You have to stop praying for growth but then resenting the growing pains.

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________Don’t be distracted by thoughts of future or past moments,or by what you consider noises in this moment.All are welcome.It couldn’t be any other way.This moment is eternal.It's not this instant, or this second. It’s not that breath,or that heartbeat,or that thought,or this voice…It’s what you can hear beyond it.It’s what you’re being beyond it.It’s the relaxation that you settle into.That you come into fully.Thank you, Father, for this moment.It’s the contentment that allows for the next step,for the Arrival. Thank you, Father, for this moment, for this Love, for your Presence,for your Name. I love you,nikSupport the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings"I say the Great Name over the deaf and the blind,they are healed. Over a stony mountain-side,and it tears its mantle down to the navel.Over non-existence, it comes into existence."- Rumi"The intelligent person will go inward first. Before going anywhere else, he will go into his own Being. That is the first thing, and it should have the first preference. Only when you have known yourself, can you go anywhere else. Then wherever you go, you will carry a blissfulness around you, a peace, a silence, a celebration." -Osho 

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________He's showing you the way, clearly,with no fear,and no hurry. The difference this time is that you are not focused on the result. You're focused on Him. You're focused on Love. If you have to hold on to anything,hold on to That--this Feeling that brought you here this morning. This Feeling that has brought you this far will not leave you. First, It humbles you,then It comforts you then It exalts you,and all of these are happening at the same time.You're wearing rags and the robe, the crown, at the same time. Sit up like the one you know you are. And now become aware of the one who is sitting. I Love you,nikSupport the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________"You have to stop praying for growth but then resenting the growing pains. Bold women of faith aren't made in comfort zones but surrendering in the refiner's fire." - @ashley.morgan.jackson"Faith sees the invisible, believes the unbelievable, and receives the impossible."- @Yeshuavibez"You start feling the most amount of resistance just as you begin to approach a new breakthrough..." - @sourcemessages"The greatest gift God gave to mankind was His Presence." - Father Ken Geraci "Nobody else made sense to my soul, but you." - @Markanthonypoet "Let everything that has breath praise the Lord." - Psalm 150:6

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________First He humbles you, then He exalts you,blesses you. He's talking to you right now. Are you listening?I love you, nikSupport the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________"Be patient, my daughter, in putting up with your imperfections if you wish to attain perfection.Remember, this is a very important point if we want to make progress on the paths that lead us to God. When you cannot make great strides on your path, be content with small steps, waiting patiently for legs to run or, even better, wings to fly. Be content for now, my daughter, to be a small bee in the honey-comb, for very soon you will become a large bee capable of producing honey." - St. Padre Pio"Imagine if God suddenly turned it all around for you.Because you prayed when you didn't understand. You stayed still when he told you to wait. You loved when you wanted to fight. You went when he told you to go You started even if it seems impossible. When you trust in the Lord it's not supposed to make sense when you surrender it all to Jesus you will see exactly why things happened the way it did." - @weareanewrevolution

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________This is the only message I've come to share.It's the only practice you have to grasp.The only one you hold."Only Love is here."And everything that's holding you back has to let go of you. Affirm- 'Love is sealed in me.I am sealed in love.Love is me.'I Love you,nikSupport the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________"He is calling something out of you. When God calls you, He is calling something out of you." -Roma Waterman via IG"Mary, Mother of Jesus, Please Be a Mother to Me Now" - Mother Teresa 

If you’ve been praying for clarity…for healing…for something to finally shift, this is for you.We start tomorrow.The altar is open. Every weekday at 8AM EST(3PM in Palestine, the Hour of Mercy, when Jesus gave His last breath),I go live, in silence.No teaching.No talking.Just Presence. You don’t need another podcast.You don’t need more advice.You need to be in the room where God is.So I’m opening the hour I keep with Him, and inviting you to sit with mewhile I sit with Him. Come for five minutes…or stay for the full hour.You’ll be prayed for.You’ll be held.And your life will shift. 📿 Holy Office Hours is now live on Patreon.There are two ways to enter: 🪑 The Prayer RoomCome sit with me in the silence. Receive my daily spiritual practice and Presence. 🔥 The Upper RoomAll of the above, plus direct one-on-one prayer support, including a private phone line to me. “In this hour I will refuse nothing to the soul that makes a request of Me in virtue of My Passion.” -Jesus to St. Faustina (Diary, §1320) We begin tomorrow.I’ll meet you at the altar.👇🏾patreon.com/HolyOfficeHourswithCurlyNikki

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________Every time I remember that God is with me,I know the world is for me, from Me. “To the mind that is still, the whole universe surrenders.”- Lao TzuAffirm: 'God goes with me wherever I go", and feel into this meditation from 'A Course in Miracles': "Today’s idea will eventually overcome completely the sense of loneliness and abandonment all the separated ones experience. Depression is an inevitable consequence of separation. ³So are anxiety, worry, a deep sense of helplessness, misery, suffering and intense fear of loss.The separated ones have invented many “cures” for what they believe to be “the ills of the world.” But the one thing they do not do is to question the reality of the problem. Yet its effects cannot be cured because the problem is not real. The idea for today has the power to end all this foolishness forever. And foolishness it is, despite the serious and tragic forms it may take.Deep within you is everything that is perfect, ready to radiate through you and out into the world. It will cure all sorrow and pain and fear and loss because it will heal the mind that thought these things were real, and suffered out of its allegiance to them.You can never be deprived of your perfect holiness because its Source goes with you wherever you go. You can never suffer because the Source of all joy goes with you wherever you go. You can never be alone because the Source of all life goes with you wherever you go. Nothing can destroy your peace of mind because God goes with you wherever you go.We understand that you do not believe all this. How could you, when the truth is hidden deep within, under a heavy cloud of insane thoughts, dense and obscuring, yet representing all you see? Today we will make our first real attempt to get past this dark and heavy cloud, and to go through it to the light beyond.There will be only one long practice period today. In the morning, as soon as you get up if possible, sit quietly for some three to five minutes, with your eyes closed. At the beginning of the practice period, repeat today’s idea very slowly. Then make no effort to think of anything. Try, instead, to get a sense of turning inward, past all the idle thoughts of the world. Try to enter very deeply into your own mind, keeping it clear of any thoughts that might divert your attention.From time to time, you may repeat the idea if you find it helpful. But most of all, try to sink down and inward, away from the world and all the foolish thoughts of the world. You are trying to reach past all these things. You are trying to leave appearances and approach reality.It is quite possible to reach God. In fact it is very easy, because it is the most natural thing in the world. You might even say it is the only natural thing in the world. The way will open, if you believe that it is possible. This exercise can bring very startling results even the first time it is attempted, and sooner or later it is always successful. But it will never fail completely, and instant success is possible.Throughout the day use today’s idea often, repeating it very slowly, preferably with eyes closed. Think of what you are saying; what the words mean. Concentrate on the holiness that they imply about you; on the unfailing companionship that is yours; on the complete protection that surrounds you.You can indeed afford to laugh at fear thoughts, remembering that God goes with you wherever you go."-ACIM, Lesson 41I Love you,[email protected]

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________Here's Your One-Second Mood Reset--Close your eyes.Find God.Open your eyes.See God.Know that that feeling is now appearing as the world.God is always in front of you.Waving at you.Walking by you.Talking to you.God is always right where you are, appearing as you and as everything on display.It's never hidden.This is the highest meditation.To Look and Love.To LookandLove.To Look,and not let the appearance of the world make you forget to feel Love.  I Love you,[email protected] help me keep the show ad free + Get Merch!▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings________________________________Today's Quotes:"...and the greatest gift God can give is His own experience. Every object, every creature, every man, woman and child, has a soul and it is the destiny of all, to see as God sees, to know as God knows, to feel as God feels, to Be as God is."-Meister Eckhart "The Life Force that perpetuates your heartbeat and maintains and sustains all the other organs and functions of your body is not physical, but it is spiritual... is not temporal, but is eternal. And once that basic truth has been established in your consciousness, you will experience the dissolution of all fear, the healing of all diseases, and the resolution of all conflicts. This is the supernal activity of the Word being made flesh... this is the sacred process of Divine Grace being established on earth as it is in Heaven."-Don Mardak"The highest meditation is to think of nothing. If you can remain without thought, great power will come."-Swami Vivekananda 

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________If you're not living Love,which is the only commandment Jesus left us with,if you're not living it,you're not living. You're dead.This Love is life,eternal. This Love is food,It's water.It's your wealth.It's the substance and tone, the Vibration of your future. That's why we don't have to pray with words.We pray with (t)His Vibration.We communicate like this...You can't see me, but you can feel me.I'm communicating with you between the words.My love is touching you,through these words.His love is touching you, He doesn't need words.God doesn't need your instruction,your consultation,your approval.He doesn't need anything. But you are to give Him your will. And notice the resistance that comes up.Give Him everything, until you have nothing left.And then you are given everything. I Love you, nik Support the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________"To become great one must be humble.The tree laden with fruits always bends low.If you wish to be great, be lowly and meek.Our duty is to fall down and adore where others only bow.Sri Ramakrishna"Help me, Lord, to remember that religion is not to be confined to the church... nor exercised only in prayer and meditation, but that every where I am in Thy Presence." - Susanna Wesley"When you pray, God listens.When you listen, God talks.When you believe, God works." - @coffeewithmyfather "Should I keep in mind constantly that I am consciousness only?M: You are consciousness and consciousness is you and that's it; it is not necessary to always keep your attention on that fact. When you know that this is your finger, is it necessary to constantly repeat that it is your finger?"- Nisargadatta Maharaj 

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________You have to find Peace now,not later.You have to find it right now in the middle of everything that you're going through.And one way is to initiate a constant conversation with God, to pray ceaselessly--"Only Your Love is here."As if you're saying it to God--"Only Your Love is Here, Jesus" (or the Name that stirs you), and it's like you're on His lap, or at His feet, and you can feel Him saying to you, "Only Your Love is here."Filling you. Healing you. Convincing you. Replacing you. We are One. I love you, nik Support the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________"...crowning me with love beyond my power to hold." - Based on Psalm 23 from Catholic Miselette "let your striving cease.He is sustainable.He is not exhaustion.He is peace.He is not chaos.He is rest.He is not worry. take His portion, it's yours." -@trueherworth "I pray God may open your eyes....and let you see what hidden treasures He bestows on us in the trials from which the world thinks only to flee." -St. John of Avila "Constant prayer is the deep assurance within my heart that God is in charge, and I have no need to worry. That's what it means to pray continually, because prayer is union with God."-Mother Angelica"He who has the Kingdom of God within himself will imperceptibly pass it on to others. The atmosphere of Heaven will radiate from us even when we keep silence or talk about ordinary things."- Elder Thaddeus of Vitovnica

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________What have you been believing in?I'm guilty of believing in superfoods.I'm always googling,like if I'm eating something particularly healthy,I like to Google and read about studies that have been done on what it can prevent or what it can strengthen.And I catch myself in the midst of that old pattern of behavior and laugh at myself,but I still find myself doing it as if it's the carrots,or the celery,or the seeded grapes...It's God, appearing as those things.And you still eat those things.You still eat good,you still eat God--that's Communion.You're aware that the substance of those grapes is him.Is IT.Is the I am that You are,nourishing yourself with your Self. Right now You're writing to yourself. I Love you, nik Support the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________Alone with God by Victor Thompson- https://youtu.be/dr2oHT-k9hk?si=U31tjpFq34F6wU1i&t=1998 (33 minute mark) "A relationship won't satisfy you, Only Jesus will.Your dreams won't satisfy you. Only Jesus will.Beauty won't satisfy you. Only Jesus will.Achieving won't satisfy you. Only Jesus will."- @prochurchurchmedia