The Dark Side of St. Francis of Assisi: The Saint Who Bled Beautiful

Fear-based talk about demons and spiritual warfare often leads to scrupulosity, anxiety, or even despair. But the mystics of the Catholiv Church saw warfare differently. In the Song of Songs, the Bridegroom warns: “Catch for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards, for our vineyards are in blossom.”In this video, I explore how the foxes reveal the reality of spiritual warfare — not as Hollywood spectacle, but as the subtle work of sin, distraction, and even demons that creep into the vineyard of the soul. And how, through Christ the Gardener, we learn to guard intimacy rather than fight in fear.

Some Catholic exorcists online are fueling fear and scrupulosity. Their words paint a trickster God — a God who sets traps, honors demonic “contracts,” or sends demons against you for something as simple as laying hands in prayer. This is not Catholicism. This is pop demonology — and at times, undercover paganism.In this video, I walk through popular exorcist claims (from “bloodline curses” to the so-called “blast radius” of the St. Michael prayer) and show how they conflict with the Catechism, the Fathers, and the saints. I’ll contrast pop theology of fear with the traditional Catholic vision of God as Bridegroom — the God who runs to us, restores His image in us, and whose mercy always outweighs the power of demons.If your spirituality makes you fear demons more than you trust God… it’s not Catholicism. It’s not the Gospel.

Why does God hide Himself? Why does Scripture show Him veiled in clouds, curtains, flesh, and bread? In this episode we explore one of the most overlooked themes in Catholic spirituality: the veil.From Eden to the Eucharist, from Moses’ shining face to the veil of the Temple torn at the Cross, veiling runs through the entire story of salvation. The Catholic mystics teach us that veils are not barriers but acts of mercy — God concealing Himself so that we may gradually be unveiled and transformed into His likeness.We’ll explore:The Biblical meaning of veils (Genesis, Exodus, Song of Songs, Revelation)Why God veils Himself in mercy, mystery, and preparationHow we veil ourselves through sin and fearThe Eucharist as God’s veil under bread and wineTheosis: unveiling as transformation into God’s image (2 Corinthians 3:18)Purgatory as the final veil before union with GodVoices of the mystics: Catherine of Siena, Bernard of Clairvaux, John of the Cross, Gertrude the Great

Catholicism was never meant to be a brand. It was meant to burn.This video digs into Catholic consumerism and influencer culture. How it often trades the Cross for comfort, mysticism for marketing, and fire for aesthetics.The mystics didn’t curate vibes; they ached, bled, and burned for God. What happens when Catholicism gets packaged as a lifestyle brand instead of a living fire? That’s what we’re talking about.If your faith never costs, never wounds, never bleeds — it’s not the Cross. It’s a hobby.

Mary is not just the Mother of Christ. She is the Bride who bled at the Cross.In this episode, we journey into the heart of Our Lady of Sorrows, exploring why she bears so many titles, the deep meaning of her Seven Sorrows, and why this devotion matters for Catholics today. From Scripture to the saints, we see how her pierced heart teaches us to love Christ in suffering and to remain at the foot of the Cross, even when the world turns away.You’ll learn:The history and meaning of the title “Our Lady of Sorrows”The Seven Sorrows of Mary and their biblical rootsHow this devotion shapes our spiritual life todayWhy Mary’s suffering is not weakness, but nuptial courageWhether you are discovering this devotion for the first time or deepening your love for Mary, this reflection will draw you closer to her Son through her tears, her wounds, and her unwavering “yes.”

In this episode, we uncover the dark side of St. Francis: the prisoner of war with possible PTSD, the mystic who bled with Christ, the man whose body rotted from illness and sacrifice while his brothers betrayed him. This isn’t the birdbath saint. This is the saint of wounds, blindness, rot, and song.

Catholic mysticism isn’t just for monks or cloistered nuns—it’s the everyday spiritual life lived deeply. In this video, we explore how to live Catholic mysticism through a daily rhythm of receiving and offering. Drawing from the wisdom of the saints and the rich contemplative tradition of the Church, this episode offers a practical and accessible guide to mystical Catholic prayer, the cosmic priesthood, redemptive suffering, and how to turn your daily life into a living liturgy. Whether you’re new to contemplative prayer or simply longing for deeper intimacy with God, this is your invitation into the mystical heart of Catholicism.Additional Resources: An Introduction to Lectio Divina: https://youtu.be/ibLtCzBlXZs?si=6SdzNMmQ49vZAmBtModern vs. Mystic Catholicism: https://youtu.be/DJ2baL_H_Ac?si=_WTnAInpJ1GF6V0q Bridal Theology Series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5R8gQjhc-lQ&list=PL-LgJgO0-ntyhsOv6-TPPTCsxCWdHf2VK

Most people in Scripture tremble when they see angels. But not Mary Magdalene.In this episode, we explore why Magdalene wept past angels at the tomb, mistook God for a gardener, and recognized the Risen Christ not by sight—but by the sound of her name. Drawing from the Song of Songs and the writings of St. Bernard of Clairvaux, we reflect on bridal longing, holy ache, and the bold love that doesn’t settle for anything less than Jesus.This isn’t just a story about the Resurrection. It’s a meditation on how to seek Christ when He feels absent—and how He calls to each of us in the garden of our soul.Because it was the ache that made her holy.

Mass Prep for the Mystic Heart: Sixteenth Sunday in Ordinary TimeMary, Martha, and When the Guest Is GodGospel: Luke 10:38–42This week’s Gospel is short, but it holds a holy tension — a quiet drama between activity and intimacy. In this reflection, we pause with Mary at the feet of Jesus, and gently examine what it means to choose the “better part.”Martha is busy, anxious, and overwhelmed — preparing for the Lord, yet missing that He is already present. Mary, on the other hand, does nothing but sit and listen. And Jesus calls her stillness sacred.Together, we reflect on what it means to receive Christ not with hustle, but with stillness. We also look to the Song of Songs for deeper insight into what the Lord desires: not performance, but presence. Not perfection, but proximity.May this help you carry the Gospel with you into Mass — and hear it not just with your ears, but with your heart.

What if the Catholic sacraments weren’t just rituals… but part of a divine love story?In this episode, we explore the sacraments through the lens of bridal mysticism—a tradition as ancient as the Church itself. From Baptism to the Eucharist, we walk step-by-step through the weekly rhythm of the Mass as a vow renewal between Christ and the soul. Each sacrament becomes a mystical act of love: a kiss, a feast, a return, a union.This isn’t sentimental theology. It’s the mystical heartbeat of the Catholic faith.Whether you’re craving a deeper relationship with Christ or want to reignite your understanding of the sacraments, this reflection will awaken you to the beauty hidden in the liturgy—and remind you that the Mass is not just obligation… it’s intimacy.Watch now and fall in love again—with God, with the sacraments, with the Bridegroom who never stops saying, “Still yes.”