How Do I Want to Feel about That?

This meditation invites you to awaken the giant within — inspired by the mysterious Nephilim and Anakim, the great beings of ancient lore who walked tall upon the earth. As you breathe and expand your awareness, imagine yourself growing in spiritual stature: your presence stretching upward like a mighty tree, your reach extending in all directions, your heart vast and luminous. In this stillness, you are invited to become immense not in power over others, but in spirit — cultivating wisdom, compassion, and courage that fill the space around you. Stand tall in soul, rooted and radiant, a gentle giant of awareness.

This meditation journeys through Rabbi Simcha Bunim’s teaching that each person should carry two notes—one reading, I am dust and ashes, and the other, For my sake the world was created. We begin by resting in smallness: breathing into humility, fragility, and the freedom that comes from releasing control. From there, we open to vastness—the spark of divine potential within, the creativity and purpose that make each life indispensable. Through breath and awareness, we hold both truths at once: we are fleeting dust, and we are the reason existence sings. Between these poles of insignificance and infinite worth, the heart finds balance, awe, and belonging. The meditation invites the listener to dwell in that paradox—small and essential, one with all creation, called to live fully in the wide embrace of the universe.

Deuteronomy 29:9–30:20 (Parashat Nitzavim) reminds us that “the concealed things belong to God, but the revealed are for us.” At first glance, this speaks of hidden sins—but spiritually it also points to the places we keep our hearts closed, concealed even from ourselves. In meditation, we begin by noticing that inner hiding: the tightness, the guardedness, the secrets folded inward. With breath, we soften. With awareness, we reveal. From concealment we move toward openness, offering the heart without fear. As we rest in that openness, we sense the pull of the cosmos itself, the gentle lure Isaiah names when God delights in us—hefzi-bah, “My delight is in her.” What was once hidden becomes embraced; what was closed begins to shine. To meditate on Nitzavim is to practice standing present, heart open, drawn out of hiding by divine delight and by the universe’s deep invitation to belong.

Each small act—a bedtime story, a lullaby, a prayer, or a giggle under the covers—becomes a thread in the fabric of belonging. The routine carries the spirit of renewal that the new year calls forth: a chance to release what’s done, to forgive what’s frayed, and to welcome the promise of rest. As the day draws to a close, this bedtime ritual invites a quiet joy and mindful connection—an evening demarcation (havdalah) of sorts between the day that was and the rest that comes. It’s not about excitement or accomplishment, but about softening into presence: a shared smile during teeth brushing, a whispered thank-you for the day, a moment to notice the gift of simply being together. With warmth, playfulness, and quiet imagination, bedtime becomes a sacred pause—an opportunity to bless the closing of the day with gratitude and love. In these tender, familiar moments, safety and connection grow, turning the night’s descent into a gentle return to peace.

Listen deeply to the world around you — to rhythms and polyrhythms unfolding everywhere. Hear the hum of traffic, the rustle of leaves, the rhythm of footsteps, the pulse of your own breath. Notice the balance between small and large, fast and slow, low and high, natural and manmade sounds. Each vibration, from birdsong to machinery, contributes to a vast and intricate harmony. As you open to this awareness, sense how every tone and silence belongs to one living composition — the voice of creation itself. The sacred is not distant or rare; it is resonating through every sound, every heartbeat, every breath. Listen, and recognize that you are part of the great music, perfectly in tune with all that is, a Universal Symphony

The Jewish holiday of Shemini Atzeret is unique for Pazer Keshev—Pur, Zeman, Regel, Korban, Shir— and this meditation invites you to meet the holiness of your uniqueness. Begin with Pur, lot: reflect on the portion that has fallen to you—the blend of gifts and circumstances that shape your life. Move to Zeman, time: sense the season you are in now, its particular rhythm, challenge, and opportunity. Then Regel, celebration: imagine how you share joy—your own way of dancing, gathering, or creating connection. Korban, sacrifice or service: offer what is most authentic in you to something greater; let your work, love, or attention be your gift. Finally Shir, song: listen for the melody only your life can sing. Rest in this awareness—your lot, this time, your joy, your offering, your song—woven into the music of all creation.

As the day draws to a close, this bedtime ritual invites a quiet joy and mindful connection—an evening demarcation (havdalah) of sorts between the day that was and the rest that comes. It’s not about excitement or accomplishment, but about softening into presence: a shared smile during teeth brushing, a whispered thank-you for the day, a moment to notice the gift of simply being together. Each small act—a bedtime story, a lullaby, a prayer, or a giggle under the covers—becomes a thread in the fabric of belonging. The routine carries the spirit of renewal that the new year calls forth: a chance to release what’s done, to forgive what’s frayed, and to welcome the promise of rest. With warmth, playfulness, and quiet imagination, bedtime becomes a sacred pause—an opportunity to bless the closing of the day with gratitude and love. In these tender, familiar moments, safety and connection grow, turning the night’s descent into a gentle return to peace.

A lighthearted way to close the day, this bedtime ritual invites warmth, connection, and a gentle sense of joy. With soft conversation, shared moments, and little touches of imagination, it turns everyday routines into something special. It’s about winding down together—smiling, connecting, and creating a sense of comfort before sleep.

Spiritual tiredness goes deeper than ordinary fatigue. It can feel like burnout of the soul, when constant giving and striving leaves you empty inside. It can show up as a loss of meaning or faith, when prayer or reflection feels dry and distant. Sometimes it’s simple disconnection—running on autopilot, out of touch with what really matters. This guided meditation invites you to pause and listen. The sounds around you become part of a greater voice—the song of the universe, God’s whisper carried on the world outside. At the same time, you are guided inward, toward the small, still voice within you, the source of your deepest truth. Through breath, listening, and gentle presence, this practice helps you release burnout, reconnect with meaning, and rediscover a sense of spiritual renewal. Breathe, listen, and be restored. Your spirit deserves refreshment.

Find a comfortable seat and take a slow breath in, and out. Let your body soften. Bring to mind a moment from today—a task, a word spoken, even a frustration. Ask yourself gently: “How do I want to feel about that?” Notice what arises, without judgment. With each breath, bring another memory, concern, or hope into awareness. Again, ask: “How do I want to feel about that?” Let the question open space, inviting a kinder or freer way of holding what is before you. Return to your breath. Know that at any time, you can pause in the flow of life and ask: “How do I want to feel about that?” Breathe deeply once more, release slowly, and when you’re ready, open your eyes.