Eidolon DISCO #38: Open Our Eyes

“Until we’re back together, I’ll be alone” CREDITS: Tyberius Wilson as Maurice Bailey Fabby Garza as KC Cardenas Luke Varner as Jordan Rogers Mike Painter as Bob McGovern Haley Holst as The GM Iris Christianson as Haley Holst MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY MIKE PAINTER CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains an extended discussion about suicide attempts and suicidal thoughts.

"Why am I never getting lucky?" CREDITS: Lexi Waltner as Kacey Chambers Molly Rhinebeck as Regina Rosenthal Maxie Knightley as Solaris Apogee LVII 4th House AKA Solo Crystal Zaslavchik as Jake Shirogorov Zoe Tunnell as Charlotte "Charlie" O'Neil Haley Holst as The GM Iris Christianson as Haley Holst MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY MOLLY RHINEBECK AND LUKE VARNER

"Now I'm leaving you for the both of us." CREDITS: Mike Painter as Bob McGovern Tyberius Wilson as Maurice Bailey Luke Varner as Jordan Rogers and VOID MOOSE Fabby Garza as KC Cardenas Haley Holst as The GM Iris Christianson as Haley Holst MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY LUKE VARNER

"So for now I pledge allegiance to the hippies, punks, geeks, and queers." CREDITS: Zoe Tunnell as Charlotte "Charlie" O'Neil Crystal Zaslavchik as Jake Shirogorov Maxie Knightley as Solaris Apogee LVII 4th House AKA Solo Lexi Waltner as Kacey Chambers Molly Rhinebeck as Regina Rosenthal Haley Holst as The GM Iris Christianson as Haley Holst Luke Varner as VOID MOOSE. MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY MOLLY RHINEBECK AND LUKE VARNER

"She didn't care at all, just didn't care at all." CREDITS: Tyberius Wilson as Maurice Bailey Mike Painter as Bob McGovern Luke Varner as Jordan Rogers Iris Christianson as Haley Holst Fabby Garza as KC Cardneas Jake Shirogorov as The GM Crystal Zaslavchik as Jake Shirogorov MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY MIKE PAINTER CONTENT WARNING: This episode features very frank discussions of suicide.

"And I used to say that I'd never stay, but I'm rotting here today." CREDITS: Maxie Knightley as Solaris Apogee LVII 4th House AKA Solo Lexi Waltner as Kacey Chambers Zoe Tunnell as Charlotte "Charlie" O'Neil Molly Rhinebeck as Regina Rosenthal Jake Shirogorov as The GM Crystal Zaslavchik as Jake Shirogorv Luke Varner as VOID MOOSE and... MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY MOLLY RHINEBECK AND LUKE VARNER

"She had no heart at all—no, no, no heart at all." CREDITS: Luke Varner as Jordan Rogers and VOID MOOSE Mike Painter as Bob McGovern Tyberius Wilson as Maurice Bailey Iris Christianson as Haley Holst Fabby Garza as KC Cardenas Jake Shirogorov as The GM Crystal Zaslavchik as Jake Shirogorov MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY LUKE VARNER CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains references to suicide, child abuse, and child neglect.

"You've got to trust your instinct, and let go of regret..." CREDITS: Zoe Tunnell as Charlotte "Charlie" O'Neil Molly Rhinebeck as Regina Rosenthal Maxie Knightley as Solaris Apogee LVII 4th House AKA Solo Crystal Zaslavchik as Jake Shirogorov Lexi Waltner as Kacey Chambers Bob McGovern as The GM Mike Painter as Bob McGovern Luke Varner as VOID MOOSE MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY CRYSTAL ZASLAVCHIK

"The loser's standing small..." CREDITS: Tyberius Wilson as Maurice Bailey Fabby Garza as KC Cardenas Iris Christianson as Haley Holst Luke Varner as Jordan Rogers Bob McGovern as The GM Mike Painter as Bob McGovern MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY MIKE PAINTER CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains depictions of transphobia and frank and explicit discussions of suicide, as well as a near-suicide attempt.

"Because the time has come when you can have your fun..." CREDITS: Maxie Knightley as Solaris Apogee LVII 4th House AKA Solo Molly Rhinebeck as Regina Rosenthal Lexi Waltner as Kacey Chambers Crystal Zaslavchik as Jake Shirogorov Zoe Tunnell as Charlotte "Charlie" O'Neil Bob McGovern as The GM Mike Painter as Bob McGovern Luke Varner as VOID MOOSE MUSIC BY MAXIE KNIGHTLEY EDITED BY MOLLY RHINEBECK AND CRYSTAL ZASLAVCHIK CONTENT WARNING: This episode features miscellaneous violence and body horror.