Abuse

 The thing is if you're going to play this game, you need to be a little bit educated so you can play this game right alongside with 'em. So you don't get played.

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 If you not ready to have grown ass conversations, you don't need to be doing grown ass shit.

Assuming you had shit to do this morning and I just want to talk so when you get a spare 4 minutes and 20 seconds and you wanna hear what I had to say at 6:45 this morning. Be my guest. 1 of my favorite parts from Untamed by Glennon Doyle. Which is why I’m a bad mamma mamma now. Catch ya on the flippody flop :)

There are things that I know, things that I dont know and things that I dont know that I dont know. I want to share my story and being burned. I was born into poverty and into an abusive family dynamic. Being a feral child. no rules, and having to create years of misbehavior. Sexually active and a high body count. searching for love in all the wrong places . Sexually abused 4 times before I was 9. Changing trauma into humor Playing captain save a hoe dealing with others peoples problems Financially irresponsible. Lack of self care. Searching for love in the wrong places. It's my job to take care of me. Stereotypical versions of self care. What self care is. Which f**ks to give and which not to give. Mind ya own business Healing and mudding up the waters. In the worlds of the great MJ. "You are not alone"

Today marks Gmas 2 year anniversary since she's dipped out on us. I wanted to share a conversation we had about acquiring animals and people. Gma also talks about a non existent birthday party she invited friends too when she was 7 and why she is still only 7 and not turning 8. I hope you enjoy her voice and stories.

Trigger warning

brain said: hey it’s a good idea that you record a podcast while in the shower and just say what you got to say. And go!

Little update. Ask for help. Imposter syndrome is a real thing!