Love Without Holding On | S05.E02

What if the end of a marriage doesn’t have to mean the end of love?In this deeply personal conversation, Rebecca sits down with her former husband, Chris, to share both sides of their Sacred Transition. Together, they reflect on the individual healing journeys that ultimately changed their marriage—and how they moved from married to divorced while preserving love, respect, compassion, and the family they created together.Chris opens up about experiencing a dark night of the soul, confronting long-held wounds around worthiness and safety, and the healing work that helped him find his way forward. Rebecca shares how his transformation became a mirror for her own patterns of codependency, people-pleasing, porous boundaries, and trying to manage the people and energy around her.They explore nervous-system regulation, the difference between supporting and rescuing, evolving forms of love, and what it means to take responsibility for your part in a relationship without making the other person wrong.Their marriage may be complete, but they don’t see it as a failure. Instead, Rebecca and Chris ask a different question: What if the measure of a relationship isn’t simply how long it lasts, but who you become because of it?Sometimes love asks us to stay and do the work. Sometimes love asks us to let go. The wisdom is knowing the difference.

In this deeply personal episode, I’m sharing one of the hardest transitions of my life: the end of my marriage to Chris and the journey that led us to consciously uncouple.This wasn’t a decision made from a lack of love. It was a journey of learning to trust my intuition, recognize patterns of codependency, honor what my body and soul were telling me, and understand that sometimes a relationship can be complete without being a failure.If you’re moving through your own sacred transition—whether in a relationship, career, home, or another chapter of your life—I hope my story encourages you to listen to what your soul has been trying to tell you and trust your own path.Resources mentioned in this episode:📖 What’s Your Heaven? — Learn more about soul contracts and the agreements we make before coming into this life.🎧 Sacred Transition Meditation Series — Support for navigating endings, new beginnings, release, and rebirth.

In this final episode of Season four this is a thoughtfully curated collection of the moments that resonated most deeply this year—listener questions, guest conversations, and channelings from the Trinity. Together, these teachings explore how to strengthen your connection to spirit, navigate emotional lows, trust intuition, honor sensitivity, and care for your energy in changing times. The episode closes with a guided meditation and channeled blessing from Rebecca —a gift designed to help you integrate what you’ve received this season and anchor it into daily life as we continue creating more heaven on earth.

In this channeling, Rebecca is joined by the Trinity to deliver guidance on self-care, light work, and the evolution of the soul. The message centers on remembering your inner light, choosing alignment over struggle, and tending to yourself as a way to uplift others. This episode invites you to slow down, open your heart, and reconnect with the source energy that has always been within you.

Are unhealthy relationships always rooted in childhood wounds? Do life lessons ever really end? And what happens to our closest relationships as we heal and evolve?In this listener-led episode, Rebecca answers powerful questions about relationships, soul growth, self-love, codependency, parenting, and spiritual alignment. She explores when a relationship is truly misaligned versus when it’s simply part of our soul’s growth, how boundaries are an act of spiritual maturity, and why not every painful dynamic needs to be traced back to the past.Rebecca also shares spirit-guided insight on soul contracts, evolving partnerships, healing generational patterns, soulmate connections, and how to love yourself in real, embodied ways beyond positive self-talk. This episode is a compassionate reminder that growth doesn’t require perfection — just presence, discernment, and the courage to honor where you are now.Books mentioned:Journey of Souls by Michael NewtonDestiny of Souls by Michael NewtonMany Lives, Many Masters by Brian WeissWhat's Your Heaven? by Rebecca Rosen

In this episode, I’m joined by my dear friend and soul sister Katie as we open the space for a Trinity channeling—a collective of higher consciousness connected to divine source, unity, and unconditional love. Together, we revisit a practice we began years ago in our meditation group, allowing questions from Katie and others to guide the energy and the messages that come through.The Trinity addresses some of life’s biggest spiritual questions: past lives and soul memory, free will and fear, purpose and passion, morality, religion, identity, reincarnation, and how we can move through this human experience with more grace and ease. These messages are meant to be both informational and energetic—an invitation to listen not just with your mind, but with your heart.If you’re drawn to this episode, trust that there’s something here for you. Take a few deep breaths, soften your body, and allow yourself to receive whatever wisdom, clarity, or activation is meant for you in this moment.

In this listener-driven episode of Small Medium at Large, Rebecca explores why the same relationship patterns, karmic lessons, and soul themes keep showing up in our lives—and what Spirit wants us to do when they do. From repeating personality dynamics and soulmate timing to free will, cord-cutting, generational karma, and knowing when a soul contract has completed, this episode offers grounded spiritual insight for navigating love, relationships, and personal growth. Rebecca breaks down how to recognize karmic loops, release what no longer serves, trust divine timing, and step into alignment so you can stop recycling old pain and start creating heaven on earth.Books Referenced in This Episode:What's Your Heaven?Spirited

In this episode, I’m joined in person by master sound healer, recording artist, and author Tryshe Dhevney for a deep, grounded conversation about sound as one of the most powerful tools we have for self-regulation, healing, and embodiment. Over the past 18 months, sound has become a foundational part of my own self-healing journey, especially in learning how to regulate my nervous system and reconnect with my body.Tryshe and I explore what sound healing really is, how sound works at a cellular and energetic level, and why your voice—yes, your voice—is one of the most accessible and overlooked healing tools available to you. We talk about resonance, safety in the body, manifestation, and how sound bypasses the mind and gently brings us back into alignment.We also discuss crystal singing bowls, why they are such a powerful instrument for our time, and how you can work with sound even if you don’t have access to bowls—through humming, listening, or simple vocalization. Tryshe closes the episode by guiding us through a short sound journey so you can experience the medicine of sound for yourself.Guest resources: Website Apple Music Spotify Amazon Music PandoraTryshe’s book Sound Shifting

In this episode of Small Medium at Large, Rebecca answers listener questions about boundaries, over-functioning, and the deep exhaustion that comes from always being the helper. She speaks directly to empaths, Enneagram Nines, and anyone who struggles with guilt, people-pleasing, or the urge to fix and save others—especially family members and children. Rebecca explores why setting boundaries can feel destabilizing, how to stay grounded when others react strongly to your growth, and how to step out of over-responsibility without abandoning love. Through spirit-led guidance and practical tools, she reminds us that boundaries aren’t about pushing people away—they’re about coming back to ourselves and creating healthier, more honest connections.Key TakeawaysBoundaries are an act of love, not punishment. You can care deeply about someone and still choose distance if the relationship is harming your well-being.Over-empathy often turns into over-responsibility. Just because you can carry something doesn’t mean it’s yours to carry.Guilt doesn’t mean you’re doing it wrong. Discomfort is often a sign you’re breaking old patterns, not failing at love.You are responsible to others, not for them. This is especially important when releasing the need to fix, save, or heal loved ones—including your children.Spirit can help you stay aligned. Inviting guidance, noticing body signals, and practicing energetic release can help you recognize when you’re slipping back into over-functioning.Books mentioned in this episode: What’s Your Heaven? by Rebecca Rosen Boundary Boss by Terry Cole Too Much by Terry ColeProgram mentioned:9 Lives: The Spirit of The Enneagram — Rebecca and her brother’s Enneagram program designed to combine spiritual insight with deep self-discovery work.

If you’re the one everyone turns to — the strong one, the reliable one, the empath, the fixer, the helper — this episode is for you. Rebecca and her dear friend Katie Burke dive into what Rebecca calls the helper wound: the quiet pattern of overgiving, over-functioning, and putting everyone else first until you’re drained, resentful, or disconnected from yourself. Together they unpack why so many intuitive, caring people fall into this cycle, how it shows up in everyday life, and how to start healing it without closing your heart. Through personal stories, spiritual insights, and practical tools, this conversation helps you understand why you feel the way you feel — and how to finally create boundaries, listen to your own needs, and give from a place of fullness instead of exhaustion.