Finding Your Authentic Self | Christy Wilkins' Journey to Self-Discovery

In this episode of The Observatory, Christy Wilkins joins the show to share her journey to self-discovery, highlighting three experiences: the Rhythmia in Costa Rica, watching her house burn down, and climbing Mount Kilimanjaro in Tanzania. Christy is a Psychedelic Coach who helps people discover themselves. Hear Christy’s experience with the energy lady, how she got into plant medicine, the purging experience in Costa Rica, the experience of the house burning down, the climbing of Mount Kilimanjaro, and how those experiences influenced Christy’s personal journey. Timestamps[04:25] Christy Wilkins’s background information[07:40] Christy’s experience with the energy lady[13:29] How Christy got into plant medicine[18:03]Christy’s experience with Rhythmia in Costa Rica[32:43] The purging experience in Costa Rica[36:14] The biggest lesson from the experience in Costa Rica[40:00] The experience of the house burning down[42:50] Psychedelic integration guide[48:39] ‘You are the Medicine’ Retreat[50:58] How safety has unpacked in Christy’s life[53:10] The experience of climbing Mount Kilimanjaro[01:04:41] How Christy managed to stay present and make it to the top of the mountain[01:12:19] Replacing fear with curiosity[01:14:15] Transilience Training Program by Laura DawnNotable quotes:“Meditation is what saved me. It showed me who I was outside of religion.” - Christy Wilkins [09:06]“Everything is a choice, and you can choose your perspective.” - Christy Wilkins [41:36]“Presence is the only way through adversity.” -Christy Wilkins [01:07:21]Transilience Training Program by Laura Dawn Website: https://lauradawn.co/transilience/ Scott Wright InstagramLaRae Wright InstagramSubscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae Wright share some songs from The We Two Movement, the album that Scott released in September last year. This album invites listeners on a unique auditory journey, blending the soothing elements of medicine music with innovative soundscapes. Hear the origin of the name ‘We Two Movement,’ the origin of the cover image, and the previous two albums that Scott released. You will also listen to two songs from the album: In to the Sun, and We Two Movement. Timestamps[01:26] An overview of the album, We Two Movement[10:42] The previous two albums that Scott released[11:52] Why the album is called: We Two Movement[13:36] The album cover image[15:50] The masculine and feminine energy[18:44] The song: In to the Sun[24:35] The song: We Two MovementNotable quotes:“In the realm that we live in of form, the brightest object is the sun and the sun brings energy into this realm to create life.” - Scott Wright [02:00]“This is an endeavour of love. It’s not an endeavour of gain.” - Scott Wright [08:32]“The masculine and feminine energy are beautiful when they are in balance.” LaRae Wright [16:53]Relevant links:Listen to the ‘We Two Movement’ album Apple Podcast & SpotifyScott Wright InstagramLaRae Wright InstagramSubscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Chris Farmer joins the show to discuss the power of the universe and the importance of listening to your intuition. Chris Farmer is a board member and artist coordinator with the Jung Society of Utah. Hear about the Jung Society of Utah's history, how the universe woke up Chris, how it almost burned down, and the day he realized he had a special connection with the universe. You will also learn the universal double-check, the power of intuition, and Chris’s experience with marriage and work.Timestamps[01:42] The history of the Jung Society of Utah[06:48] How Chris started paying attention to his intuition[08:18] Chris Farmer’s background information[12:40] How Chris started getting curious about life[15:35] How the universe woke up Chris[21:00] How the world burned in front of Chris[27:34] The universal double-check[34:19] Is intuition real or not?[46:17] The day Chris realized he had a personal relationship with the universe[50:41] How Chris got to Salt Lake from Idaho[58:02] Chris’s first experience with alcohol[58:11] Chris’s experience with divorce[01:04:25] Chris’s experience with the other marriage[01:19:00] How Chris started working in San Francisco[01:24:50] The secret grow room dungeonNotable quotes:“I naturally delight in connecting people with what feels like the sunshine of the universe.” - Chris Farmer [08:46]“The universe meets you exactly where you are and doesn’t care what belief system you are in.” - Chris Farmer [15:54]“Everything is energy, and the physical follows the energy. Whatever is happening, there is an energy to it.” - Chris Farmer [32:52]“The universe makes things just as painful as it has to to get you to do something different.” - Chris Farmer [01:15:29]“The world is limitless, but we always think it’s not.” - Chris Farmer [01:18:53]Relevant links:Chris Farmer Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/christianwestphotos/Website: https://jungutah.org/Subscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Hugh Vail and Amy Lorraine join the show to discuss the upcoming ‘You Are the Medicine’ event that will be held from May 29th to June 1st at Holmstead Ranch Resort in Utah. Hear the benefits of the event, what is exciting about the event, the main goal for the event, the key takeaways from the event, and the right people for the event. You will also learn the importance of finding inner peace and integrating your life experiences into wisdom. Timestamps[03:10] ‘You are the Medicine’ Event[05:28] The benefits of the event[09:48] What is exciting about the event? [15:14] Finding inner peace[22:14] The importance of integrating your life experiences into wisdom [28:31] The activities at the event[32:35] The main goal of the event[38:30] The things that the event offers[44:16] The key takeaways from the event[48:30] The importance of communication in any relationship [59:10] The right people for the event[01:00:05] The pricing of the event Notable quotes:“Emotions are the language of the heart.”- Hugh Vail [07:38]“Psychology helps you make sense in the mind, but somatics change it in the body.” - Hugh Vail [08:37]“When we are in harmony with everything that is in our environment, that’s peace.” - Hugh Vail [19:18]“We want to encourage the boomer generation that your life is not over. You have a lot of wisdom and experience to bring to the world.” - Scott Wright [27:11]Relevant links:Hugh Vail Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hughvail/?hl=enFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/hughvail/LaRae Wright Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/larae_wright/?hl=enScott Wright Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/scott_david_wright/?hl=enSubscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, LaRae shares her recent discovery of wanting to feel valued, the origin of that pattern, and ways to overcome it. This pattern has shaped many of her choices and feelings over the years. Now, LaRae is ready to break free from this cycle. She is learning to find her self-worth from within and not to depend on others for validation. By understanding this pattern and making small changes, you build confidence and live more authentically. Hear how you can help others find their value.Timestamps[01:06] The road trip that Scott had with his son[04:30] The pattern that LaRae discovered recently[08:00] The origin of LaRae’s pattern of wanting to be valued[18:00] LaRae’s most challenging corporate experience[20:14] What are you not valuing about yourself?[26:20] LaRae’s powerful vision of poking her head through a barrier[32:22] How LaRae has been helping others find their value[37:11] Overcoming the limitation of wanting to be valuedNotable quotes:“Life is full of potential, but you will always be limited unless you are willing to poke your head through.” - LaRae Wright [26:05]“You are only as sick as your secrets.” - LaRae Wright [38:45]Relevant links:  Subscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Charles Dubois joins the show to discuss how men can heal past wounds, deepen their understanding of masculinity, and embrace their true sexual power.  Charles Dubois is an intimacy coach who helps men heal and expand their relationship with their Masculinity & Sexuality. Hear Charles’s childhood trauma, his experience with drug addiction, his biggest turning point to getting better, the 12-step heling program and how his kid influenced his emotional growth. You will also learn the importance of acceptance, hope, and community in your healing journey, and how to create a safe space for others. Timestamps[02:24]  Charles Dubois’s background information[06:10] Charles’s memory of his father[10:00] Charles’s childhood trauma[15:58] The importance of hope in healing[21:42] Charles’s experience with drug addiction[26:17] The 12-step healing process[31:17] Charles’s biggest turning point in getting better[36:17] How Charles’s kid influenced his emotional growth[44:23] Charles's sponsor in the healing program that made a huge difference[51:38] How Charles uncovered the unhealed parts of sexuality, masculinity, and intimacy[55:29] Bill Wilson, the author of the book: Alcoholics Anonymous[01:00:20] Learning to hear the voice of intuition[01:03:20] The Hero’s Journey by Joseph Campbell[01:10:29] Building a safe space for others[01:18:51] The importance of community in your healing journey[01:25:06] The secret sexuality coaching for men[01:33:59] The crisis of identity as a manNotable quotes:“There is no place of being too broken to have a happy, joyous, and purposeful life.” - Charles Dubois [13:19]“When you leave behind something that no longer serves you, it will be painful for a while.” - Charles Dubois [01:01:22]“You have to jump into the unknown, and it's not going to be easy at first, but you have to do it anyway.” - Charles Dubois [10:02:38]“You can never give someone anything until you have it for yourself.” - LaRae Wright [01:09:11]“We all have gifts and life experiences that give us a unique ability to help people.” - Charles Dubois [01:36:20]Relevant links:Books Alcoholics Anonymous The Hero’s JourneyCharles Dubois Website: https://www.charlesdubois.net/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/charlesdubois801/Subscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share the transformative power of creativity, a fundamental aspect of human nature that enables self-discovery, emotional fulfillment, and the pursuit of meaning in life. Creativity is a universal capacity that allows us to express our authentic selves, connect with others, and find joy. Hear Brené Brown’s perspective on creativity, how you can start to be creative, and how a bigger imagination prompts beautiful experiences.Timestamps[05:40] Brene Brown’s perspective of creativity[07:00] Why are many humans not creative?[16:19] Having a bigger imagination that prompts beautiful experiences[18:34] The book: Mary Jane Wild by Brooke[22:43] Creating the internal landscape of you[23:21] Starting the journey to being creative[29:02] Where is your creativity showing up?[33:00] Allowing things to unfold naturally[39:34] The real meaning of abracadabra[44:51] Keep dreamingNotable quotes:“There is no such thing as creative people and non-creative people. There are only people who use their creativity and people who don’t.” - Brene Brown [05:40]“The unused creativity stays inside of us because we are creating a life.” - LaRae Wright [21:48]“If you don’t feel creative, this is a good place to start. Go into nature and observe.” - Scott Wright [22:54]“Open yourself up to the possibility that you don’t have to know what you will do when you begin to do it. You are opening a space to allow yourself to create.” - Scott Wright [31:26]Relevant links:The book: The Gifts of ImperfectionThe book: Mary Jane WildSubscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Bryson Ninow joins the show to discuss his journey through addiction, divorce, and parenting. Bryson shares how he got into drug addiction, how he realized things should change, the recovery process, and how community service has propelled the recovery process. You will also learn how he got into spirituality, his experience with plant medicine, and how it changed how he shows up as a father. Timestamps[03:42] Bryson Ninow’s background information[10:13] How Bryson got into drug addiction[13:39] The day Bryson realized that things should change[14:45] The recovery process[17:50] The therapy that Bryson did with his mom[20:30] How community service propelled Bryson’s recovery process[24:36] How Bryson got into spirituality[27:13] Bryson’s experience with plant medicine[35:00] Growing your creativity[42:40] Scott’s experience with porn addiction[47:54] How spirituality has changed how Bryson shows up as a father[52:19] How Bryson’s journey is impacting the lives of his daughters[58:17] The programming and effects of modern music[01:05:35] Parenting using human design[01:14:09] The healing modalities that Bryson offersNotable quotes:“There is no big or small tea in trauma. We take in different traumas but store them the same way.” - Bryson Ninow [08:34]“Community can get you sober.” - Bryson Ninow [20:43]“The more comfortable we become expressing our creativity and having a community to support it, the bigger the creativity gets.” - Bryson Ninow [35:37]“Vulnerability is the key to happiness.” - LaRae Wright [01:19:42]“Our responsibility as parents is to keep our children’s channel clear by educating them.” - Bryson Ninow [01:07:00]Relevant links:Bryson Ninow Website: https://www.instagram.com/bnins/Subscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Kandis Larson joins the show to share her personal journey of coming out as gay, her journey as an entrepreneur, and her experience with the gathering community. Kandis is a sticker artist and an explorer with the motto:  “Learn to be free, and follow one’s passions.” Hear how Kandis ended up in Ricks College,  the first time she realized she was gay, the experience of sharing that with the family, and how she got into sticker artistry. You will also learn how families can create a safe space for diversity.Timestamps[03:46] Kandis Larson’s background information[07:15] How Kandis ended up in Ricks College[11:24] Kandis favorite memory during college[17:56] The things that Kandis did after college[20:05] The first time Kandis realized she was gay[27:05] The experience of coming out as gay[34:53] How families can create a safe space for diversity[38:31] Kandis's experience with the gathering community[41:05] How Kandis got into sticker artistry[50:25] Living free and following one’s passion[57:39] The business stores in ten states[01:00:51] Kandis’s experience with Lyme disease[01:06:08] Kandis 2025 motto: I can and I will[01:09:15] The value system in the Morman churchNotable quotes:“People fear what they don’t understand.” - Scott Wright [31:10]“There are pros and cons to everything we choose in life.” - Kandis Larson [50:32]Relevant links:https://bearprotocol.com/Kandis Larson Website: https://kandiscreated.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kandiscreated/Subscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast

In this episode of The Observatory, Scott and LaRae share what the spring equinox really means and how people can use this season for new beginnings. Hear what spring really means to the world, how you can see spring differently, the things in Scott’s life that are blossoming this season and LaRae’s new beginnings.Timestamps[02:00] The medicine wheel[03:16] What spring really means[07:49] The season of new life and new beginnings[08:57] What spring really means to LaRae[11:23] The things in Scott’s life that are blossoming[15:15] The spring cleaning[20:00] Seeing spring differently[27:44] The challenge to the listeners for the spring seasonNotable quotes:“New life is another part of what spring looks and feels like.” - LaRae Wright [07:57]“Everything in the world  is connected.” - Scott Wright [18:53]“If you find a way to be creative, you can let go of your old patterns.” - Scott Wrights [22:37]Relevant links: Subscribe to the podcast: Apple Podcast