Entry 4 - The Tantric Bard

I highly recommend to use headphones for this meditation. This meditation is intended as way to begin the healing of the inner child. So many of us were raised in family homes where our inner child wasn't safe to be fully seen, heard and expressed. We now have the amazing responsibility to give our inner child what they never received. This is one small step on this exciting path. I hope you enjoy it.

This is my first ever recorded meditation. The power of the mind to create and manifest is known by many of us. Personally I connect deeply with visualization mediations that allow us to connect to our desired outcome by feeling it present NOW. This is my first splash into this arena of mediation creation and I will be honest I was very hesitant to share this at first because I know its not the best that it could be BUT the number one rule of creation is to CREATE even when it feels difficult and hard and especially when you don't feel like the product is good enough. Here is my offering to collectively Divine consciousness that is here now on this planet. Stay tuned for more.

It's been over two months but I'm back! Here I talk more about my second year at the cult I was a part of and then explain why I decided to join the military.

Have you ever noticed that the closer you get to expressing your true authentic self the more limiting beliefs, trauma responses, etc tend to creep up? Yeah me too. Buckle up as I express my latest experiences with this and more.

In this episode I dive deeper into my experiences at the "Honor Academy" AKA Christian Cult. There are stories about Hiking Pikes Peak, participating in a three day fast, eating so much chinese food that I literally couldn't drive my car, and what it's like to be a part of a 400 person LARPING event. Jump in and join my cringe.

I recently went to a music festival called Resonate and had the time of my life. Listen to me travel down random rabbit holes as I convey the downloads I received that weekend. Also I up leveled my podcast game and now theres an intro song! can you believe it? I know me neither.

Chopped the tip of my finger off, Explain my "Job" at the Christian Cult, and went on a little adventure to Gainesville Florida.

Be prepared to hear me ramble about Tipper and Friends, Music Festivals, Fear, and Christian Cults. Another norml day in the land of the upside down.

Alright this is my forray into my "spiritual" journey. There will be rambling there will be weird pauses there will be ums and uhhhs so enjoy. Also I didn't realize that I can only record 45 minutes until I upgrade to a higher plan with my podcast creation software so be prepared for a very abrupt end to this episode.

Welcome to the first episode where I ramble about why I made this podcast.