I’m Probably Going To Die: A True Horror Story

After reading Amelie's journal and understanding the depth of the conspiracy he's found himself being swallowed by, the Host reflects on what has come before and where he stands now as he awaits the arrival of a package from the Society. Looking at each stage of his investigation he begins to find connections and disturbing new asp new aspec  new masas aspecvt   Belam belammruagf belammura Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’Ammurrah Blessed Bel’Ammurrah

Our Host continues reading Amelie's journal. Traveling to Germany for the next stage of her initiation, Amelie balances finding out what happened to her sister and niece with her growing fascination with the cult.    

After a tragic accident takes the lives of her sister and niece, the French artist Amelie begins to believe that something is extremely wrong. In 2008 she went undercover to find out the truth and this recording contains her diary entries translated and the only changes that have been made are when translation has confused the truth being told and the Host and Admin have made minor edits. Otherwise it is presented as written. What follows is part 1 of Amelie's Journal.

The Host's sense of time is being broken apart. He notices gaps in time between his thoughts and speaking, he steps away for moments that feel like days and sits for minutes that stretch into hours. The deeper he gets into researching the cult and The First Father and King the more his sense of reality begins to collapse.  

The Hosts life has become fully aligned with the investigation. He can't leave his home anymore, his lungs can't cope with the outside and so he's trapped in an empty house full of familiar whispers.  

The host remembers connects one of the stalkers he saw at Dublin Port to an app for breathing and meditation. A new phase of the investigation begins as he starts to unravel the secrets behind a very modern cult and the power behind it.   Click here to support the show. If you're enjoying what you're hearing and want to support our belief in an ad free experience then you can buy us a coffee or subscribe.

The only way for the Host to go forward is to go back and look into the clues he may have missed. The Society for Cultural and Historical Research has come up too many times and in too many places to be ignored and it's time to try and find out who they are and what they know. Are they another enemy or has the Host finally found another ally? Click here to support the show. If you're enjoying what you're hearing and want to support our belief in an ad free experience then you can buy us a coffee or subscribe!

Knowing now there are darker things in the world and on the road than he could have ever anticipated. The Host takes stock of his situation and returns to investigation over action starting with a look into the mysterious Society and whether they're a threat or an ally. Click here to support the show. If you're enjoying what you're hearing and want to support our belief in an ad free experience then you can buy us a coffee or subscribe! Join our Discord Community Here to get access to updates and more.

He has to get away. He has to escape, but it isn't that simple. There are darker things in the shadowed spaces of our world. Grim things, wicked and monstrous and they hunger for those who fear them. Their teeth are gnashing, their claws are scratching and when reality begins to fray, hope dies. Be sure to rate us and subscribe, or they'll come for you too. Click here to support the show. If you're enjoying what you're hearing and want to support our belief in an ad free experience then you can buy us a coffee or subscribe! Join our Discord Community Here to get access to updates and more!

In the aftermath of the horrifying chase across Cavehill and his encounter with the creature hunting him, the host considers his options. Click here to support the show. If you're enjoying what you're hearing and want to support our belief in an ad free experience then you can buy us a coffee or subscribe! Join our Discord Community Here to get access to updates and more!