part 1 Insecurities

.I want to start by clearing up a misconception: proving love isn't difficult or challenging. It's as simple as using the toilet. We do what feels good, and that's evidence that love is just the pull toward feeling good. We stay where it feels good, we build technology and AI to feel better, and we exist because breathing feels good. Love is good, God is good, and God is love, so feeling good is why we exist.That's why religion has to be personal. It's your own relationship with what you exist within, and it isn't about following a pastor or anyone else. God is interested in what's inside you and what feels true and good to you. Nobody else's feeling good can replace yours, and only you know what you need to feel good. Being your authentic self must feel good.Feeling good from within is unshakable. Wealth and outside circumstances can't give you that, and a volcano, a tsunami or a solar flare can take them away. When it's solid from within, you don't need validation, and it can overflow outward. That's what unconditional love really is. It doesn't mean having no boundaries or taking rubbish from people.I keep asking why we should feel good at all, and why we shouldn't just be miserable. We already prefer to feel good whether we're conscious of it or not. Holding in the need to use the toilet for 15 years would be the same as putting conditions on our feeling good.In the end, we each give our testimony of how we proved love in our own way. That isn't judgment day, and hell is only the absence of feeling good. Love always increases and negativity reduces. Our soul is love, and when it feels good it blesses us.If you put someone else's feeling good above yours, or become someone else to keep them around, the universe will break that relationship. Your soul gets disgusted, because nothing is above itself. Love sees everyone as equal and respects the divinity in the other person. If our feeling good doesn't line up, we don't need to stay in the same space, and that isn't negative.Being unaware of this doesn't change the truth, just as oxygen was oxygen before we knew about it. You spend more time with yourself than with anyone else, and your soul is always recording your experience. Only you can narrate your story. Your path won't always make sense to other people, and that's fine.So tailor your feeling good to you and prove love in your own unique way. Thank you for listening. Stay blessed.

Love is infinite, and it grows wherever we choose to put our attention. Every day we're either increasing negativity or increasing positivity, and we can choose which one. That's why I use moments like this 11:11 portal to amplify positivity, and why I invite you to do the same.Expressing love increases love, just as expressing negativity increases negativity. Our words, inward and outward, map out our unique universe. Our inner conversations affect the one hosting them first, so what I say outwardly reflects what I carry within. That inner awareness was once a heavy burden for me. I felt different from everyone else. It only changed when I surrendered and started living what I knew, and not just knowing it. If I can be evidence of positivity and goodness, we all can.We are all love beings, so we can only increase in positivity. We can't increase in fear, envy, jealousy or guilt, because growth means letting go of whatever is holding us down.I'm not here to convince you or to place myself above anyone. Nothing is above love, and love is equal. Growing in love by my own free will doesn't make me more than someone who hasn't grown yet. They have the same ability to grow in their own way. I'm only reminding you of who you are. Question everything I say. Listen with an open heart and ask: does it carry love, and does it say oneness?We all exist within something we didn't create, like the ground we stand on and the breath that flows through us. We can't be excluded from it, and we can't even pay for oxygen. So feel good, because you exist.I hope you start encountering more positive experiences from right now. Love seeks positivity for everyone. I wish you the very best of love. Thank you. You are amazing, simply for existing."**

🎙️ Compressing Three Years Without a PhoneDescription:What happens when you spend three years away from the online world and discover a world within yourself that you never want to lose?Coming back isn't as simple as reconnecting. It's about understanding what isolation reveals, what solitude teaches, and what happens when you become so comfortable in your own company that you no longer want to compromise the relationship you've built with yourself.I discovered that positivity doesn't have to depend on your surroundings. You can experience it wherever you are, without needing the world around you to recognize or validate what you're experiencing within.Because perhaps there is something beautiful about realizing that no matter where you find yourself, you are never beyond the presence of God.This is my attempt to compress three years of an experience that words may never fully explain into one conversation.Welcome to my return.

Topic: Mazien Archie asks what defines us. He opens by introducing himself and the theme of values.Main points:Defined by what gives us life. He says the only thing that truly defines him is his relationship with what gives him life. Without being alive, he says, there would be no name, no admirers and no critics.Why people react to him. He says people who can be triggered by what he says have tied their worth to external things. He doesn't believe anyone's value is limited to those things though, but God as the source. His core is that: God used itself to give birth to everything that exists. He says our sense of importance comes from that, and that God's nature is to be associated only with itself. When people react negatively, he understands where it comes from, and doesn't Judge anyone.Life can't be bought. Breathing and life can't be purchased. If money could buy life, the wealthy would live the longest, but even Queen Elizabeth died. Even attempts to clone fail.How we treat life. He says we treat life as worthless, when it is priceless. We kill, mistreat and act inhumanely toward each other, even though we can't create a soul that sustains its own life.Personal reflection. He says this awareness of God is deeply engraved in him. He admits he sometimes questions whether he is a good person without it:It shapes how he treats everyone, as an encounter with God breathing through them and through him.Closing idea: Breath can't be bought in a market, so external wealth can't be the measure of a person's value.

The Aftermath of my Isolation 3yrs, with no phone, no social media and no contact, has been challenging, and words can't fully explain it. I spent that time finding out who I am without outside connection. Now I can smile without needing anyone to validate my experience before I value it myself. Everyone around me had a device while I was cut off, and I don't beg for reconnection. People who want me can look for me. For now I'm a student of connection, asking what it's worth. I'm more aware that energy flows where attention goes, and whatever we feed our attention gets our power to expand.In those years I turned inward after pouring so much into everyone else. I rediscovered the one thing that makes me alive, which is God within me. I've come to see consciousness as the only reality, and awareness has different states that shape how we see the world and relate to it. Many people can't understand what I've lived through, and that's okay. The possibility lives within them too. I've grown to love expanding consciousness, and I'm fed up with the ordinary.I've also learned to value how I express love, even when nothing comes back. Expressing love increases the one who expresses it, not the one who receives it, and how it's received depends on each person's perspective. Life is always either increasing or decreasing, with no in-between. Energy and emotion now move faster than ever, so people can spiral into negativity or positivity in a blink. What we pay attention to is what grows. My awareness grew so deep that I had to write and create to express it. Every challenge has become a chance to grow my adaptability, resilience and persistence.Coming back online was a shock. The platform where I first started recording no longer exists, and Facebook took down my account while I was away. That taught me non-attachment. Finally, I prefer the word love over God, because love can't be angry. Love is light, and light is the radiation of love that only increases when we are genuinely feeling good 😊

"The first stage of my hermit mood ✨ was self-inflicted, and it came from lacking emotional intelligence as a child and into my teens. Then life isolated me a second time. Now I only seek free-will, genuine connection. A look at why emotional intelligence matters for people with trans experience."

Have you ever been away from the world for so long that coming back feels like learning how to live in it all over again?For me, isolation has been a different kind of experience. I call it my hermit mode — a period of experiencing life differently, navigating my world with limited resources, and spending years with a phone as my primary connection to the digital world.Now, I'm finding my way back online, trying to reconnect with things I once created, ideas I once shared, and parts of myself I haven't had the opportunity to express in a long time.But returning isn't as simple as logging in and picking up where I left off.The platforms have changed. The familiar names are disappearing. Some of the things I remember no longer exist in the same way. I recently returned to recover my old podcast, Open Mic, only to discover that Anchor, the platform I used to create my show, no longer exists as it once did. Suddenly, finding my way back to something that was already mine became another journey of searching, learning, and trying not to give up.And honestly, there are moments when I feel like I can't go on.Not necessarily because I've stopped caring, but because sometimes the distance between where you are and where you're trying to get to feels exhausting.Imagine trying to reconnect with the world while you're still figuring out how the world works now. Imagine having the desire to create, to speak, to share your experiences, but finding yourself caught between what you remember, what has changed, and what you still have the capacity to do.That's part of what coming back means to me.I'm not returning with all the answers. I'm returning with questions, memories, unfinished projects, and the willingness to try again.Perhaps this is what Open Mic can become for me now: more than a podcast, but a space to document the experience of finding my voice again.This is me coming back from hermit mode — one connection, one discovery, one small step at a time.

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