How to Become Nitai’s?

Beautiful Song.

There is still hope for us.

You have two choices. There is no middle way.

(6) o maṇi-mañjīra, cāru taralita, madhura madhura sunāditaḿ; atula rātula, yugala pada-tala, amala-kamala-surājitam; tejiyā amara, abanī himakara, nitā-i-pada-nakha śobhitaḿ; jayati jaya, vasu-jāhnava-priya, dehi me sva-padāntikam. 6) Your jeweled anklebells move gently and tinkle sweetly. The soles of Your incomparably pure and soft lotus feet radiate a reddish hue resembling two beautiful lotus flowers. The cooling rays of the full moon have left the heavens to reside beneath Your lotus feet and emanate a shimmering effulgence from Your toenails. O Nityananda Prabhu, I glorify You again and again. You are the beloved of Vasudha and Jahnava. Please give me the shelter of Your lotus feet.

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Don't listen if you are scared of crying...

Of all forms.

Against all hope...

The goal of our life.