“I Want Him Back” — Manny Garcia | Losing His Brother to Suicide

In this special episode of The Relentless Pursuit Podcast, Joe Adams sits down with his friend Manny Garcia during one of the hardest moments a person can endure — the recent loss of Manny’s brother, Jonathan, to suicide.This conversation is not about speculation or blame. It is about grief, love, responsibility, and the ripple effect suicide leaves behind — especially for the family, the children, and the people left carrying the weight.Manny opens up about the moments leading up to his brother’s death, the shock of loss, and what it has meant to step into a role of strength for his brother’s wife and three children while still trying to process his own grief.This episode is raw, emotional, and difficult — but it is also important. If even one person hears this and feels less alone, or reaches out for help, then this conversation has served its purpose.If this topic is heavy for you, please take care of yourself. Mental health resources are listed below. ❤️ Support Jonathan’s FamilyJonathan leaves behind a wife and three children. A GoFundMe has been created to help support them during this time.👉 Donate here: https://gofund.me/5c3952aa1All funds go directly to the family. 🆘 Mental Health ResourcesIf you or someone you love is struggling:• U.S. Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988• If you’re outside the U.S., visit findahelpline.comYou are not weak for needing help. You are human. 📩 If this episode stirred something in you and you don’t know where to turn, you can reach out at [email protected] and I will do my best to help connect you with support.Please check on your people. Ask real questions. Be present.00:00 Introduction and Welcome00:42 Meet Manny Garcia01:18 Manny's Family Life03:04 Childhood Memories07:07 The Recent Loss08:44 Coping with Grief12:27 Remembering His Brother14:14 The Final Days22:43 Unexpected Morning Call23:08 Cryptic Facebook Post24:06 Disturbing Phone Call28:13 Rushing to the Scene31:17 Confronting the Reality37:00 Dealing with Grief42:29 Seeking Support50:19 Final Thoughts and Farewell#MentalHealthAwareness#SuicidePrevention#GriefAndLoss#CheckOnYourPeople#RelentlessPursuitPodcast #Brotherhood#MensMentalHealth#YouAreNotAlone#EndTheStigma#GriefJourney#RealConversations

In Episode 175 of The Relentless Pursuit Podcast, Joe Adamscontinues the conversation with Thomas Harris, moving beyond survival and into what comes after the storm.In part two, Thomas reflects on the long work of integration —identity after service, navigating mental health, recovery, faith, and the responsibility that comes with self-awareness. Drawing from his military experience, personal healing journey, and current leadership at the Nashville Rescue Mission, Thomas speaks candidly about discipline, emotional regulation, and the dangers of surface-level solutions to deep-rooted pain.This episode explores what real healing looks like over time — not as a single breakthrough, but as a layered process involving accountability, community, honest conversation, and purpose-driven service. Thomas and Joe discuss the importance of learning when to pause rather than react, how suffering reshapes perspective, and why growth requires both humility and courage.Part two completes the arc of Thomas’s story — not by offering easy answers, but by examining the choices required to live well after trauma.This podcast exists because real people carry real weight. If you’re struggling and need to be connected with someone who understands your lane, email me at [email protected]. I’ll do what I can to help you find the right connection.00:00 Introduction and Personal Reflections01:24 The Purpose of the Show02:38 Welcome to the Relentless Pursuit Podcast03:08 Introducing Thomas Harris03:18 Military Experiences and Transition06:30 Post-Military Life and Challenges23:14 Faith and Personal Growth36:06 Questioning Medication and Root Issues37:37 Channeling Addiction into Positivity39:18 Addressing Relationship Conflicts41:50 Listening and Empathy for the Homeless48:01 The Impact of 2020 on Mental Health49:56 Personal Story of Loss and Grief57:37 Balancing Responsibility and Self-Care01:06:17 Final Thoughts and Reflections#RelentlessPursuitPodcast#AfterTheStorm#VeteranVoices#MentalHealthMatters#TraumaToPurpose#FaithAndResilience#HealingJourney#ServiceAndLeadership#GrowthThroughAdversity#PurposeDriven

In Episode 174 of The Relentless Pursuit Podcast, Joe Adams sitsdown with Thomas Harris, a former Navy Submariner and leader at the Nashville Rescue Mission, for a raw and powerful conversation about trauma, purpose, faith, and resilience.Thomas shares his journey through a challenging childhood, years of uncertainty, and the defining decision that led him into the U.S. Navy. From serving aboard submarines to working daily with individuals experiencing homelessness, Thomas reflects on the weight of responsibility, the power of humility, and the importance of emotional discipline.This episode explores what it means to confront pain rather than escape it, how unaddressed trauma shapes behavior, and why gratitude found in the darkest moments can become a guiding force. Thomas also discusses faith, personal accountability, and the mindset required to lead, serve, andde-escalate chaos in high-stress environments. Part one of this conversation lays the foundation for Thomas’s story and philosophy — a story shaped by choice, service, and a relentless pursuit of purpose.🎧 Part 2 of this conversation will be released early next week.This podcast exists because real people carry real weight. If you’re struggling and need to be connected withsomeone who understands your lane, email me at [email protected]’ll do everything I can to help you find the right connection. 00:00 A Life-Changing Accident00:15 Finding Gratitude in Darkness00:50 The Power of Words and Healing01:09 The Mission of the Show02:23 The Birth of Relentless Pursuit02:46 A Near-Death Experience04:50 Embracing Life's Challenges07:15 The Importance of Choices15:55 The Relentless Pursuit Podcast16:26 Introducing Thomas Harris17:29 Thomas Harris' Journey28:08 Overcoming Childhood Struggles38:56 The Inner Monster and De-escalation Techniques39:57 Childhood Reflections and Identity Struggles41:30 Choosing the Military Path43:55 The Turning Point: Joining the Navy54:18 Submarine Life and Jedi Mind Tricks01:03:53 Emotional Regulation and the Power of Words01:15:30 Final Thoughts and Sponsorship Appeal

In episode 173 of The Relentless Pursuit Podcast, Joe Adams sitsdown with Ken O’Hearn — a veteran, former paramedic, and trauma therapist who rebuilt his identity after nearly losing it.Ken opens up about the unseen cost of military and first-responder service: identity collapse, spiritual struggle, emotional numbness, shut-down communication, and the shadow work required to truly heal. He dives deep intoEMDR, RTM, cognitive behavioral approaches, inner-child work, and why early intervention saves lives.Ken shares how his wife’s unwavering belief pulled him out of the darkest season of his life, how faith rebuilt his direction, and why he now dedicates himself to helping veterans, medics, law enforcement, and trauma survivors reclaim their lives. His story is raw, spiritual, clinical, vulnerable, and packed with wisdom.If you or someone you love has served in the military, first response, or carries trauma into adulthood, this conversation will change the way you see healing and responsibility forever.Topics Covered:• Losing identity after service• Marriage, consistency, and emotional regulation• Shadow work, Carl Jung, and self-awareness• EMDR, RTM, CBT and modern trauma therapy• Parenting, foster care, and legacy• Why veterans feel “too far gone” — and why they’re not• Faith, purpose, and the pursuit of righteousness• How to actually help someone who is struggling Connect with Ken:TheTraumaGuru.net (virtual sessions available) 00:00 A New Path to Healing01:21 Introduction to the Relentless Pursuit Podcast01:51 Meet Ken: From Paramedic to Therapist03:15 Ken's Journey: From Military to Civilian Life05:23 Finding Purpose Beyond the Uniform08:33 The Impact of Family and Relationships11:08 Challenges and Triumphs in the Military23:21 Transitioning to Civilian Life and Career37:14 Losing Myself and My Family37:29 A Blessing in Disguise38:30 Meeting My Wife: A Life-Changing Date39:58 Setting Expectations in Relationships42:45 Journey to Faith and Spiritual Growth45:10 The Impact of a Supportive Partner46:29 Ironman Aspirations and Family Influence48:53 The Power of Spiritual Connection51:44 Consistency in Relationships54:06 Facing Demons and Self-Awareness01:03:04 Therapeutic Techniques: EMDR and RTM01:11:29 Helping Veterans and First Responders01:14:56 Introduction to the Green Beret's Story01:15:21 A Harrowing Encounter01:17:30 The Aftermath and Emotional Impact01:20:47 Challenges in Communication01:21:12 Facing Inner Shadows01:23:02 Exploring Darkness Retreats01:28:03 Helping Those Who Feel Too Far Gone01:37:13 The 10,000 Piece Puzzle Analogy01:41:20 Supporting Veterans and First Responders01:48:45 Becoming a Foster Parent01:53:42 Final Reflections and Relentless Pursuit #VeteranMentalHealth #TraumaHealing #EMDRTherapy #RTMTherapy#FirstResponderSupport #MentalHealthMatters #CombatPTSD #JoeAdams#RelentlessPursuitPodcast #TherapyJourney #IdentityLoss #ShadowWork#FaithAndHealing #EMDR #VeteranStories #MentalHealthAwareness

Kristen Martinez sits down with Joe Adams for one of the most raw & emotional episodes yet. From losing custody of her children, multiple relapses, DUI's & hitting rock bottom three times in one year — to rebuilding her life through recovery, therapy, spiritual surrender & learning to liveintentionally. Kristen shares the full truth of addiction, motherhood, trauma, boundaries, rebuilding identity & fighting for a second chance.Her story shows that recovery is possible, motherhood can berestored & your life is not over — no matter how far you’ve fallen. Timestamps:00:00 Opening Reflections on Addiction and Motherhood01:12 Welcome to the Relentless Pursuit Podcast01:44 Introducing Kristen Martinez02:00 Kristen's Connection with Brooke Moore04:45 Life Updates and Career Growth07:12 Childhood Memories and Family Dynamics27:03 Navigating College Relationships33:58 Early Adulthood and Motherhood Challenges36:07 Adversities in Marriage and Personal Growth45:56 Emotional Survival Mode47:32 Struggles with Alcohol and Isolation48:51 The Turning Point: Leaving and Seeking Help50:34 The Battle with Addiction52:31 Losing Custody and Hitting Rock Bottom54:11 The Road to Recovery56:31 Rehab and Relapse58:37 Final Attempt at Recovery01:02:52 Finding Support and Spirituality01:06:42 Rebuilding Relationships and Moving Forward01:36:21 Reconnecting with an Old Friend01:36:51 The Importance of Structure in Recovery01:38:13 Building Relationships with Children01:42:19 Redefining Identity Beyond Motherhood01:45:35 Navigating Relationships in Recovery01:57:38 Strengthening Bonds Through Adversity02:05:51 Advocating for Mothers in Recovery02:09:40 Reflecting on the Journey and Future Goals02:12:19 Closing Thoughts and Gratitude If you’re struggling — this episode is hope.#AddictionRecovery #SobrietyJourney #MothersInRecovery#RelentlessPursuitPodcast #OvercomingAddiction #SpiritualRecovery #MentalHealthHealing #RebuildingLife #NARecovery #RecoveryCommunity #JoeAdams

In Part 2 of his powerful story, Matty Fiorenza opens up about the darkest chapters of his life — addiction, assault, shame, injury, ideation, and the long road toward recovery, faith, and redemption.From brain health breakthroughs and first responder trauma to marriage restoration, fatherhood, and spiritual awakening, this is one of the most raw and transformative conversations ever shared on the Relentless Pursuit Podcast.If you or someone you love is struggling, this episode may be exactly what they need.Episode 171 • The Relentless Pursuit Podcast • Hosted by Joe Adams 00:00 A Dark Plan and a Life-Saving Intervention00:52 The Power of Brotherhood and Redemption01:33 Welcome to the Relentless Pursuit Podcast02:18 A Night of Chaos and Regret03:48 Facing the Consequences and Seeking Help06:42 A Journey to Healing and Transformation10:04 The Role of Rituals and Daily Practices16:17 The Impact of Save A Warrior Program36:48 Spreading the Message and Helping Others38:44 A Mentor's Compassion39:36 The Power of Grief Support41:21 Peer Support and Personal Growth42:29 A Hero's Journey: Mark Wessing45:42 Challenges and Triumphs in Recovery48:00 The Impact of The Pandemic52:01 A Life-Saving Intervention01:02:41 Rebuilding and Rediscovering Purpose01:15:39 A Spiritual Awakening01:18:14 Joining the Church Security Team01:18:37 Struggles and Reconciliation01:19:33 A Prophetic Moment01:19:50 Expecting a Baby Girl01:20:55 Personal Growth and Recovery01:22:07 Working in Mental Health01:23:05 A Trip to Alabama01:23:38 Hawaii and Personal Reflections01:26:53 Nonprofit Work and Advocacy01:30:17 Identity and Family01:30:26 Reconnecting with a Business Partner01:33:08 Generational Trauma and Identity01:41:31 Helping Others and Finding Peace01:44:38 Final Thoughts and Reflections#RelentlessPursuitPodcast #MattyFiorenza #RedemptionStory #TraumaRecovery #FirstResponderMentalHealth #PTSDAwareness #AddictionRecovery #FaithAndHealing#MensMentalHealth #BrainHealth  

In Part 1 of this unforgettable two-part episode, Joe Adams sits down with firefighter, keynote speaker, and recovery advocate Matty Fiorenza — a man who has battled the kind of darkness most people never survive.Before becoming a leader for first responders and veterans, Matty lived through a storm of childhood trauma, toxic relationships, addiction, violence, and the kind of self-destruction that nearly cost him his life. He opens up about the moments that broke him, the lies he told himself, the pain he caused, and the internal flames he spent years trying to numb.This episode goes far beyond addiction.It’s about the truth men avoid, the chaos we create, and the courage it takes to face ourselves.In this raw, unfiltered conversation, Matty opens up about:• Growing up in chaos, abandonment, and abuse• Finding identity in punk rock, rebellion, and danger• Becoming a firefighter and “living the dream” on the outside• How trauma, infidelity, and addiction slowly tore his life apart• PTSD, nightmares, hypervigilance, and trying to “fake it” on the job• Losing his marriage, his kids, and nearly his life• The DUI, assault, and suicidal moment that became a breaking point• The cops who talked him down — and the woman who saw something in him when he didn’tThis is more than a firefighter story — it’s about addiction, PTS/PTSD, fatherhood, broken identity, and the brutal cost of unresolved pain.If you’re a first responder, veteran, spouse, or anyone who feels like they’ve gone too far to come back, this episode is for you.Part 2 drops Sunday, November 23rd — and that’s where the story erupts into the turning point that changed everything.00:00 Introduction and Personal Struggles01:33 Podcast Introduction and Guest Welcome03:55 Guest's Professional Background09:13 Personal Life and Family Dynamics16:19 Early Life and Rebellious Youth33:10 Reflecting on Childhood and Early Life Lessons35:32 Struggles with Betrayal and Anger37:51 Navigating Family and Career Challenges42:53 The Journey to Becoming a Firefighter55:01 Facing Personal and Professional Adversities01:05:11 Hitting Rock Bottom and Seeking Redemption01:07:31 A Glimmer of Hope and Support01:12:14 The Road to Recovery and Reconciliation#RelentlessPursuitPodcast #MattyFiorenza #FirefighterStories #TraumaHealing #OvercomingAddiction #RecoveryJourney #MentalHealthAwareness #FirstResponders #SurvivorStory #UnfilteredConversations

On this episode, host Joe Adams sits down with Mckenzie to unpack one of the most powerful & emotionally charged stories ever shared on The Relentless Pursuit Podcast. Mckenzie opens up about surviving an abusive marriage, navigating threats, manipulation, financial devastation & the weight of keeping years of trauma silent while holding a family & a business together.She details the moment everything broke, the fight to protect her children, the failures of the justice system, the chaotic aftermath & the long road toward reclaiming her identity. Together, Joe & Mckenzie explore the reality of staying strong in silence, breaking generational cycles, rebuilding self-worth, choosing healing & finding love & stability after chaos.Mckenzie also shares how she built a thriving pet business in themidst of turmoil, the strength required to leave & the internal evolution that followed.This episode is raw, vulnerable, and deeply human — a testimony to resilience, courage & the relentless pursuit of peace.00:00 Welcome to the Relentless Pursuit Podcast00:46 Reconnecting with McKenzie 03:46 Life Today: Motherhood and Career11:08 Reflecting on Childhood and Family16:44 High School Challenges and Abusive Relationship33:22 Struggles with Trust and Anger33:41 Self-Improvement and Relationship Growth35:01 Understanding Control and OCD Tendencies37:00 Trust Issues and Friendships38:44 MMA Training and Personal Growth44:08 Meeting and Marrying the Ex-Husband53:04 Turbulent Marriage and Parenthood01:07:18 Struggles of a Stepparent01:07:44 Balancing Business and Personal Life01:08:55 Parental Disapproval and Personal Realizations01:11:52 The Breaking Point01:13:35 A Desperate Situation01:16:13 Seeking Help and Facing Challenges01:19:53 Final Decision and Legal Battles01:25:25 Reaching the End of the Line01:30:25 Taking Control and Moving Forward01:50:17 Legal System and Custody Issues01:52:07 Struggles of Co-Parenting with an Unstable Ex01:53:42 Financial Hardships and Unfair Divorce Settlements01:55:49 Coping with Emotional Trauma and Family Dynamics02:02:59 Finding Strength and Independence02:09:16 Building a Successful Pet Business02:23:02 Reflecting on Personal Growth and Healing02:30:39 Final Thoughts and Future Aspirations#RelentlessPursuitPodcast #DomesticViolenceSurvivor #HealingJourney #AbuseAwareness #Motherhood #SurvivorStory #Resilience #TraumaHealing #RelentlessPursuit

In this deeply emotional episode, former Army Major Matt Childers sits down with Joe Adams to open up about the battles most veterans never talk about — losing identity after service, the pain of divorce, fatherhood challenges, rebuilding emotional skills, and rediscovering faith.From deployments in Iraq & Afghanistan to struggling as a single father, Matt shares the raw truth behind military life after the uniform comes off — the communication struggles, family tension, loneliness, healing journey, and learning how to feel and lead emotionally after decades of being trainednot to.This episode is a reminder that some of the hardest wars are fought at home — and that growth, vulnerability, and love require strength far beyond the battlefield.If you’re a veteran, spouse, father, or someone trying to repair family relationships while becoming the person you wish you were — this conversation is for you.📌 Topics Covered• Army life & deployments (Iraq & Afghanistan)• Transitioning out of the military• Fatherhood struggles & repairing relationships• Divorce, identity crisis, & emotional isolation• Learning to communicate & feel again• Faith, humility, and healing🙏 If you’re struggling, you’re not alone.Healing takes courage. Asking for help is strength.00:00 Introduction and Emotional Struggles01:01 Welcome to the Relentless Pursuit Podcast01:34 Introducing Today's Guest: Matt Childers02:51 Life Changes and New Beginnings05:37 The Importance of Brotherhood and Friendship08:52 Matt's Military Background and West Point Experience09:31 Childhood and Family Influences10:22 Sports and Leadership Development18:31 West Point Challenges and Football Journey29:05 Finding Home with Jan Adams30:16 Reflecting on Childhood and Communication32:59 Military Beginnings: West Point to Alaska35:27 Deployment Experiences and Leadership36:49 Returning to West Point and Admissions Role49:07 Advising Afghan Battalion Commanders01:03:04 Deployment Challenges and Family Strain01:04:37 Career Setbacks and Promotions01:07:29 Returning Home and Family Dynamics01:14:37 Divorce and Single Fatherhood01:17:11 Struggles with Communication and Parenting01:19:56 Rebuilding Relationships and Seeking Help01:32:57 The Importance of Communication and Support01:37:48 Navigating Emotional Expression01:40:19 Transitioning from Military to Civilian Life01:42:11 Building a Team and Leadership01:43:51 The Importance of Safe Spaces in Relationships02:03:23 Reconnecting with Faith02:09:09 Final Thoughts and Reflections  #RelentlessPursuitPodcast #VeteranStories #MilitaryTransition #PTSDRecovery #FatherhoodJourney #HealingTrauma #ArmyMajor #VeteranMentalHealth #DivorcedDad #FaithAndHealing #RealConversations #MensMentalHealth #EmotionalGrowth #RedemptionStory #PodcastClips #PersonalGrowthJourney #MilitaryFamily #WarriorMindset #BecomingBetterMen

TRIGGER WARNING: This episode discusses childhoodabuse, trauma, and suicidal ideation. Viewer discretion is advised. If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out to the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (available 24/7 in the U.S.) or seek help in your country.In this powerful and emotional part 2 episode.Tiffany Childers opens up about her journey through unimaginable pain—betrayal, family collapse, generational trauma, and the path toward healing.Together we explore what it means to confront truth, set boundaries, and rebuild faith when everything feels broken.Tiffany’s honesty is raw and unfiltered, but her story is filled with strength, compassion, and the kind of wisdom that only comes from surviving the fire. We talk about:• Healing from generationaldysfunction• Setting boundaries with family• Breaking cycles of silence and abuse• Faith, forgiveness, and the power ofprayer• Finding peace through service andpurpose• Veteran support, community, andresilience 🔥 About the PodcastThe Relentless Pursuit Podcast isn’t just a show — it’s a movement. We bring light to hard conversations and stories that matter. It’s raw. It’s human. It’s real. 🎧 Watch full episodes: youtube.com/@RelentlessPursuitPodcast🎙️ Follow on Instagram: joeadams_rp andtiktok: rp_sweetpea 💡 Connect with Tiffany• Email: [email protected]• Learn more / Volunteer: wearebuildinglives.org 🕯️ If this episode moved you —share it, comment below, and let someone know they’re not alone. 00:00 Introduction: The Depth of Love and Effort00:40 Welcome to the Relentless Pursuit Podcast01:13 Tiffany Childers Story: Part Two01:25 Rituals and Nature's Connection02:47 Brotherhood and Community09:18 The Power of Physical Challenges15:19 Mental Resilience and Overcoming Hardships27:41 Sharing Stories and Finding Purpose33:50 The Relentless Pursuit of Authenticity34:34 Spiritual Significance of the Brand Name35:11 Personal Growth and Authenticity36:51 Embracing the Unknown38:39 The Veil Effect and Clarity40:34 Family Dynamics and Boundaries49:29 Generational Dysfunction and Healing56:39 The Role of Community and Support01:04:50 Protecting Our Children01:05:26 Facing Hard Truths01:06:39 Coping with Trauma01:09:36 Finding Strength in Community01:15:35 The Power of Prayer and Partnership01:36:06 Relentless Pursuit of Healing01:38:56 Closing Thoughts and Call to Action #RelentlessPursuit #HealingJourney#FaithOverFear #TraumaToTriumph #Boundaries #Resilience #Podcast #MentalHealth#Veterans #Forgiveness #RawConversations #RelentlessAuthenticity