outcomes that she can provide education, hope, and comfort to others. You can connect with her on Instagram @best.life.bipolar or at www.andreavassilev.com.

"this is bipolar' unveils another power-packed episode, featuring Shaley Hoogendoorn and TV presenter and Ambassador @bipolar_uk, Leah Charles King. Embodying strength and resilience, both women share their personal battles with bipolar disorder and their commitment to shattering mental health stigma. In a discussion that is both heartbreaking and hopeful, they underscore the impact of bipolar disorder, harnessing their own experiences to educate and inspire. With additional focus on racial disparities in dealing with mental health, Leah emphasizes the need to address mental health issues regardless of colour or creed. From childhood struggles with feeling out of place to her challenges in navigating the entertainment industry and understanding her mental condition, this episode offers a raw, honest, and powerful look at Leah’s journey in dealing with bipolar disorder.   The episode also provides a heartfelt discussion about embracing life with bipolar disorder. By sharing their personal tales of trials and triumphs, Shaley and Leah remind everyone struggling with their mental health that there is a way to rebuild their life after diagnosis, and that having bipolar disorder doesn’t define one's life. They underline the importance of self-love, faith, perseverance, and maintaining a solid support system.   Most importantly, Leah highlights the way she dealt with her mood shifts - from extreme depression to euphoria - which marks her experience with bipolar disorder. She encourages others to understand and support mental health, emphasizing the power of faith and hope.Through a shared narrative and unique perspective, these women offer an enlightening discussion about bipolar disorder and mental health as they continue their most rewarding mission to smash the stigma of mental illness.  this is bipolar... Tune in for an inspiring listen and join the community on Instagram @this.is.bipolar. If you like or found this episode (or the podcast) helpful in anyway, please consider pressing the follow button &/or leaving us a 5 star review. It helps our podcast reach those that need it most. Chapter Markers 00:04:20 Life Beyond the Bipolar Closet 00:09:23 Childhood Trauma & Early signs  00:14:03 From Girl Bands to Mental Health Advocacy 00:21:03 Strive for Excellence & Perfectionism 00:28:03 Finding Hope & Life After Diagnosis   A Few Things about Leah Charles-King: Almost 20 years mainstream experience in the media industry alone 1000’s of hours of live unscripted TV presenting experience Countless speaking engagements as a host for prestigious events nationwide Produced and presented programs transmitted in Europe, USA and Africa Seen by a combined estimated TV audience of over 200 million viewers worldwide Producer credits for live and pre-recorded content for TV transmission Presented and appeared on ITV, BBC, BET, The Disney Channel, MTV, Sky1 and more Launched OHTV and BET International on UK television as their first on-screen talent First and only black female CITV continuity presenter in its 35 year history Has received 10 prestigious ‘Best Presenter” awards to date including Screen Nation Accomplished Voice Over artist for TV, Radio and Online advertisements and campaigns Corporate video presenter for high profile clients and brands Backing Vocalist for the likes of George Michael, Andreas Bocelli and Mary J Blige Female Activist for women in the creative industries with own initiative entitled “Wonder Women”; inspirational and networking events for International Women’s Month. Has trained over 300 speakers and presenters at The Red Carpet Academy Personal Mentor to young women aged 18-28 years by offering internships at The Red Carpet Academy You can connect with Leah on her IG advocacy page @illuminatemh #Bipolar #bipolarDisorder #mentalhealth #mentalillness