Beyond the Million Dollar Secret: A Mother's Journey of Love and Loss

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Cry It Out Loud, we sit down with infertility warrior and social media trailblazer Andrea Leon (@hotmessivfmom) for a powerful conversation on baby loss - miscarriage, stillbirth, IVF trauma, and what it really means to grieve in public.Andrea opens up about how she used her voice—and her platform—to break silence around recurrent loss, the pressure to “be okay,” and the healing power of being witnessed.We talk shame, triggers, trolls, social media boundaries, and what she wishes every person knew about supporting someone in grief.🔥 Why this episode matters: • The algorithm may favor polished reels, but healing is messy • Andrea shares what not to say to a loss parent • Grief doesn’t expire—and neither does your right to speak🎧 This one is for the mom who’s holding her breath in the waiting room.For the dad staring at an empty nursery.For the parents who are still parents, even when the world forgets.⏳ Don’t wait to speak your truth.📌 Subscribe & share this with someone who needs to hear:You’re not broken. You’re grieving. And you’re not alone.#CryItOutLoud #ChasingTheRainbows #AndreaLeon #InfertilityPodcast #PregnancyLoss #StillbirthAwareness #GriefSupport #IVFJourney #BreakingSilence #HealingInPublic #infertility #babyloss #pregnancyloss #miscarriage #stillbirth #infantloss #pregnancyafterloss #unitinglossparents #lossparents #lossmomtok #griefpodcast

What happens when unimaginable grief collides with unshakable faith?In this powerful episode of Cry it Out Loud! we sit down with Shelly Johnson - singer, songwriter, and survivor of devastating baby loss. Shelly opens up about her deeply personal journey through heartbreak, the spiritual reckoning that followed, and how music became both her sanctuary and her message to the world.🎶 From writing songs in the raw aftermath of grief…🙏 To rediscovering her higher power in the darkest nights…💔 To comforting others with melodies rooted in loss and hope…Shelly shares her story with breathtaking vulnerability. This episode is for:Anyone who’s experienced deep loss or knows someone who hasCreatives finding their voice through painBelievers wrestling with “Where was God when...?”Listeners seeking healing, hope, and honest conversations📢 Don't listen alone—share this with a friend who needs it.🔔 Tap “Follow” for more heart-opening conversations about loss, purpose, and resilience.We are looking for loss parents who want to put action and passion behind their pain! Please email us at [email protected] or visit ChasingTheRainbows.org for volunteer opportunities#griefjourney #babyloss #miscarriage #stillbirth #infertility #infantloss #faithandhealing #musictherapy #podcastforhealing #shellyjohnsonmusic #lossandfaith #podcast #griefpodcast #losspodcast #healingpodcast #babylosspodcast #infertilitypodcast #newpodcastepisode #centralpark5k #musicandgrief #crackaneggchallenge #icrackedinfertilityopen #honoroutloud #unitinglossparents #lossparents #charity

In this heart-shattering yet powerfully healing episode of Cry It Out Loud, we speak with Lara Solomon, founder and CEO of Hoopsy — the eco-friendly pregnancy test brand that was born out of unimaginable loss. 💔After losing both her parents, Lara thought she had experienced the depths of grief — until she faced infertility, baby loss, and the devastating realization that motherhood might not be in her future.💡 But from grief came clarity. From heartbreak, came Hoopsy.In this raw and honest conversation, Lara shares:🌱 How losing her babies changed her forever👣 What society gets wrong about infertility and miscarriage🧬 Why eco-conscious women’s health products matter💬 The silent pain of grief that doesn’t fade — and how she’s giving it a voiceThis episode is for every woman who’s felt left behind, broken, or silenced by loss. If you’ve ever whispered your grief because it felt "too much," this conversation is your permission to cry it out loud. 🕊️💬 If this story moves you, please:💫 Follow + Rate + Review to help more grieving hearts find us🔁 Share with someone who needs to know they’re not alone🎙️ Subscribe now and never miss an episode that heals.If you or someone you know needs a community that understands or needs free support services, please reach out on ChasingTheRainbows.org. #CryItOutLoudPodcast #FertilityJourney #MiscarriageAwareness #BabyLossSupport #InfertilityAwareness #StillAMother #GriefSupport #WomensHealthMatters #PregnancyLossSupport #HealingThroughGrief #InfertilityWarrior #CryItOutLoud #Grief #MentalHealthMatters #YouAreNotAlone #FertilitySupport #Podcast #TraumaHealing #PodcastThatHeals #InfantLoss #BabyLoss #LifeAfterLoss #GrievingMothers #HopeAfterLoss #Podcasts #LossParent

🎙️ Cry It Out Loud! Podcast — Episode Drop"Because Father’s Day Isn’t Easy for Everyone" with special guest Kelly from The Miscarriage Dads Podcast🕯️ Grief isn’t gendered. Pain doesn’t discriminate. And silence? It ends today.In this raw, unfiltered, and heartbreakingly honest episode, we’re cracking open the rarely-heard father’s perspective on miscarriage, loss, and what it means to grieve when society tells men to “be strong.”Our guest Kelly, host of The Miscarriage Dads Podcast, joins us to speak truth to pain, love, and the quiet weight so many fathers carry alone. We talk identity, invisible grief, and how healing is louder when shared.💔 Plus, we’re lacing up for something powerful:Join us this Father’s Day in NYC for the Chasing the Rainbows: Breaking the Silence 5K Walk & Run, an event built for all the dads, partners, and families who know that Father’s Day isn’t easy for everyone.Register Here for our NYC Father's Day Event: https://runsignup.com/Race/NY/NewYork/BurstingBubble5KNY🎧 Listen now. Cry if you need to. And let’s walk through this… together.#CryItOutLoud #MiscarriageAwareness #FathersGrieveToo #BreakingTheSilence #ChasingTheRainbows5K #BecauseFathersDayIsntEasy #Miscarriage #infertility #babyloss #lossparents #ChasingtheRainbows #5k #5krun #charity

Welcome back to Cry It Out Loud, the podcast where we dive deep into the real, raw, and often unspoken sides of infertility, pregnancy loss, parenthood, and healing.In today’s powerful episode, we’re joined by Samantha Sepulveda — you may recognize her as a New York City police officer, international model, or from Netflix’s hit series Million Dollar Secret. But today, Sam steps out of the spotlight and into the truth of her own story — a heartbreaking and courageous journey through infertility, baby loss, and the fight to become a mother.💔 Trigger warning: This episode contains real conversations about miscarriage, loss, and the emotional toll of infertility.Sam opens up like never before — no scripts, no filters. She shares:✨ Her deeply personal experience with multiple losses✨ The mental, emotional, and physical challenges of trying to conceive✨ How she found the strength to speak out and break the silence✨ What it means to parent children you can no longer holdThis isn’t just an interview. It’s a conversation that could change lives — for anyone walking a similar path, feeling alone, or searching for hope in the dark.🔔 Subscribe, share, and leave a review if this episode moved you — it helps us reach more families and break more silence around infertility and loss.🎧 Listen now on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you get your podcasts.📲 Follow us @chasingtherainbowsinc @cryitoutloud and @sammysep for more.#CryItOutLoud #InfertilityAwareness #PregnancyLoss #MiscarriageSupport #SamanthaSepulveda #NetflixMillionDollarSecret #RawMotherhood #BreakingTheSilence #MentalHealthMatters #WomenSupportingWomen #infertility #netflix #milliondollarsecret #ivf #infertilityjourney #ttc

Get ready for an unforgettable episode of Cry It Out Loud! as retired NFL player Corey Parchman opens up about his personal and emotional journey to fatherhood through IVF. This powerful conversation explores the highs, lows, and life-changing lessons Corey has learned along the way. From his days on the field to navigating the challenges of starting a family, Corey’s story is one of resilience, hope, and the power of never giving up on your dreams.In this raw and inspiring interview, Corey discusses his upcoming book, "The IVF Playbook for Men," a must-read guide for any man facing fertility struggles. Whether you're on the IVF journey or simply seeking motivation to overcome life's obstacles, this episode will leave you inspired to push forward and embrace the unexpected.✨ Book Release Date: May 21st💥 Pre-order Now: https://www.ivfplaybookformen.com/product-page/the-ivf-playbook-for-menTune in to hear Corey’s unforgettable story and grab a copy of his book before it hits the shelves!#CoreyParchman #Fatherhood #IVFJourney #CryItOutLoud #TheIVFPlaybookForMen #PreOrderNow #NFLToFatherhood #RealTalk #Inspiration #Podcast #IVF #infertility #maleinfertility #menmentalhealth #IVFCommunity #InfertilityAwareness #malefactorinfertility

Welcome to Cry It Out Loud!, the podcast where we get real about infertility, baby loss, and the journey of navigating pregnancy after loss. I’m Bernice, and here at Chasing the Rainbows, we believe in holding space for the stories that often go unheard—the raw, the painful, and the deeply personal. Because when you’ve been through the unimaginable, you deserve a community that truly understands.Today, we’re cracking the silence on a topic that deeply affects so many in our community, yet often doesn’t receive the attention it truly deserves—a true infertility journey. March is a month dedicated to raising awareness around endometriosis, surrogacy, and cervical health. These crucial health issues are often overlooked, and we’re honored to have Dae with us on the podcast to discuss their personal battle with infertility and the emotional manipulation that many go through—gaslighting in the infertility process.Dae is a true survivor who faced years of infertility struggles, unanswered questions, and dismissive doctors with incredible strength and resilience. Despite emotional exhaustion and countless challenges, Dae never gave up on advocating for their health. Their story is one of courage, and by sharing it, they hope to empower others who feel isolated in their own journey.In this episode, we unpack how gaslighting manifests in the infertility process, the impact it has on mental health, and why it’s so crucial to speak out and seek support. Dae's journey is a powerful reminder that you are not alone, and it’s okay to challenge medical professionals and societal expectations when it comes to your health.Tune in as we dive deep into Dae's personal story, discuss the importance of advocating for your health, and shed light on how we can support each other through this painful, yet powerful, journey.#CryItOutLoud #InfertilityAwareness #Infertility #EndometriosisAwareness #SurrogacySupport #CervicalHealth #InfertilityJourney #BabyLossSupport #MentalHealthInFertility #FertilityAdvocacy #InfertilitySurvivor #ChasingTheRainbowsPodcast #FertilityWarrior #InfertilityCommunity #BreakTheSilence #EmpowerYourVoice #ReclaimYourHealth #PodcastForChange #SupportAfterLoss #podcast #chasingtherainbows #unitinglossparents

In this heartwarming episode of Cry it Out Loud!, we dive deep into the Bursting Bubble 5k Walk & Run—an event that is more than just a race. It’s a movement of healing, remembrance, and connection. Whether you’re in York, PA, Dallas, TX, Kenmore, WA, Ramsey, MN, or New York City, NY, or even participating virtually, this event is about supporting families who’ve experienced the loss of a child.Our guest today is Kelsi Hagimoto, our Washington State Ambassador, who has been an incredible volunteer for over a year, spreading our mission and helping to raise awareness across Washington state. We talk with Kelsi about her journey, how she got involved, and how you can make a difference by volunteering or becoming a personal or corporate sponsor.Key topics we’ll cover:🏃‍♀️ The Bursting Bubble 5k Event: From York, PA to Dallas, TX, Kenmore, WA, Ramsey, MN, and New York City, NY, plus the virtual option, discover how this race is bringing communities together in remembrance.💖 Repurposing Your Pain: Kelsi and other survivors share how they’ve turned grief into purposeful action, helping others who’ve experienced the loss of a child.🎯 How to Become a Sponsor: We talk about how both personal and corporate sponsors can help cover event costs and support this meaningful cause.🌍 Hosting Your Own Event: Interested in starting your own event or support service in honor of your baby lost? We’ll show you how you can make a difference, no matter where you are.🌐 Virtual 5k: No matter where you live, you can join us virtually! Learn how to participate and support the cause from anywhere.Timestamps:0:00 – Introduction to the Bursting Bubble 5k Event and Kelsi Hagimoto’s Journey5:00 – Volunteering and Sponsorships: How YOU can get involved10:30 – Repurposing Pain into Purpose: Kelsi’s Story and Survivor Testimonials15:00 – Starting Your Own Event in Honor of a Lost Baby20:00 – Virtual 5k Option: Join from Anywhere and Make an Impact25:00 – How to Register and Make a Donation🚨 Call to Action:💌 Become a Sponsor: Help support our mission by sponsoring this life-changing event.👟 Join the Race: Whether in-person or virtual, you can join us to walk or run for the cause.📩 Get Involved: Email us at [email protected] or visit www.runsignup.com/w/ChasingTheRainbows to learn more.#ChasingTheRainbows #BurstingBubble5k #RepurposeYourPain #SponsorForACause #VolunteerWithUs #HealingThroughAction #BabyLossAwareness #BereavedMothersDay #CommunitySupport #NonprofitSupport #Virtual5k #RunForACause #5krun #Cryitoutloud #UnitingLossParents #donationsneeded

Join us for an emotional yet empowering episode of Cry It Out Loud Podcast where we dive deep into the complex journey of pregnancy after loss. Maternal Fetal Medicine expert, Dr. Serena Wu, answers critical questions about infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, infant loss, and the unspoken challenges of expecting after experiencing loss. 💔🤰🌸 Have questions about your pregnancy after loss journey? Don’t face it alone—write to us at cryitoutloudpodcast.com and get the support you deserve.🌈 For additional resources like free therapy, peer groups, mindful movement, and care packages, head to chasingtherainbows.org. You can even host a meaningful event to honor your lost baby, from a 5k to a gala or bingo night. We’re here to support you every step of the way.#Pregnancyafterloss #miscarriagesupport #infertilityjourney #birthtrauma #miscarriage #stillbirth #babyloss #surrogacyjourney #parentingafterloss #ChasingtheRainbows #lossandgrief #hopeandhealing #CryItOutLoudPodcast #supportforlossparents #stillbirth #infant loss #infertility #lossparents #babylosssupport #donate #donationsneeded #501c3 #npo #honoroutloud #hostafundraisingevent

In this emotional and powerful episode ofCry It Out Loud!, we sit down with the inspiring Lori Z., a mother who has experienced the unimaginable – from the pain of miscarriage to surviving birth trauma and navigating medical challenges. Lori shares her raw and courageous journey through loss, healing, and the unyielding hope she holds for her family’s future.As Lori’s family embarks on a surrogacy journey to fulfill their dream of a large family, her story of resilience, strength, and determination is a testament to the power of perseverance through grief. Whether you're walking the path of infertility, loss, or dreaming of expanding your family in unexpected ways, Lori's story will resonate deeply.We also want to highlight the life-changing support provided byChasing the Rainbows, a trauma-informed, peer-to-peer service dedicated to supporting loss parents. With free virtual and in-person support groups, therapy, peer mentors, mindful movement, community events, care packages, and more, Chasing the Rainbows offers a compassionate space for healing and connection.If you're navigating life after loss, please visit our website for a range of resources and support services designed to help you through this journey. We're expanding and bringing Chasing the Rainbows to a city or county near you! If you're interested in starting a Chasing the Rainbows chapter, hosting a memorial or birthday fundraiser, or creating a new support service to honor your baby, reach out to us through our website at ChasingtheRainbows.org.🔔Tune in now to hear Lori’s story, and don’t forget to subscribe to Cry It Out Loud! for more conversations on love, loss, and the real-life journey of parenting after loss.🔔 Submit your questions to our Maternal Fetal Medicine Doctor or be interviewed on our podcast about your loss#infertilityjourney #birthtrauma #miscarriage #stillbirth #babyloss #surrogacyjourney #parentingafterloss #ChasingtheRainbows #lossandgrief #hopeandhealing #CryItOutLoudPodcast #supportforlossparents