Tony licks away Nikki’s tears but cannot sooth Nikki’s depression set off by his lack of commitment.

Love Nikki: The Podcast

Beautiful

Gaslit to greatness, Nikki books a one way ticket to the West Coast—‘cause petty has no zip code.

Issues / Hold On

Nikki gambles with love abroad and secures a K-1 visa for her “90 Day Fiancé.

Havana

The pact between Nikki and her best friend fails and so does the possibility of a lifetime of their love and romance.

‘03 Bonnie & Clyde

Narcissistic silence produces an unhinged Nikki.

Shutter Island

Nikki encounters a wild and adventurous spirit that drives her to Rikers Island.

El Tigeraso

Nikki pays the price for a chance at “teenage Puerto Rican love” with her dream n***a.

Big Pimpin’

Nikki challenges her high school boyfriend’s plans to play professional basketball with a a matter of life and death.

Best of Me

Nikki describes the depth of love and rage at 13 years old and shares a disturbing and humiliating secret with her first love.

Feel So Good 

Nikki recounts her relationship with a sexy Southern U.S. Air Force and commercial pilot that broke her heart and her spirit for more than a decade.

Pretty Wings

Personal Journals

Society & Culture

In Love Nikki: The Podcast (LNTP), KaDarra Nakia Lowe, nicknamed Nikki, a fiercely ambitious Bronx! native and multihyphenate, who has embarked on the big age of 40, unloads her dating experience to provoke and continue the much needed dialogue between Black men and Black women required to repair and fortify Black family. In LNTP, Nikki discusses the hard shit!–the pain and oftentimes shame that accompanies the desire to be loved by Black men. She exposes and contextualizes what it looks like when Black women seek romantic partnership, motherhood, career success, and a comfortable lifestyle under the pressures of living in New York City. Nikki’s authentic and colorfully branded stories cover relationship triumphs and trauma, community and culture, empowerment, and the evolution of Black womanhood.

Beautiful

Love Nikki: The Podcast

More episodes from "Love Nikki: The Podcast"

Issues / Hold On

Havana

‘03 Bonnie & Clyde

Shutter Island

El Tigeraso

Beautiful

Big Pimpin’

Best of Me

Feel So Good

Pretty Wings