4 times I thought I ruined my life... but my intuition was right all along

We're often taught that desire is something to mistrust - it's frivolous, selfish, and indulgent. But what if I told you that desire is just another form of intuition - a fiery inner spark of eros that's guiding you to your most honest and alive life? In this episode, we're letting desire lead the way! We're covering: ❤️‍🔥 Why the distrust of desire is rooted in purity culture (and not just in Christianity)❤️‍🔥 The difference between true desire and impulse or instant gratification❤️‍🔥 What desire actually feels like in the body❤️‍🔥 How erotic energy, (sometimes sexual, sometimes not), can be understood as intuition speakingIf this conversation resonates, then the free Oracle Within Summit is for you.January 26–29, 2026A free 4-day summit on intuition + divinationLearn to connect with your intuition and cultivate self-trust so you can confidently make decisions that break the rules  📌 Link to join:  https://lupinehollow.krtra.com/t/hElbSwQ1DmCp

In this episode, I'm sharing four personal stories of times I made an intuitive choice... and it seemed like it all went wrong. These are the stories we're most afraid of - the reasons we so often second-guess and doubt our own inner wisdom. Because we're afraid of making the "wrong" choice and losing stability, relationships, money, or comfort. We're afraid of having regrets. In this discussion, we're talking about why intuitive choices can sometimes feel so scary in the moment, recognizing the difference between intuition vs fear or anxiety, and my own examples of times I trusted myself... and it didn't go how I thought it would. We're covering: Choices about career and relationships Why intuitive actions sometimes cost us something (but they're still the right choices)How to step out of perfectionism and allow your journey to be your own - not a game you have to master or get "right"The Oracle Within Summit (FREE)January 26–29, 2026A free 4-day summit on intuition + divinationLearn to connect with your intuition and cultivate self-trust so you can confidently make decisions that break the rules  📌 Link to join: https://lupinehollow.krtra.com/t/hElbSwQ1DmCpAll-Access Pass (Optional Upgrade)Includes bonus resources, classes, and a brand new 7-day audio practice to help you learn to trust your body as part of intuitive trust. Upgrade on the next screen after you grab your free ticket!

In this episode, I'm diving into what to expect astrologically as we move from 2025 into 2026 — a time of profound collective and personal transformation.You’ll learn:🌕 The major transits shaping 2026 — including Neptune and Saturn in Aries, Uranus in Gemini, Jupiter in Leo, the North Node in Aquarius, and Venus retrograde in Scorpio🌕 Why 2025 felt like one of the most chaotic years in recent memory (and how 2026 will help us integrate what’s shifted collectively and individually)🌕 What it means to build “energetic muscle memory” as planets move into new signs🌕 Four powerful spiritual tools for navigating change with grace:Intuition - trusting your choices even when the path isn’t clearPleasure - anchoring into your body and your desiresShadow Work - courageously traversing your personal underworld in times of grief, heartbreak, or changeRitual - creating grounding stability and spiritual connection even when the world is in upheavalI'm also revealing the details for our 2026 Empowered Modern Witches Summits - four free virtual gatherings exploring each of these sacred tools in depth:🌙 The Oracle Within (January 26–29): intuition + self-trust🔥 The Lover Within (April 27–30): pleasure + sensuality🌹 The Priestess Within (August 3–6): ritual + self-devotion🖤 The Witch Within (October 26–29): shadow work + reclaiming powerClick here to learn more about the four free summits - and to lock in access to our All-Access Pass bundle (limited availability!!)

What if the part of you you’re afraid to let out is actually your greatest power? In this episode, I share how the “good girl” in me was burned at the stake — and how the Dark Moon Priestess rose from her ashes.

Most of the ways you've been taught to do shadow work will actually keep you stuck in the same old loops for years on end. You journal, you reflect, you pull tarot cards, you analyze your astrology chart — but nothing in your real life actually changes.Even when you have a lot of self-awareness and understand where your shadows come from, if you're approaching this work only intellectually, and not moving your shadows out of your body or making changes in your real daily life... you're going to stay stuck. In this episode, you’ll discover why that happens — and what to do instead.You’ll learn:✨ The three phases of shadow work (and why you get trapped in phase two of understanding)✨ Why awareness and understanding aren’t enough to shift your subconscious patterns✨ How to reclaim your shadows instead of trying to fix or heal yourselfI’ll also share my own stories of reclaiming shadows like anger, anxiety, and “neediness” in my relationships — and how you can do the same in your own life.💫 If you’re ready to stop looping on the same shadows and finally take your power back, join me inside The Reclamation — my 8-week immersive program to reclaim your shadows, liberate your power, and live with unapologetic purpose + pleasure. Temple doors close October 3, 2025.🖤 Click here to join the program.Click here to listen to my previous episode about how to do shadow work.

In this episode, I’m sharing a big shift that’s downloaded for me recently: stepping into my Dark Moon Priestess era. This is a big internal shift, but one you're going to start to see show up in my work, my content, summits, offers, branding, and more, so I want to share more about what this means for me and how it's going to I'm sharing about:I'm sharing about:What the dark moon phase represents and why it’s personal for meHow I’ve worked to reclaim the role of “priestess” on my own termsHow pleasure, sexuality, intuition, and shadow work are showing up more prominently in my life and workWhat’s shifting in my business and what you can expect in this new season of the podcast and beyond Special InvitationJoin me for The Witch Within: A Free 5-Day Shadow Work Summit happening September 15–19, 2025. This FREE online gathering will help you reclaim your shadow self and heal from fear, grief, and shame with the support of a witchy community. Get your free ticket here → Click to RegisterResources + LinksRegister free for The Witch Within Summit → ⁠https://lupinehollow.krtra.com/t/DkF1IhyurLa4⁠Listen to this episode for more of my own pleasure and sexuality journey → ⁠Listen Now⁠Follow me on Instagram → ⁠@lupinehollow⁠

In this episode, we're tapping into a recording from the recent conference, Ritual, Creativity, and Art: Unlocking the Magic in Your Home. Tenae was interviewed by María Isabel Barreiro about how astrology can guide the creation of deeply personal, powerful daily rituals.I shared my journey of rebuilding my spiritual practice after losing my home in a wildfire and using astrology as a blueprint to create rituals, self-care, and to empower yourself.In the episode, we go over: How your Sun, Moon, and Rising signs can shape your ideal ritual styleThe power of the asteroid Vesta and the sixth house in your chartWhy rituals are essential for connection, consistency, and sacred self-devotionHow your home can become a living altar and sacred containerWhy so many people struggle with consistency—and how to overcome it with astrology-based ritualsConnect with María Isabel BarreiroWebsite: https://www.ritualcreativityandart.com/

In this episode, I'm joined by Afura Nefertiti who is a returning guest and a long-time friend and fellow witch. Afura and I are discussing her shift towards working more with feminine energy and how the masculine structures and systems she's worked with in the past still serve her... but are no longer her most important focus in her life or spiritual practice. She shares about how she is opening up to receive more rest, support, and creative expression and talks about how our patriarchal society overvalues productivity.Learn more about the topic of feminine versus masculine energy - which is present in all of us, regardless of gender - during Afura's presentation in The Goddess Within Summit, a free virtual event happening April 28-30, 2025. Click here to get your free ticket!Connect with AfuraWebsite: https://writingwitch.comInstagram: http://www.instagram.com/afuranefertitiPinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/thewritingwitchTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@afura_the_writing_witchYoutube: https://www.youtube.com/c/TheWritingWitch/?sub_confirmation+1

In this episode, I'm sharing my very personal stories of coming out as a witch, as polyamorous, and as bisexual - and how each new layer of authenticity that I've uncovered has led me closer and closer to the goddess within. We're talking about what goddess work is - and what it isn't. Did you know that you can practice goddess work... without every worshipping or even working with a goddess directly? You absolutely CAN and I'm sharing lots of ideas for rituals to help you connect with goddess energy, including my own personal goddess practices. But what goddess work is truly about is softening into beauty, opening your heart to receiving, releasing shame around pleasure and rest, and honoring your truest desires and authentic self. ---You'll learn all about these topics, how to work with specific goddesses, and reconnecting to pleasure without shame at the free Goddess Within Summit, happening April 28-30, 2025! Click here to get your free ticket.We are also exploring these ideas in-depth inside the Starlight Coven Inner Circle, where you can get personalized support on defying convention and living your most magickal life. Click here to learn more.

In this episode, I'm joined by Jill McArthur who is a professional tarot card reader with a focus on empowerment and self-reflection. Jill is a third-generation witch with roots in a magical lineage, beginning with her grandmother, who was an herbalist in Pakistan. Jill and I talked about her journey into working with tarot as an intuitive, but also reflective tool. She shared about some of her own practices with tarot as a wonderful support in "present-telling" - really being in the present moment and reflecting on your current circumstances, rather than anxiously living in the potential future. Jill also dispelled some common misconceptions about tarot. Connect with Jill Website: www.ottawatarot.comInstagram: www.instagram.com/jilligramm Want to learn more about tarot and other methods of connecting with your intuition? Join us February 26-28, 2025 for The Oracle Within: A free 3-day summit for connecting with your intuition & cultivating self-trust. Click here to get your free ticket now. The Witch of Lupine Hollow - Embodying Simplicity in Magick, Ritual & Self-Care The Inner Circle - The Witch of Lupine Hollow The Starlight Coven: Inner Circle the most intimate online community of finally have a consistent spiritual practice and live your most magickal life with the seasons, moon + astrology I WANT TO LIVE A MAGICKAL LIFE! Dear Modern Witch... It's time for you to fall madly in love with your own life. When you dedicate.