Cookie Monster #187

I’m going to a shelter so I might not be podding for awhile. Not sure how long but I have to leave and rebuild myself. I’ve appreciated all of you over the last five years and I will return not sure when but I gave everything to a family that blew up in my face. I did start a GoFundMe and honestly if you can’t give I just appreciate if you could share. I want to get a place where my daughter and I can be at peace and rebuild together. Keep me in your graces my Earhustlas I love you all! New Music self titled “Michael” hope you enjoy. GoFundMe: https://gofund.me/e680801aaDonate: https://www.paypal.me/wickushMerch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.comSave 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWayNew Album “Michael”: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVxxrprOQldY&si=yUdfITxKYyJxvUnT #love yourself

I detail pain and memories that made me. Shed a tear but that’s healing plus I’m gearing for the biggest leap of faith I’ve ever taken. Detailing my relationship with my daughter that has been taken punches that daddy tries his best to absorb. Donate: https://www.paypal.me/wickush Zelle: [email protected]: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.com Save 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWay Music “Taste Thee End Of My Blade: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCztkKtICjKs&si=N4ThgMovJX0-o2vg”#haritaki

I go into story time, lately I’ve been blessed with this resurgence of memory. My grown brain can process and understand what my child self struggled with. I talk bout the lost of my cousin to AIDS and the process of his treatment til his death just twenty days later. Donate: https://www.paypal.me/wickush Merch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.com Save 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWay Music “Taste Thee End Of My Blade”: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCztkKtICjKs&si=3WK4a3tOf9mBYzT- #haritaki

I did it again. I created my own world/radio show/musical. The powers of podcast and creativity are endless. I play some new music for you Gods and Goddesses.Donate: https://www.paypal.me/wickush Or Zelle: [email protected]: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.com Save 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWay Music “Taste Thee End Of My Blade”: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLCztkKtICjKs&si=X11OjNiMOkIoHJkA#haritaki

Given life we making life-ade. Rolling with the punches yet identifying true power. Energy is power, we are energy so increase your energy and you have power. Merch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.com(Zelle): [email protected]: https://www.paypal.me/wickushSave 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWay#haritaki

Discuss parental perspective of a parent not being in one’s life. I sing love to you invade you didn’t get it in life. I must say I’m impressed in how we flow and come to be, I wouldn’t trade this podcast for anything I truly love you Gods and Goddess. Thanks for the support Merch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.comSave 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWayDonate: https://www.paypal.me/wickush #haritaki

I realized every time I pray in the morning for a good outcome of the day it blows up in my face. A phenomenon I’ve been trying to understand because I’ve only prayed for one and the same thing granted, I’m not a big prayer person but I figured what could it hurt and it hurt me weirdly. Music: “Pain Made Me”Merch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.comDonate: https://www.paypal.me/wickushSave 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWay#haritaki

So I explain how to and the benefit of meditational forward healing. The ability to meditate and connect with the inversion or opposite feeling that is out there and for you. Sometimes in situations that aren’t for us or are closing, the next opportunity deserves an open and ready you. Sometimes people need time to heal and process the newness and betterment and with the technique I’m discussing you can learn to feel that connection and start experiencing interacting with it before it comes into your life. That way by the time it arrives you can hop into it fully holding nothing back. Donate: https://www.paypal.me/wickushMerch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.comSave 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWay Music:

Honestly just listen I went in too deep. This is a complete mental art class of thought. Hope you can keep up. Donate: https://www.paypal.me/wickushMerch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.comSave 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWayMusic: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk88S3JfU9e01gPIfXtR-jiVUihBghUZi&si=Gir9G8_xgVMYJeBi#haritaki

I digest a tense situation I’ve been struggling with for years now. Hopefully finding key moments to learn and grow from in the midst of keeping my daughter sane through it all. Not bad times trust me we will I overcome. Light hearted wise I discuss the new projects and ventures I’m excited about. Donate: https://www.paypal.me/wickushMerch: https://mr-bush-shop.fourthwall.comSave 15%: https://buy.linqapp.com/discount/By+The+Way+By+The+Way?redirect=%2F%3Fafmc%3DBy%2BThe%2BWay%2BBy%2BThe%2BWayNew Music “I love just what your saying”: https://on.soundcloud.com/JqU2Vwl6mTAYlVXvo6