The test gets harder when the relief is close. | Surrender Novena Day 4 (Advanced)

You're still holding on tightly in some places.But as you read these words,you're loosening your grip.Easing off.Sitting back.Relaxing your shoulders.Not just hearing me,but hearing God, again.His Sound,the Name,(y)our Rock.Turn to this Love and none other.Trust in Him and none other.I Love you,nik_______________My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTES"God is so good to me that, in the silence, He speaks to my heart and teaches me, little by little, sometimes in tears, always with the cross, to detach myself from creatures, not to look for perfection except in Him." -St. Rafael Arnáiz"Whenever you look, God is there. But is He a rock or a stone or a sun or a moon or a bone? No. His sound is there and His warnings are there. You can see Him. You can see His sound, His words, His speech. You can listen to the commandments given to the prophets, because they have not gone away. They are within us. We have come here to learn about the creations, about God's secret, and about God's grace. We are the form of light. There are six kinds of lives and we are the form of light. We have come here to learn the sirr, the secret connection between ourselves and His power, to study our Father and the story of where we were before. Within this body, within this show, there is much we must learn. We have come here to learn, not to dance on this dramatic stage or to watch show after show. We have come here to open and look within everything and see our Father. Each thing that we enjoy or feel sorrow about must be opened, and we must see God within. That is the lesson we have come to learn." -Bawa Muhaiyadeen"Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God." - Psalms 20:7See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

He's changing me--my heart,my vision,my desires.You've changed SO much.You've shown so much courage. You've been so patient. But now that you've recognized Who you're waiting with,you're no longer waiting.You no longer need to be patient.You are Full in Him---"We Awaken in Christ's Body.As Christ awakens our bodies, And my poor hand is Christ, He enters My foot, and is infinitely me.I move my hand, and wonderfully my hand becomes Christ, becomes all of Him (for God is indivisiblyWhole, seamless in His Godhood). I move my foot, and at once He appears like a flash of lightning.Do my words seem blasphemous? Then open your heart to Him And let yourself receive the one Who is opening to you so deeply.For if we genuinely love Him, We wake up inside Christ's body Where all our body, all over, every most hidden part of it, is realized in joy as Him, and He makes us, utterly, real, and everything that is hurt, everything that seemed to us dark, harsh, shameful, maimed, ugly, irreparably damaged, is in Him transformed and recognized as whole, as lovely, and radiant in His light he awakens as the Beloved in every last part of our body."- Symeon the New TheologianI Love you,nik_______________My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTES"God is not ignoring you, He's preparing you." Isaiah 40:31 - E2 Church via @trustgodbro" He is the Lord of the impossible and you are crying for the possible." - @divinelightSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Pray the Rosary with me LIVE every weekday morning at 4:45 am ET 📿 #TheLoveStream (audio + video)(if you scroll to the bottom of that page, you'll find a comment section to share in this Love!)Find playbacks, HERE."There often comes a point where you get tired of telling your old story. You get tired of telling the story of how you got your bruises and emotional injuries. That's a moment worth celebrating.It's usually a sign that you are ready to reinvent yourself." - Xavier DagbaYou're not telling that old story.you're not believing that old story.You're not believing any stories-not even the most beautiful ones,not even the greatest one ever told.You're knowing, 'Only Love is where all of this appears to be".And in That,you are New.You are Prosperous.You are whole,and you are His.I Love you,nikPieta by Michelangelo _______________My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTES"Whatever you put your hand to will prosper." - @rock_solid_ministries_intlJoel Goldsmith Quotes from Thunder of SilenceSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Pray the Rosary with me LIVE every weekday morning at 4:45 am ET 📿 #TheLoveStream(if you scroll to the bottom of that page, you'll find a comment section to share in this Love!)Find playbacks, HERE.“You shall obtain all you ask of me by the recitation of the rosary.” -Our Lady to the Blessed Alan De la RocheNo matter how mundane (y)our days appear to be,now they are drenched in the Name.Soaked in Grace.Ma, Ma, Ma.In Love's Name,we live.We breathe.We see.We joyfully pass through this world,with our hand in Hers. Ma, Ma, Ma.I Love you,nik_______________My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTES"Why do you run around looking for the truth? Be still, and there it is, in the mountain, in the pine, in yourself." - Lao Tzu"If you are not able to find this Self within yourself, you will not find it anywhere else. Searching on the outside and visiting holy places will not help you." -Anamalai Swami @global.lightworker"DEAR JESUS, I LOVE YOU!I worship You.I cherish You.I need You.I want to be near You.I want to follow You and know You and serve You.Touch my life, touch my family,touch us with Your power oh Lord God!I belong to Jesus Christ, the Son of God!To Jesus be all Glory, Honor and Praise alone!Thank You for everything You have done.Thank You for touching and healing my life.Thank You for saving my soul.Thank You for showing me the truth.Thank You for being there when I need You.Thank You for answering me when I call.Thank You for being my Father.Thank You for being my best friend.Thank You for giving us Your Holy Mother.Thank You for the life eternal with You.I LOVE YOU!I LOVE YOU!All hail Jesus Christ, the Son of God!In Your most Holy Name,Amen." -Unknown"Jesus promised those who follow Him a supernatural joy that transcends circumstances." - Asheritah Ciuciu"To meditate on Mother Kali, you do not have to observe any special rules or rites. You should meditate day and night on the Mantra given by your Guru. To lie down on bed should be taken as Pranam by prostrating yourself, your sleep you should be looked upon as Dhyan, at the time of your meal you should look upon every morsel of food as being offered in Ahuti to Mother, whatever sound goes into your ears should be taken as Her Mantra, when you walk about; you consider that you are doing Pradakshina (going round) of the Mother. 'She exists in everything' - this is the greatest Sadhana. If, with this thought in mind, you practice doing Pranam to every object, you will soon gain Brahma-Inana. So go on meditating constantly - Ma, Ma, Ma. Go and announce to all those who are sick, distressed, poor and afflicted that if they call Durga, Durga, they will get whatever they desire. Their biggest dangers, terrible sickness, great sorrow, all will pass away and they will remain immersed in Ananda if only they go on repeating Durga, Durga. So go on calling Durga, Durga, Durga." - Sitaramdas OmkarnathSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Or catch the playback and pray later. There's also a comment section for commUNITY!"The power of the rosary is beyond description." - Fulton SheenThe more you pray the Rosary,the more you'll hear THIS...and the more you hear THIS,the more you'll hear what key THIS is in.And that key unlocks everything.It unlocks that cage you appear to be stuck in,that problem you appear to be trapped in.This is the key out.the key in.The key of Love.The key of life! Shout out Stevie!!!I Love you,nikp.s. Here's the screenshot of the 'Watch Nikki' episode that automatically started playing in itunes in my truck. I tried to find it in my published catalogue and couldn't! Maybe I should re-upload! READ- Everyday Prayer: The Rosary LIVE with Nikki Walton https://www.curlynikki.com/2024/11/powerful-daily-prayer-the-holy-rosary-live-w-nikki-walton.htmlREAD- The Aim of All Spiritual Practice is to hear THIS Soundhttps://www.curlynikki.com/2024/11/the-aim-of-all-spiritual-practice-is-to-hear-this-sound.html_______________My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTES"I don't know what tomorrow holds, but I know who holds tomorrow." - @cloketea"In early 2003, my life is mesirable. I have no food to eat, i have no house to live. I have no friends and relatives even my own family left me. Then i start praying the rosary. I can say its very powerful. Now i have 6 properties and everything i asked for in my daily rosary praying was granted. Sorry for my english. God be with you and who ever read this may all your dreams come true." -@ElYahwehyeshua, 5 years ago via Youtube comment"If you were to die today, what would others say about you? What was in you that was beautiful, that was Christlike, that helped others to pray better? Face yourself, with Jesus at your side, and do not be satisfied with just any answer. Go deep into the question. Examine your life." - Mother Theresa"The holy rosary, according to Lúcia of Fatima, is so powerful that it can solve any problem, material or spiritual, national or international." -Blessed Gabriele Allegra"When combined with the pure contemplative prayer of the rosary meditations, the Hail Mary becomes the most powerful weapon ever placed in the hands of man - a weapon which, through God and his most blessed Mother, will someday change the face of the earth." -Venerable Patrick Peyton"When you look at the rosary in your hand it appears very simple, that little string of beads, yet how far that short chain reaches, what a cosmos it encircles, how closely it binds us to God and to Mary. You hold the power to change your lives." -Venerable Patrick PeytonSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

When you feel resistance (upset of any intensity physical or mental) to a dark moment or dark period in your life-- keep pausing and listening for Silence. Keep feeling for Love. Let everything that's not built on Love fall. You won't. You and all the forms of Love meant for you, will be left standing tall, unscathed, unburnt... the breaker of chains ;)I Love you and I'm with you,NikSupport the show_________My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTESPeace is the feeling that knows no obstacles. Peace is the experience that strengthens our being yet confronts our lives in so many ways. Peace is the original state of the great quiet. When we learn how immense the Peace is, it flows in like a stream of light. Peace can seemingly come crashing down upon our lives if we do not know how to receive it. Peace can knock over our lives and all the walls we erect to protect ourselves from it. Peace can be very gentle, like waves lapping at the shore. But the power of peace can be frightening, at least in the beginning, for those who become aware how separate their lives have been from the presence in the silence. True peace can open questions about everything in our lives that is not peaceful. With peace as our desire, sooner or later we may have no choice but to make peace with everyone and every part of our life." - Dr. Bruce Davis, Monastery Without Walls: Daily Life in the Silence "And I am higher in. But also firing. Also firing, firing." - Kanye See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

See this entire moment, including these words, as a reflection of your Self... your consciousness... the invisible, Loving Awareness that you are. You're looking from It, at your reflection that we call 'the world'.  We don't change the world/reflection by choosing and practicing new thoughts... the thoughts are the reflection! We do it by recognizing that we are Love.. by choosing, feeling, and BEing Love. Then we see thoughts, feelings, circumstances, and 'others' that mirror that Love back to us more clearly. We see this body practicing Love, treating 'others' as it would want to be treated, singing, celebrating, feeling Go(o)d. Today, before going into any room, first remember that everyone you see, everything you see, is only your own energy. Act accordingly. Take off your armor. Smile. Love. I Love you,[email protected] the show_________My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTESSee this moment, including that body and the mind, as a reflection of yourself. You change the reflection by choosing Love... by holding the reflection in the feeling of Love. "When the normal breath stops, the True Breath begins." -Mantak Chia "Everyone is a reflection of my face." -Neem Karoli Baba "We do not think ourselves into new ways of living, we live ourselves into new ways of thinking."- Richard Rohr "We are like the spider. We weave our life and then move along in it. We are like the dreamer who dreams and then lives in the dream. This is true for the entire Universe. "-The Upanishads See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

"The rosary is the prayer of those who are victorious over everything." - St. Padre PioYou will be surprised how you can climb out of your worries, bead by bead, up to the very throne of the Heart of Love itself." - Venerable Fulton J. Sheen Whatever you desire,if it's in the world,it's illusion. Only Love is here. Only Silence can follow that. Only Love can follow Love.He told us to follow Him. This is the way.I Love you, nik15 Promises of the Rosaryp.s. This Love is the Mother. It is the Father. It is the Son. It is the Spirit. It is One. Don't see four, three, or two, where there is only ONE. Only Love. ____My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTES"Dear Mother and Queen, let me become quite calm so that God's Spirit can fill me, and that I may understand what he wants to say to me as I meditate and pray. Give me that fineness of hearing which enables the heart to sense the approach of the Beloved. Help me to hear God's inspiration and attune me to his wishes. Amen." -Father Joseph Kentenich "When you say "JAI" say it so the earth trembles and the heavens fall down! Don't say it like dead people, relucantly and without life.You have time to be without life when you are dead. Say the "jaikara" with love and enthusiasm so that people realize someone is alive around here.While you are alive, be lively, enthusiastic and courageous!" - @neemkaroli_babaofficial__ Raviindra Singh "You're so focused on the future that you don't realize, Today Is what you prayed years ago. Enjoy your day." - Unknown "To pray the rosary is to hand over our burdens to the merciful hearts of Christ and His Mother." - St. John Paul IIAirplanes must have runways before they can fly. What the runway is to the airplane, that the rosary beads are to prayer — the physical start to gain spiritual altitude." - Venerable Fulton J. SheenSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

"I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven." -Matthew 18:3Baby talk is 'an adult's imitation of the speech of a young child.' Today, I want you to begin to chant inside but shift to chanting as if you're speaking to a baby or a puppy. You can pray 'Our Father who art in Heaven', in that same way, with the same tenderness, gentleness, innocence, and sweetness. Feel the Love well up and then chant and pray TO that Love, in that Love, with that Love, from that Love, as that Love. There will be more feeling than thinking and that changes everything!I love you, nik _______My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTE"THE MUSICFor sixty years I have been forgetful, every minute, but not for a second has this flowing toward me stopped or slowedI deserve nothing. Today I recognize that I am the guest the mystics talk about.I play this living music for my host.Everything today is for the host." - Rumi"You can't walk with both Jesus and the world.They're going in two different directions." - @alexuslmartin1See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

"Stop turning to people and things for what only God can do." - Deborah F.Turn to Jesus.Turn to the Hidden Name, the real Naam, the Divine Sound Stream. That's the end of your struggle.That's the letting go.You have to let go of that thought,that worry,that problem,to begin saying, 'Jesus, you take over.Jesus, you take over.Jesus, you take over...'It fills the airwaves,and there's no room for your struggles,for your problems,for 'you.'That wave has no problem.The ocean is taking care of it.I love you,nik_______My new book, 'Wake Up to Love' is a lifetime in the making (and now a Top New Release, thanks to you!).Divinely inspired.Love led.And WILL bring forth the ‘more’ in you. ❤️‍🔥I couldn’t be more grateful to share this work that Love has brought forth through me. Head over to https://www.curlynikki.com for the preorder information and instant downloads of my favorite prayers and practices I’ve recorded exclusively for you (including my Secret Rosary and the Emergency Novena)! You’ll also be entered to win an in-person, one-on-one meditation with me! I’ll fly out to your city (U.S. only) for a chai and chat, and we’ll pray together.✈️____________QUOTES"Why are you worried? Surrender by my power all thoughts to me. And all your priorities will determine themselves." - Maharajji"Several years have been wastedSeveral lifetimes have been wastedWhile going after desires Was it really worth it ??RELAX NOWYou have all that you need." - Sri Sri Ravi Shankar"I live when I listen to Naam's music, and I die when I forget it." - Guru Nanak"We're not bringing struggle to an end. We're not trying to not struggle anymore. We're just noticing that there is a whole other dimension to consciousness that, in this very moment, isn't struggling, isn't resentful, isn't trying to get somewhere. You can literally feel it. You can't think your way to not struggling. There isn't a three-point plan of how not to struggle. It's really a one-point plan: Notice that the peace, this end of struggling, is actually already present."- Adyashanti (Falling into Grace)"You come to us from another worldFrom beyond the stars and void of space.Transcendent, Pure, Of unimaginable beauty,Bringing with you the essence of love.You transform allwho are touched by you.Mundane concerns, troubles, and sorrows dissolve in your presence, Bringing joyto ruler and ruledTo peasant and King.You bewilder us with your grace.All evils transform into goodness.You are the master alchemist.You light the fire of love in earth and sky in heart and soul of every being.Through your loving existence and nonexistence merge.All opposites unite.All that is profanebecomes sacred again."- RumiSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.