Heartless

In this deeply personal episode, I sit down with my father—an Aries, an immigrant, a relentless worker, and the foundation of our family—to explore the story behind the strength. From his childhood memories to the sacrifices he made building a life in a new country, we talk about identity, survival, fatherhood, and the emotional distance that came with always being in “provider mode.”We also touch on our relationship—how it evolved from feeling unseen as a child to finding connection and understanding as adults. This is a conversation about generational healing, what it means to be a man shaped by fire, and how love sometimes hides behind silence and responsibility.If you’ve ever wondered what your father carries but never says—this episode is for you.

Well, hello there! Today’s episode we’re talking about accountability. This is important so listen up. We can’t walk around life acting like we are the most important person who has no faults, when we haven’t even gotten there yet. The pointer finger boomerangs back. You HAVE to take a look in the mirror. You have to sit with yourself. Dig deep. Go through the mud — pain, sorrow, trauma, etc. or else… Do whatever you need to do in order to be able to own up to your shit. I’m not perfect. You’re not perfect. So let’s not sit here and act like we are. OK? Let’s get into it.

Listen. Pizza bagels, a coloring book and an Aquarius figuring it out, finally. Logic vs Emotion. The battle of the year. It’s all making sense and I want to talk with you guys about it. That’s what life’s about, right? Let’s keep it G and figure it out together in this episode.

I’m back!!! Oh, and I’m a mom now. Let’s talk about it. There’s a lot to discuss regarding motherhood. That includes the mental load, struggling to ask for help, weight gain, etc. Yep. The road is difficult, but there’s so much color. I’ll be honest… I’ve found myself stronger than ever.

I’ve been thinking a lot about how I got to this point in my life and I wanted to share the step-by-step process in this weeks episode! It’s important that we learn from each other. I wanted to give you guys 10 things that have helped me in every way as I’ve gone through life. I hope this is useful for you, too. Bless.

Missed you all! In this weeks episode I update you guys on where I’ve been, marriage plans, mental health. These are conflicting times. We dissect the importance of judgement and self doubt while trying to come to an understanding of it. It’s natural, it’s the way we survive. But, I give you some basic tips to conquer it!

We’re back! Hello Aries season. In this weeks episode I basically rant about this quarantine, mental health, and Saturn in Aquarius. We go over the importance of social distancing/isolation and how this correlates to the current astrological transits. Great time for self-care and spending time with yourself and or your loved ones! I also give you a product list of all the things I’m loving right now. This is coming from an Aquarius who practices isolation constantly. Big hugs.

Let’s wrap up Capricorn season AND 2020 on a good note, shall we? The worlds falling apart but it’s ok. I give a quick monthly “horoscope” for the signs as well as what they have accomplished for the new year. We also speak on father figures, self care, and the importance of Capricorn’s. No cap. 🐐 (Cover photo by @james_bousema on Instagram)

Are you happy? Good. Are you hurting? Sorry about that. That’ll open up your heart chakra, though. Are you healing? Ok, let’s start. If not, maybe this will help.

We all f**k up sometimes and it might be because we’re cold. It happens. I’m here to tell my story... and to apologize.