Latter-day Faith

Prompted by a recent listening to the At Last She Said It podcast episode titled "What About Heaven?", this newest show features LDF host Dan Wotherspoon sharing his journey with the ideas of heaven and the afterlife. In his current thinking, he ends up in what many would consider an unusual place for a Latter-day Saint. Listen in!

In this episode of the Women Outside the Garden series, Terri Petersen is joined by Kimber Young who explores the female face of God across cultures and traditions. Kimber shares her transformative encounter with the Lady Buddha (Guanyin) in Thailand, where seeing a massive female divine image made her realize that divinity can look like her. The conversation traces the story of Thecla, an early Christian disciple and companion of Paul who baptized herself without permission, and the Gospel of Mary Magdalene, whose spiritual leadership was suppressed for centuries. Terri recounts the ancient legend of Lilith, Adam's first wife who refused to submit and left paradise on her own terms. Both Kimber and Terri discuss the structural barriers women face in religious institutions, drawing from Kimber's experiences growing up LDS and her ongoing journey of church hopping across denominations. Together they read and practice Lectio Divina with a poem by the late Carolyn Pearson that reflects on the yearning for a Mother God. The through-line during their conversation is self-trust: the audacity to forge your own spiritual path without waiting for permission. Listen in!

In this year celebrating the 250th anniversary of the founding of the United States of America, it's important to understand the underpinning ideas in the Constitution and Bill of Rights. In today's episode, we will be looking at the fascinating "Pre-Founding" Father, Roger Williams. He accomplished many things in his life but here we look primarily at his contributions to the notion of a firm separation of church and State. To teach us about Williams, LDF host Dan Wotherspoon invited his good friend and mentor Charles Randall Paul (Randy). Randy is a social psychologist who found in Roger Williams someone who embodied firm convictions of his own religious beliefs, but who never forced them on others. He founded the community of Providence (now Rhode Island) in which persons of any faith tradition, and even atheists, were welcomed and learned to live peaceably with each other. What Williams did allow and encouraged in Providence was freedom for anyone to "contest" their beliefs with folks of different religious sensibilities, who in return were able to present fully why their tradition of beliefs were superior to others. In this way, those who differed with others learned to be, as Randy puts it, "trustworthy opponents," who recognized and honored others' ideas and commitments, rather than rivals and bad actors. Providence offered a model for others, and its ways of living with others who disagree in good faith. It came to be known as functioning as a "Lively Experiment," and it deeply influenced the thinking of James Madison and Thomas Jefferson when it came their arguments for the United States to maintain a strong separation between church and state. A core sensibility of Williams is his deep, deep belief that people should never be forced to act or believe things that went against their conscience. Interspersed in this episode are Randy's own beautiful work and thinking that argues the same thing while greatly expanding on it.  This conversation is a must listen, especially for those among us who have been despairing about what is currently happening politically in the U.S. The episode offers hope rather than despondency. Jump in!

In this wonderful episode of the "Women Outside the Garden" series, host Terri Petersen speaks with Megan Verno, a clinical mental health counselor in Utah who specializes in religious deconstruction and trauma recovery. In it, Megan shares her personal journey of growing up devoutly LDS, marrying in the temple, but also of eventually feeling suffocated by the weight of perfectionism, prescribed gender roles, and the expectation to be the perfect Mormon wife and mother — an experience she describes as being "buried."  Putting on her therapist hat, Megan explains how suffocation like this can lead to maladaptive behaviors like perfectionism, people-pleasing, resentment, OCD, and scrupulosity. Terri and she then talk about anger as it often is the first emotion to emerge when a woman finally "splits open" and breaks free of those constraints. In a terrific section, Megan outlines two contrasting parenting styles: " authoritarian" LDS parenting (which passes down certainty and truth claims) and "authoritative" parenting (which passes down values, respects autonomy, and allows children to question and think for themselves). Both she and Terri share personal stories of how controlling parenting and church systems contributed to their own children's struggles, including eating disorders driven by a need to reclaim control. As they wrap up, Megan describes the generational baggage passed down as a "bag of rocks" and notes that breaking the cycle means accepting the discomfort of disappointing others while choosing to parent and live by your own values rather than inherited certainty. The conversation closes with a hopeful metaphor: women breaking out of their small containers and growing deeper roots in the wild. Listen in! Share it with those you think of who might be struggling in these areas!

LDF host Dan Wotherspoon's father James Richard Wotherspoon died earlier this week. This encore episode is in honor of him and it consists of an interview he had with his dad in June 2021 (which was then a Father's Day episode). Jim lived a remarkable life. Born blind (as was his brother, Robert), he achieved quite a lot in his 93-plus years. He became one of the first (if not the first) blind person to earn the rank of Eagle scout. He and his brother were the first blind students to mainstream at Berkeley High School, where he excelled in his courses, as well as in music and chess. He then attended the University of California at Berkeley where he earned his master's and doctorate in history (as well as where he met his wife, Beverly, and started a family). They then all moved to Sacramento, California, where he taught history at American River College for 43 years, as well as courses at Sacramento State University. In addition to his life triumphs, he faced many setbacks as well, including a heartbreaking divorce and reactions from church leaders that led him to stay away from LDS activity for 35 years. He was fully back and involved up until his deat, and most impressive of all is his attitude and the spirit of grace and forgiveness that radiate from him. You'll be glad you listened in!  

This is a special episode exploring another of Carol Lynn Pearson's many talents, her playwriting, focusing this time on her advocacy work for LGBT+ persons. This discussion features LDF host Dan Wotherspoon along with three persons involved with a new production of CLP's play, Facing East, which is being staged in Salt Lake City in October, twenty years after it first premiered. Joining Dan are director Jerry Rapier, and actors Jay Perry and Kristy Summerhays who play a grieving father (Alex) and mother (Ruth) whose gay son (Andrew) has recently suicided because of conflicts between who he is and how it clashes with his Mormon beliefs. The play takes place in the cemetery immediately following Andrew's funeral and reveals how two faithful Latter-day Saints deal in different ways with this tragic event. Alex is questioning everything about LDS teachings regarding homosexuality and how they kept him from really knowing their son. Ruth still can't face the reality that her son couldn't change who he is because God would never let church leaders be wrong about something so important, hence she double-downs on that belief even as it contradicts with the son she knew and loved so much. After they talk awhile, Andrew's partner, Marcus, arrives at the burial site to grieve, thinking everyone would have already left. Ruth does, but soon Alex and Marcus have a difficult but searching conversation and then promise to continue to talk over lunch another time. A special treat in the episode is when Jay and Kristy read two excerpts from scenes in the play. You don't want to miss that! And neither do you want to miss the many beautiful experiences they all share about Carol Lynn as well as a great deal about the journey from a much-too-long script to its triumphant 2006 run in Utah, as well as in other stagings off-Broadway and in San Francisco. It's fun to go behind the scenes! Join us!

This is a special episode exploring another of Carol Lynn Pearson's many talents, her playwriting, focusing this time on her advocacy work for LGBT+ persons. This discussion features LDF host Dan Wotherspoon along with three persons involved with a new production of CLP's play, Facing East, which is being staged in Salt Lake City in October, twenty years after it first premiered. Joining Dan are director Jerry Rapier, and actors Jay Perry and Kristy Summerhays who play a grieving father (Alex) and mother (Ruth) whose gay son (Andrew) has recently suicided because of conflicts between who he is and how it clashes with his Mormon beliefs. The play takes place in the cemetery immediately following Andrew's funeral and reveals how two faithful Latter-day Saints deal in different ways with this tragic event. Alex is questioning everything about LDS teachings regarding homosexuality and how they kept him from really knowing their son. Ruth still can't face the reality that her son couldn't change who he is because God would never let church leaders be wrong about something so important, hence she double-downs on that belief even as it contradicts with the son she knew and loved so much. After they talk awhile, Andrew's partner, Marcus, arrives at the burial site to grieve, thinking everyone would have already left. Ruth does, but soon Alex and Marcus have a difficult but searching conversation and then promise to continue to talk over lunch another time. A special treat in the episode is when Jay and Kristy read two excerpts from scenes in the play. You don't want to miss that! And neither do you want to miss the many beautiful experiences they all share about Carol Lynn as well as a great deal about the journey from a much-too-long script to its triumphant 2006 run in Utah, as well as in other stagings off-Broadway and in San Francisco. It's fun to go behind the scenes! Join us!

In this fascinating "Women Outside the Garden" episode, host Teri Petersen talks with Ashleigh Gentry, who writes the Substack, "Staying and Straying." Ashleigh's story is very interesting because she talks about something that many of us have never heard of: a form of OCD called "Retroactive Jealousy." Together, she and Terri talk about some of the purity messages/culture that dominated her LDS upbringing and how it interacted with her naturally anxious temperament.  They discuss the repercussions it had for her marriage, but also how her explorations of its origins forced her to see and reconfigure beliefs that were submerged: ones didn't know she was carrying with her into her adult years. As she did, she became more confident. She learned to be self-compassionate and trusting of her own  goodness and deep wisdom. Ashleigh then shares how some of her old beliefs have morphed into healthier (and less literal) ways of viewing the world, as well as the gospel and Jesus Christ. This is story of healing, triumph, and meeting the world with confidence. It's a must listen! 

With the recent passing of Carol Lynn Pearson, we are releasing this encore episode (originally released in March 2021) of a great discussion between Carol Lynn and Kathryn Knight Sonntag about the divine feminine and the need for "Mother." The sound quality isn't great due to a couple of issues we didn't discover until after recording. It is still highly listenable! This episode celebrates Carol Lynn Pearson's recent book, Finding Mother God: Poems to Heal the World, but does so much more. Carol Lynn and Kathryn Sonntag join LDF host Dan Wotherspoon to talk about the deep ache that not only we, but also our societies and the world, have to fully reclaim the presence and energies of the Mother (Divine Feminine, Mother Creator, Nature, Wisdom, Mother in Heaven, etc.). Yet, too often, we fail to recognize this pain, as well as all the ways things are out of balance because of her having been sidelined. The podcast episode features Carol Lynn reading several of her poems, Kathryn reading an excerpt from her writings on Mother, the cycles of life and death, and the Tree of Life, as well as extended conversations about reclaiming partnership, healing, chaos and decay, and (just a bit near the end) today's political climate. Plus more! You do not want to miss this chance to listen to these powerful women about their experiences, motivations, and all the things that propel them forward in the creative work they do.

In this wonderful episode, the eighth in the LDF series, "Women Outside the Garden," host Terri Petersen interviews and converses with Kim Hamblin, the founder of "Seeds of Life" life coaching services, which specializes in Mormon faith transitions as well assisting people of all spiritual backgrounds in figuring out their faith and allowing it to lead them to where they should be. They talk extensively about Kim's spiritual journey and the kinds of work she does with folks seeking to negotiate their Mormon lives (whether they are current or former members). At some point in her own journey she noticed that the word "question" starts with "quest," a term featured in hero/heroine journeys toward wholeness found prominently in books and movies in which the protagonist endures many trials before finding what is really important to them and decide how they should show up in the world in new (or more open-hearted, enlightened) ways. Her substack is called, "Doubting My Way to Faith," which says much about how the difficult processes involved in faith transitions is very much worth it. Kim's journey is one of over-thinker learning to also trust (and more deeply) what her body is telling her. What is going on deep within all of our souls that might be keys to magnificent growth and greater peace? We think you will enjoy this delightful conversation! Tune in, and go to Latterdayfaith.org to find links to Kim's contact info, as well as her substack and coaching website.