Awake but not really

37 stab wounds and a slit to the throat, but who did it? How many fingers can be pointed?

Learn about my husband and son and what I still continue to deal with.

Learn about my “new normal” as I start my life in Lander and what’s to come.

Listen to my first interview with a detective, how I find out my mom was murdered and the impact of scars on our lives.

The time of year, that’s hard no matter how many years pass. The memories I have and the last night with my mom.

People always ask me how I’m doing? Come listen as I dive into different areas of my life.

When I woke up on the morning of February 8th, 2006, I assumed it was going to be just another ordinary day. What I didn’t know was that my biggest nightmare would unfold before my very eyes. I was 12 when my mom was brutally murdered. My mom had a stalker....she was being followed, recorded, and her death was methodically being plotted. This stalker was her own husband, my dad. The words still echo in my ears....”Haylee, we believe your mom is dead. We believe your dad murdered her.” What I would later find out was mind blowing and earth shattering. Not only did I lose my loving mother, my own father was going to blame ME for the murder. I was 12. I was thrown into a web of his lies and I was betrayed. Over the course of 14 years I have risen and evolved, I speak on behalf of my mom....and I am still being blamed by liar, liar.