Atelophobia

As someone who goes through life everyday serving the ones that I love more than I serve myself, I’m trying to break the cycle. It’s hard, & it’s difficult to choose me. It may sound crazy, but it’s not easy & it makes me feel guilty at times. Here’s me having a moment & realizing that this is harder than I thought.

One of my fears would have to be ending up alone. I’m no stranger to loss, and it seems a piece of me leaves when I lose someone. After that, what’s left? I’m not sure who I am yet, so being alone is a fear, & that’s okay. It’s all a process.

Are you easily irritated like me? Petty issues seeming bigger than normal? Let do our best to look past the minor & focus on the goal.... PEACE ✨

Atelophobia- the fear of imperfection. Nobody said we have to be perfect, but being good ENOUGH is what haunts us. Don’t worry about it. BE GOOD FOR YOU

It’s okay to feel up and down going through a heartbreak. missing someone, hating someone, STILL LOVING someone, are all normal feelings when being heartbroken.