Singing For God Gives Me Panic Attacks

What does it look like to overcome debilitating anxiety and find peace in Jesus? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with singer/songwriter Lily Hooten to hear her story of struggling with anxiety and panic attacks from a young age, including experiencing her first panic attack at just seven years old.Lily shares how an encounter with Jesus during her junior year of high school changed the way she experienced anxiety and helped her find peace in the middle of fear. She also opens up about being bullied, discovering her identity in Christ, and learning to trust God through difficult seasons.Lily and Adam discuss practical ways to manage anxiety, the connection between spiritual warfare and fear, and why anxiety can sometimes intensify when God is calling us into something bigger. Lily also shares the story behind her song "Push and Pull" and how God pushed her outside her comfort zone to lead worship in front of 1,000 students.Above all, this episode is a reminder that anxiety and fear do not have to define your life. When you fix your eyes on Jesus instead of your circumstances, you can find peace and trust Him with what feels overwhelming.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What happens when you survive an accident that should have taken your life, only to discover that God was with you through it all?In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Charlene Morrissey to hear her incredible testimony of surviving a near-fatal motorcycle accident in Bali that left her with life-threatening injuries and nearly cost her her right arm.Charlene opens up about her near-death experience, describing the supernatural encounter she had while fighting for her life and the overwhelming sense of peace she experienced when she felt herself outside of her body. But surviving the accident was only the beginning of her journey. She shares about the toxic relationship she was in, the emotional trauma that followed, struggling with suicidal thoughts, and the difficult road to rebuilding her life.Growing up in Scotland, Charlene describes experiencing intense fear from a young age, struggling with spiritual darkness, and searching for answers through New Age practices, including ayahuasca, DMT, and other plant medicines. She explains how her experiences eventually led her to a life-changing encounter with Jesus, where she finally understood that He had been with her through every trial and near-death experience. After seeing God and recognizing what He had done for her, Charlene surrendered her life to Christ and began a completely different journey of faith.Adam and Charlene also discuss spiritual warfare, recognizing the enemy's attacks, the importance of listening to the Holy Spirit, and understanding the authority believers have through Jesus Christ. Charlene shares why Christians need to know God's Word, renew their minds, and stand firm in their identity in Christ rather than allowing fear to control their lives.Above all, this episode is a powerful reminder that fear does not have to define your life, death does not have the final word, and God never leaves us—even when we cannot recognize His presence. If you've struggled with fear, spiritual warfare, feeling trapped by your past, or searching for your purpose, Charlene's testimony is an encouragement to surrender everything to Jesus and discover the freedom that comes from knowing Him.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What happens when you feel so trapped by your circumstances that you can't see a way out—and then God uses an unexpected person to change your life forever?In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Nakia Ringger to hear her powerful testimony of childhood trauma, single motherhood, working in a strip club, and finding her way back to Jesus. Nakia opens up about how family tragedy, poverty, and a difficult home life caused her to question God's goodness and struggle with her own worth from a young age.After moving out at 18, working to support herself, and becoming a mother, Nakia found herself doing whatever it took to provide for her children. She shares the difficult realities of her life as a dancer, including the abuse she endured and the feeling that she had no way out. But everything began to change when she met Carson, the man who would become her husband—and the person she believes God used to rescue her from that life.Nakia also shares the story of her return to faith, her journey through baptism, and how she began rebuilding her relationship with God. She and Adam discuss the struggle to trust God's promises, finding your identity in Christ, and learning to believe that your worth isn't something you have to earn.Today, Nakia is continuing to grow in her faith and learning to walk in obedience even when fear tries to hold her back. Her story is a powerful reminder that God can meet us in our darkest moments, redeem our past, and lead us into the life He created us to live.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What happens when the person who is supposed to protect you becomes the one who tries to take your life? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Spencer Connelly, an Australian burn survivor, to hear his incredible story of surviving an attempt on his life by his biological father when he was just five years old. What began as a supposed family picnic turned into a terrifying car fire that left Spencer and his older brother with severe burns and changed their lives forever.Spencer shares how a broken car door helped save his life, his long recovery in the hospital, and what it was like growing up with visible scars and the trauma of his childhood. He also opens up about how his relationship with his brother strengthened through their shared experiences and how his stepfather helped restore his trust in other people.Adam and Spencer also have an honest conversation about forgiveness, healing from trauma, and moving forward after unimaginable pain. Spencer shares his perspective on accepting what happened, letting go of anger, and refusing to let his past define his future.Today, Spencer uses his story to encourage others and remind them that even the most painful experiences don't have to determine who they become. His testimony is a powerful reminder to keep choosing hope, pursue healing, and trust God with your future.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What does it look like to break free from spiritual bondage, overcome fear, and find true freedom in Jesus? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Jenny Joy to hear her powerful testimony of being introduced to witchcraft as a child, experiencing spiritual oppression, and eventually encountering the freedom found in Jesus Christ. Jenny opens up about the traumatic experiences that shaped her early life, including childhood sexual abuse, and how these experiences became part of a much deeper spiritual battle.Jenny shares how she was introduced to practices like the Ouija board at a young age and began experiencing terrifying encounters that she didn't understand. She also discusses the connection between trauma, fear, and spiritual oppression, explaining how difficult it can be to recognize unhealthy spiritual influences and find the courage to walk away from them.The conversation takes an honest look at the fear of leaving unhealthy relationships and environments, the struggle to forgive those who have caused pain, and the challenge of choosing obedience to God when other people might not understand. Jenny explains how her journey toward Jesus involved difficult decisions, healing, and learning to trust God's direction even when the next step wasn't easy.Jenny also shares about her experiences with deliverance ministry, including going through 30 exorcisms, and what she believes God has taught her through those experiences. Adam and Jenny discuss the importance of discernment, the dangers of toxic prophecy, and why Christians need to keep their focus on Jesus rather than living in constant fear of spiritual darkness.Above all, this episode is a reminder that your past does not have to define your future. No matter what you've experienced, you can seek Jesus, find freedom in Him, and trust Him to lead you out of situations that are keeping you bound by fear. If you've struggled with trauma, spiritual confusion, unhealthy relationships, or the fear of taking a step of faith, Jenny's testimony is an invitation to keep seeking God and trust Him with your story.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What does it look like to overcome fear, find your identity, and discover God's purpose through the hardest parts of your story? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Kelsey King Vandermyde to hear her incredible story of growing up completely off-grid in the mountains of Montana, entering civilization for the first time in high school, and facing fear, bullying, and difficult circumstances.Kelsey shares how her childhood experiences—including a powerful moment of prayer involving her pet deer and a terrifying encounter with a mountain lion—shaped her faith. She also opens up about struggling with her identity, reaching a dark place in her life, and eventually finding her way back to God.Kelsey and Adam talk about finding your worth in God instead of the world, allowing God to turn weaknesses into strengths, and choosing faith instead of letting fear control you. Kelsey also shares about joining The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, serving an LDS mission, and how her faith in Jesus Christ has shaped her life.The conversation also takes an honest look at LDS beliefs and how they differ from mainstream Christianity, including the role of the Bible and the Book of Mormon. Adam and Kelsey discuss why these differences can sometimes create division between believers and the importance of keeping the conversation centered on Jesus.Above all, this episode is a reminder that your past and circumstances do not define you. God can use even the hardest parts of your story for His purposes and bring light into the darkest places. If you're struggling with fear, your identity, or feeling trapped by your past, Kelsey's story is an encouragement to keep moving forward and seek God.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What does it look like to overcome fear by fully trusting God? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Christian hip-hop group Indie Tribe for an honest conversation about the fears, anxieties, and doubts that Christians can wrestle with. The members of Indie Tribe open up about personal fears surrounding marriage, family, fatherhood, and following God's plan, while discussing how fear can affect the way we trust God and live out our faith.Adam and Indie Tribe unpack the difference between healthy fear, sinful fear, caution, and anxiety, and discuss how fear can grow when we allow our minds to focus on everything that could go wrong. They talk about respecting real dangers without allowing fear to control us, and how prayer and bringing others into our struggles can help us turn to God instead of trying to handle everything on our own.The conversation also explores what it means to walk with the Holy Spirit and trust God when stepping outside of your comfort zone. Adam and Indie Tribe share experiences of following the Holy Spirit's leading, overcoming fear in order to talk with people about Jesus, and recognizing that God can use ordinary moments to open doors for the gospel.They also have a powerful conversation about the fear of not making it to heaven. They discuss doubts surrounding salvation, the temptation to place confidence in our own theological understanding, and what it means to be completely locked into Christ. They wrestle honestly with questions about faith, salvation, and assurance while pointing back to the importance of trusting completely in Jesus.Above all, this episode is a reminder that fear does not have to control us. When we trust God, surrender ourselves to Him, and allow the Holy Spirit to lead us, we can walk forward even when we don't know what will happen. If you're struggling with fear, anxiety, doubt, or questions about your salvation, this conversation with Indie Tribe is an encouragement to stop looking to yourself for security and put your full trust in Christ.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What does it look like to find freedom after experiencing unimaginable pain? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Emmanuel Crawford, who was sold into childhood slavery in Ghana at just 2–3 years old, rescued a few years later, and eventually adopted by a family in Oklahoma. Emmanuel shares his powerful testimony of surviving slavery, learning to trust again, finding a family, and discovering how God was working through his story even when he couldn't see it.Emmanuel opens up about his earliest memories of slavery on Lake Volta, being separated from his family, and the challenges of learning to feel safe after being adopted. He shares how sports and a supportive community helped him grow, how football became an unexpected platform for sharing his testimony, and how the Holy Spirit transformed the way he approached the game and the people around him.Adam and Emmanuel also have a powerful conversation about spiritual warfare, prayer, forgiveness, and what it means to surrender every part of your life to God. Emmanuel shares how he learned to forgive his birth parents and walk away from bitterness, realizing that unforgiveness can become a prison of its own. They discuss how God can use the painful parts of our stories, the importance of Christian community, and why believers are called to stand together as one body of Christ.Above all, this episode is a reminder that your past does not have to define your future. Emmanuel's story points to the power of God's redemption and the truth that He can take even the most painful experiences and use them for His glory. If you're struggling with unforgiveness, searching for purpose, or wondering whether God can use your story, this conversation is a powerful reminder to surrender your life to Him and trust what He can do.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What does it look like to leave a spiritual inheritance for the next generation? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Cole LaBrant for a powerful conversation about generational blessings, breaking generational curses, fatherhood, spiritual leadership, and what it means to live completely surrendered to Jesus.Cole shares about the importance of modeling a sold-out life for Jesus and why the giants we refuse to confront can become the giants the next generation has to fight. Adam and Cole discuss the responsibility parents have to speak life over their children, build a foundation of faith, and create a legacy that points their families toward Christ.They also talk about repentance, spiritual warfare, guarding your heart, dying to the flesh daily, and the danger of pursuing gold, glory, and girls instead of Jesus. Cole opens up about learning through failure and the importance of surrounding yourself with other believers who can challenge and encourage you in your walk with Christ.Above all, this episode is a reminder that following Jesus should impact every part of our lives. From our families and finances to our relationships and daily decisions, we're called to love God with all our heart, soul, and strength and to pass that faith on to the next generation.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com

What does it look like to live boldly for Jesus? In this week's episode of SeeKing Podcast, Adam sits down with Dylan Mandell for a powerful conversation about faith, prayer, spiritual warfare, and what it means to live completely surrendered to Jesus.Dylan shares how his battle with cancer and a terminal diagnosis changed the way he viewed his life and calling. He opens up about his assignment to “suffer well for the gospel,” the power of praying with boldness and expectation, and how God has used his nighttime runs as opportunities to pray for others and fight in the spiritual realm.Adam and Dylan also discuss the authority believers have through the Holy Spirit, the importance of private time with Jesus, forgiveness, and why salvation is just the beginning of our walk with Christ.Above all, this episode is a reminder that Jesus is worth your entire life. Repent, believe in Jesus, and don't settle for giving God half of yourself.Connect with SeeKing Podcast:Subscribe to our channel for more episodes! Follow us on Instagram: https//www.instagram.com/seethekingpodcast Follow us on TikTok: https//www.tiktok.com/@seethekingpodcast Visit our YouTube Channel: https//www.youtube.com/@seekingpodcast Visit our website: SeetheKing.com