Matt begins to find a rhythm in this new life, and also learns more about a new friend who&#39;s walked the very same road that he has.

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Episode 21: I'm Not Special

Closing thoughts and a thanks for joining us on the journey.

Episode 23: Epilogue: The Road Ahead

Matt makes an unexpected connection that changes everything, as the end of a long journey finds a place of healing, beauty, celebration and peace.

Episode 22: A Whole New World

Matt takes shaky steps forward in a completely new life, rebuilding it with new friendships and new community.

Episode 20: Coffee with a Green-eyed Unicorn

Matt&#39;s first foray into a new and unexpected life...

Episode 19: The Night the Lights Came On in Georgia

Matt reaches a breaking point and is faced with a series of impossible decisions moving forward in his life.

Episode 18: The Caged Bird Sings

The day the battle ended in Matt&#39;s heart and mind, giving birth to a completely new life.

Episode 17: Safely to Shore

Matt&#39;s journey of deconstruction includes a deeper and more complete understanding of the Bible.

Episode 16: For the Bible Tells Me So

Matt goes down a long road to better understand and redefine his faith.

Episode 15: Deconstruction

Through this picture-perfect life Matt continues to struggle within, and finally makes contact with a therapist.

Episode 14: Sysiphus & His Giant Rock

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"A man's journey out of darkness and into the technicolored light of love &amp; peace." An evangelical pastor's son's deeply personal memoir that chronicles the three-decade long journey of coming to a place of peace with both his sexuality and faith.

Episode 21: I'm Not Special

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