Mourning my Marriage

Mini intro to season two on becoming bonnie. 

Realizing the difference between someone giving you attention and love is hard after a failed relationship. 

Before I was a Mom to my two  daughters, I was a stepmom to a  little boy.   Even though I am no longer stepmom, I will forever be a mother to three children. 

In life you need your village,  my village is very important to me and I am grateful that I have wonderful people to share my energy with that are worth it. 

Any break up hurts, even if it was your decision. But you are entitled to feel whatever you want to feel.  You are grieving a part of your life that is gone. Its okay if it hurts. 

A relationship with a step-parent isn't always easy. I will share with you how my relationship with my Stepdad changed throughout the years. And how through communication we were able to mend a broken relationship. 

A story of a little girl and growing up with her three dads. 

Learning to hand over control of your children when they are not with you is hard. It was for me, but I learned to and live a little less stress free. 

My journey from asking for a divorce and heartbroken, to making myself happy and finding out who I am as a person; a two year journey. 

This is about a butterfly that only knew how to be a caterpillar (the old Bonnie).  She hid in her cocoon because that’s all she knew (My marriage). Then as scared as was, she spread her wings (divorce).  & realized she was capable of a lot more than she thought could be! (New Bonnie)