"I Swear I Love Him" By Pissi Myles

This week’s essay is called, “I Swear I Love Him” and is written by drag queen, writer, standup, singer, and actor, Pissi Myles. We love this essay because it isn’t grandiose. It isn’t based in trauma. It is simply a wonderfully sweet love letter and celebration of queer joy. Something we really need right now. Learn more or submit an essay at ⁠⁠https://www.thealphabetclub.co/⁠⁠ Thank you to TomboyX for sponsoring this episode. Use code SHANNON for 15% off for any customer (new or returning) for a single purchase. Follow Pissi Myles: Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠/pissimyles⁠ TikTok: ⁠/pissimyles⁠ Website:⁠⁠ ⁠pissimyles.com Follow Shannon Beveridge: Instagram: ⁠⁠ ⁠/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ ⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠ ⁠/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ ⁠ Website: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠ ⁠ /nowthisisliving⁠ Tumblr: ⁠⁠ ⁠/now-this-is-living⁠ Snapchat: ⁠shannonbeverage ⁠ Follow Alphabet Club: Instagram: ⁠/alphabetclubpod⁠ TikTok: ⁠/alphabetclubpod ⁠ Website:⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.thealphabetclub.co/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Alphabet Club is a queer storytelling podcast where every other week week, Shannon Beveridge will curate a personal essay by someone in our community — stories about desire, heartbreak, gender, sex, friendship, family, and becoming. After the reading, we sit with it together. We talk about what it brings up. What it reflects back to us. Each episode will feature a performance of a personal essay followed by an interview with the author and Shannon. Learn more or submit an essay at https://www.thealphabetclub.co/ Follow Shannon Beveridge: Instagram: ⁠⁠ /nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠ /nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠ /nowthisisliving Tumblr: ⁠⁠ /now-this-is-living Snapchat: shannonbeverage Follow Alphabet Club: Instagram: /alphabetclubpod TikTok: /alphabetclubpod Website: ⁠⁠https://www.thealphabetclub.co/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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I'm so inspired by Cameron's comedy!! Watch it here! https://www.dropout.tv/cameron-esposito-four-pills/videos/cameron-esposito-four-pills -Use code “SHANNON” for 20% off your first purchase, only at https://tomboyx.com -Go to https://CALM.com/SHANNON for 40% off unlimited access to Calm’s entire library -Sign up for your $1 per month trial and start selling today at https://Shopify.com/alphabet  -Stop putting off those doctors appointments and go to https://Zocdoc.com/SHANNON to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today.  Extra content on patreon: https://www.patreon.com/c/nowthisisliving  Coach Jackie: https://www.tiktok.com/@jcubedhaxhttps://www.instagram.com/jcubedhax/ Call/text +1 (213) 775 6258 to be featured in future episodes! Find Cameron: https://www.instagram.com/cameronesposito/ https://www.cameronesposito.com/ Find Vanessa: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/v_webs/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ https://keepuporshutup.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Find Rebekah: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/rebekah.swann/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@bootscootinbeks⁠⁠ Find me: Instagram: ⁠⁠http://instagram.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠https://twitter.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tumblr: ⁠⁠http://now-this-is-living.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Snapchat: shannonbeverage Spotify: Shannon Beveridge current playlist: ⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1sEcVs7YrWCrCpEOKoLzNz?si=7d1bba338e5c42b9 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Pattie is doing work we all should be following! This episode was such a breath of fresh air to film! Practice love every day with Paired, the #1 app for couples. Download the app at https://www.paired.com/SHANNON Go to https://Quince.com/ALPHABET for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns Stop putting off those doctors appointments and go to https://Zocdoc.com/SHANNON to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today.  Extra content on patreon: https://www.patreon.com/c/nowthisisliving  Call/text +1 (213) 775 6258 to be featured in future episodes! Find Pattie: https://www.instagram.com/pattiegonia/ https://www.pattiegonia.net/tour https://action.outdooralliance.org/a/reconciliation-public-lands-3 https://www.tiktok.com/@pattiegonia https://www.youtube.com/@thepattiegonia https://open.spotify.com/artist/05KFXGAWQkQv7f5lUGgtVD?si=-lZ3wE5KS7O5gYNos2rCDg Find Rebekah: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/rebekah.swann/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@bootscootinbeks⁠⁠ Find Vanessa: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/v_webs/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ https://keepuporshutup.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Find me: Instagram: ⁠⁠http://instagram.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠https://twitter.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tumblr: ⁠⁠http://now-this-is-living.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Snapchat: shannonbeverage Spotify: Shannon Beveridge current playlist: ⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1sEcVs7YrWCrCpEOKoLzNz?si=7d1bba338e5c42b9 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

If you haven't heard LP's music do yourself a favor and go listen.. truly so talented!! Head to https://Greenchef.com/50SHANNON and use code 50SHANNON to get 50% off your first month, then 20% off for two months with free shipping Go to https://Calm.com/SHANNON for 40% off unlimited access to Calm’s entire library. Calm.com / SHANNON Practice love every day with Paired, the #1 app for couples. Download the app at https://www.paired.com/SHANNON Call/text +1 (213) 775 6258 to be featured in future episodes! Find LP: https://www.instagram.com/iamlpofficial/ https://www.iamlp.com Find Rebekah: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/rebekah.swann/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@bootscootinbeks⁠⁠ Find Vanessa: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/v_webs/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ https://keepuporshutup.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Find me: Instagram: ⁠⁠http://instagram.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠https://twitter.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tumblr: ⁠⁠http://now-this-is-living.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Snapchat: shannonbeverage Spotify: Shannon Beveridge current playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1sEcVs7YrWCrCpEOKoLzNz?si=7d1bba338e5c42b9 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

If you haven't seen Catherine's show Pretty Gay you are missing out! Highly recommend it!! Resources: https://secure.actblue.com/donate/ggrapidresponse https://secure.qgiv.com/for/2025immigrantbondfund/ -Stop putting off those doctors appointments and go to https://Zocdoc.com/SHANNON to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today -Sign up for your $1 per month trial and start selling today at https://Shopify.com/alphabet -For a limited time go to https://VEGAMOUR.coms/SHANNON, and use code SHANNON to get 20% off your first order -Get your summer savings and shop premium wireless plans at https://MINTMOBILE. com/ shannon Upfront payment of $45 for 3-month 5 gigabyte plan required (equivalent to $15/mo.). New customer offer for first 3 months only, then full-price plan options available. Taxes & fees extra. See MINT MOBILE for details. Call/text +1 (213) 775 6258 to be featured in future episodes! Find Catherine McCafferty: https://www.instagram.com/catherine_mccaff/ https://www.patreon.com/c/PrettyGay Find Rebekah: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/rebekah.swann/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@bootscootinbeks⁠⁠ Find Vanessa: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/v_webs/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ https://keepuporshutup.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Find me: Instagram: http://instagram.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠https://twitter.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tumblr: ⁠⁠http://now-this-is-living.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Snapchat: shannonbeverage Spotify: Shannon Beveridge current playlist: ⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1sEcVs7YrWCrCpEOKoLzNz?si=7d1bba338e5c42b9 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Anj Persad has the best laugh and best vibe, I'm so lucky I got to spend the day with her!! Use code “SHANNON” for 20% off your first purchase, only at https://tomboyx.com Head to https://greenchef.com/50SHANNON and use code 50SHANNON to get 50% off your first month, then 20% off for two months with free shipping Get your summer savings and shop premium wireless plans at https://MINTMOBILE.com/shannonUpfront payment of $45 for 3-month 5 gigabyte plan required (equivalent to $15/mo.). New customer offer for first 3 months only, then full-price plan options available. Taxes & fees extra. See MINT MOBILE for details. Call/text +1 (213) 775 6258 to be featured in future episodes! Find Anj Persad:https://www.instagram.com/anjali.persad/https://www.tiktok.com/@anjalipersaddhttps://www.instagram.com/roundtablegameshow/ Find Vanessa: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/v_webs/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://keepuporshutup.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Find Rebekah:  ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebekah.swann/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@bootscootinbeks⁠⁠ Find me: Instagram: ⁠⁠http://instagram.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠https://twitter.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tumblr: ⁠⁠http://now-this-is-living.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Snapchat: shannonbeverage  Spotify: Shannon Beveridge current playlist: ⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1sEcVs7YrWCrCpEOKoLzNz?si=7d1bba338e5c42b9 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Samantha Ronson was some of the first queer representation I ever had.. I can not believe that she agreed to come on my podcast! High school me would never believe it.  Get better sleep, hair and skin with Blissy and use SHANNONPOD to get an additional 30% off at https://blissy.com/SHANNONPOD  Sign up for your $1 per month trial and start selling today at https://Shopify.com/alphabet  Check out the Fits Everybody Collection at https://www.skims.com/shannon #skimspartner https://skamartist.com/samantharonson https://www.tiktok.com/@iamsamantharonson Call/text +1 (213) 775 6258 to be featured in future episodes! Find Samantha Ronson: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/samantharonson/ Find Vanessa: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/v_webs/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://keepuporshutup.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Find Rebekah:  ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/rebekah.swann/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@bootscootinbeks⁠⁠ Find me: Instagram: ⁠⁠http://instagram.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tik Tok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Website: ⁠⁠https://www.shannonbeveridge.co⁠⁠ Twitter: ⁠⁠https://twitter.com/nowthisisliving⁠⁠ Tumblr: ⁠⁠http://now-this-is-living.tumblr.com⁠⁠ Snapchat: shannonbeverage  Spotify: Shannon Beveridge current playlist: ⁠⁠https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1sEcVs7YrWCrCpEOKoLzNz?si=7d1bba338e5c42b9 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices