“When Everything Feels Out of Control” | Shawn Williams

There are moments when following Jesus doesn’t feel inspiring. It feels costly. Sometimes that cost comes through obvious opposition, but oftentimes it comes through something more subtle: pressure. Revelation reminds us that we belong to a different kind of kingdom. The way up is down, and the way to first is to be last. Our security is not found in power or control, but in trusting the One who is already on the throne. Sometimes the greatest act of faith is not bold or dramatic. It is simply refusing to give your allegiance to anything other than Jesus.

There is a spiritual war being waged for our hearts and allegiance. And while Satan is determined to destroy God’s work, Revelation 12 gives us incredible hope: the decisive victory has already been won. Satan is defeated. He still fights—but he fights as one who has already lost. Every day, you have a choice: step into the fight equipped by God, or drift unaware and be shaped by it. To be a disciple of Jesus is to wake up to this very real spiritual battle. We are not just living an ordinary life—we are standing in the middle of a spiritual battlefield. But we are not alone, and we are not defenseless. Stand firm, don’t cower, because the battle is real, but so is the victory.

We chase what we believe will finally make us feel whole—success, comfort, recognition, security—only to find that the satisfaction fades faster than we expected. Revelation gives this longing a name: Babylon. Babylon represents a world built on wealth, pleasure, and status. None of these things are evil on their own. But when they become more than they were intended to be, they begin to pull us away from God. Deep down, we long for something eternal—for a Person, not a possession. Remember that you were created for Jesus, and nothing short of Him will ever truly satisfy.

War. Injustice. Suffering. Persecution. Headlines filled with loss and fear. And beneath it all, a question rises: Where is God in all of this? Even these forces—terrible as they are—unfold under God’s sovereign hand. This does not mean God delights in suffering or is indifferent to pain. Scripture is clear; He sees every tear. He hears every cry. But His timing is not rushed. When the world feels overwhelming, don’t look away—look deeper and continue to participate in His redemptive work. He is not finished yet.

What we worship shapes how we live. Every time we choose to worship Jesus, we are declaring that our hope is not in the powers of this world. When the world feels chaotic, our instinct is often to grasp for control or give in to fear. In these chapters of Revelation, John is given a different response: worship. This side of heaven, worship reorients us. It reminds us that the One we worship is greater than anything we face. And it forms us. Embrace the idea that worship is not escape—it is resistance. It is actively aligning our hearts with what is most true.

Following Jesus may cost us comfort, approval, or ease. But when we look at the cross, we are reminded: He has already given everything for us. There is no cost of discipleship that outweighs the price He paid. In the opening chapters of Revelation, Jesus speaks directly to seven real churches. His words are not distant or abstract; they are personal, honest, and deeply searching. We don’t endure this kind of life on our own. Jesus never asked us to. It is by His Spirit that we are strengthened, reminded, convicted, and comforted. And it is within a community of faith that we find courage; to keep showing up, to keep trusting, to keep following when it’s hard.

When the world feels like it’s unraveling, we long for answers; some kind of clarity to make sense of it all. In that search, many Christians turn to the book of Revelation like a crystal ball, hoping to decode current events and predict what comes next. But Revelation was never meant to function that way. Revelation was written to a specific people in a specific time; believers facing pressure, persecution, and uncertainty. And its message to them is the same as ours: God is in control. He always has been. Rest in knowing that the future is not ours to control because Jesus is not distant. He is near. And He is reigning—even now.

A life of faith is a life of dependence. Confidence in God’s will does not come from having every detail mapped out—it comes from knowing the One who is leading you. Confidence comes from trust, and trust grows walking daily with Jesus. Through prayer, Scripture, community, and attentiveness to the Spirit, we learn to recognize His voice in ordinary moments—how to handle a challenging coworker or find the right words to encourage someone. Don’t just seek God’s will for the big moments. Seek Him in the ordinary. Make today’s quiet time, today’s obedience, today’s surrender the training ground for tomorrow’s confidence.

When God’s will isn’t obvious, it’s an invitation into deeper trust. When clarity is lacking, ask for wisdom. Often, the Spirit guides through open and closed doors—but we still have to walk toward the door to see whether it opens. So what do you do when God’s will is not clear? Pray. Seek counsel. Dive into Scripture. And then—take the next faithful step. Even if you’re unsure about yourself, you can be completely sure about Him. This week, as we celebrate graduating students, learn about God’s hand in your future.

God’s will is not a secret code you have to crack. It is not a hidden blueprint you have to uncover—the God who created you is not playing hide-and-seek with your future.The Bible says He is both sovereign and good, which means nothing is outside His authority. And because He is good, His sovereignty is not cold control—it is loving rule. The promise isn’t that He will show us every detail in advance. The promise is that as we trust Him, He is present with us. Discover His character—His goodness, faithfulness, wisdom—and learn to trust that walking with Him is always your best next step.