480: Onyx A. revisits

🔸 Lights out, no sweet dreams. 🎓 What I'd like to do differently: Am I saying "life out" towards the end instead of "lights"? Maybe that's what I heard around 21m and got it wrong in my notes. Sounds like I'm not listening very well. -----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 Hazy speaks, avalanche, notes on MDMA-----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 Keep whipping, she might get it right eventually-----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 My life's work: A safe haven inside my Self-----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 I don’t excel in this area | (New_Job * (ADHD - medication))-----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 Legalize it. (The enthusiast turned up)🛌 See my tips for ⁠How to Go To Bed On Time⁠🎓 What I'd like to do differently: I sound low and unfocused, but didn't notice at the time. I had just returned from a couple days camping, thought I was recharged. I guess there was a lot involved in packing up camp, the drive home, unpacking etc. Or I'm depleted from MDMA. I only shared the more practical tips about “how to be more self led”; parts concerned anything more would be discouraging. -----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 The critic: You see them, dont you?-----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 Bringing the love forward. -----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸IBS & a desire covered by happiness🔹 Parts: Part feels stuck/lonely. Lonely forever. A grey clay ball. Memories of 4yo, doing stuff on my own. Sadness. Scared to try new things scared to be exposed scared of judgement.🎓 What I'd like to do differently: Too much hypothesizing. Listening back, trying to figure out what else was going on for me, and I see this was my first call since being back in America, and also I went to a (disappointing) concert out of state the night before. Otherwise, perhaps to do with a 1.5 year interim between this call and last, I might have had parts telling me to be cautious, uncertainty in me translating into making lots of guesses. -----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire

🔸 What is it like to have a safe place to share?🔹 Parts: E: Lost. ill equipped. 12 yrs oldP: Disassociate: a dark black wall. A protective layer. "Poof!"P: the manager: skeletal form, "been around for ever". trying not to be lost🎓 What I'd like to do differently: Talk less, guide less, stay out of the way!-----🗳 Send anonymous feedback to James: Feedback Form😀Come chat with us: Discord🙏PLEASE help Internal Family Systems reach more people. Subscribe, give a rating, or comment here: ItunesYouTubeHow to leave a review - iPhone👉 Find your ACE score with this one-page questionnaire