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Multitudes across a life

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A therapist once told me about the Integrated Self - a vast room of chairs for every version of a person - and warned that you can never assemble the whole.

The idea has kept coming back. It surfaced in an improvisation scene with Keith Johnstone, where Steve Chapman played me at sixteen and asked what lay ahead.

It surfaced again in psychiatric hospital, where I made hundreds of pictures of myself trying to work out what was happening.

And it turned into a way of drawing other people beside their younger selves - Ben Akers with the boy his father once touched on the shoulder, Salwa Emerson sitting close to her thirteen-year-old, NJ’s father appearing three times on a single page, and a drawing after Saul Steinberg, who cut out a life-sized boyhood photograph of himself and stood holding its hand.

Not multitudes across a room. Multitudes across a life.

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Contain Multitudes Burgh House, New End Square, Hampstead NW3 1LT, 18-23 August 2026. Entry free. Private view (evening of 18 Aug) is a thank-you to backers of A Speccy Man Has A Breakdown.

Links

Read the piece: https://flintoff.org/multitudes-across-a-life

Show homepage, unfolding one portrait at a time: https://flintoff.org/contain-multitudes

Ben Akers: https://flintoff.org/ben-akers

Salwa Emerson: https://flintoff.org/salwa-emerson

NJ’s father: https://flintoff.org/nj-father

After Steinberg: https://flintoff.org/after-steinberg

Jo Wood and Steve Chapman: https://flintoff.org/jo-wood-and-steve-chapman

A Speccy Man Has A Breakdown: https://flintoff.org/speccy-breakdown

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