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This week I speak with Joseph Skipps, who currently serves as a counselor in the district presidency of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I wanted to chat with him about his unique frontline perspective on the profound growth of the Church in Southeast Asia, and his direct involvement in some of the most miraculous, foundational moments in Malaysian church history. Joseph shares his extraordinary firsthand accounts of the events leading up to the official registration of the Church in 1994 and the historic dedicatory prayer offered by Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin in 1996We explore the deep spiritual resonance of living as a disciple of Christ in a diverse Islamic state, the logistical miracles of ministering across the vast Malaysian peninsula, and the inspiring historical events that have paved the way for generations of faithful Saints.Some highlights from this episode include:Discipleship in a Multicultural Melting Pot: Joseph discusses the beautiful, diverse religious landscape of Malaysia and how living among Muslims, Hindus, Buddhists, and various Christian denominations fosters a profound respect for all of God's children.Ministering Across the Peninsula: A look at how the district presidency uses a combination of "food, fun, and faith" alongside modern video conferencing to unite 2,200 members spread across 150,000 square kilometers.Dinner with the King & Church Registration: The incredible, miraculous story from 1994 when a chance hotel stay by an American couple led Joseph to serve dinner to the future Agong (Supreme King) of Malaysia, directly resulting in the official registration of the Church.The 1996 Dedicatory Prayer: Joseph recalls hosting Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin in his hotel's 9th-floor Japanese restaurant for the historic dedication of Malaysia for the preaching of the gospel and the tender, revelatory adjustments made to the prayer regarding the nation's rotating monarch system.Celebrating 30 Years of Growth: Reflecting on the recent 30th-anniversary commemoration of the dedication, held in the exact same room, looking out over a transformed Kuala Lumpur skyline and marveling at the flourishing membership in East and West Malaysia.About Joseph Skipps Joseph Skipps is a seasoned hospitality professional and a faithful pioneer of the Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in Malaysia. Over his extensive career running premier hotels in Kuala Lumpur, Joseph played a uniquely instrumental role in facilitating key historical milestones for the Church, including its official government registration and its 1996 dedication. Today, he continues to serve the members of Malaysia as a counselor in the Kuala Lumpur District Presidency.Follow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

In this exclusive episode, I speak with Ryan Raddon AKA Kaskade about the unique insights he has gained while navigating the heights of the global electronic music industry and remaining a devoted, practicing Latter-day Saint. I wanted to chat with him about how he balances performing for crowds of over 100,000 people with teaching early-morning seminary to teenagers in his local ward, and how he manages to stand strong in his faith in an industry renowned for its excesses.We explore the deep spiritual resonance that can be found in music, the reality of living your faith authentically without compromise, and the inspiring journey of holding onto your core values when the world expects you to fit a different mold.Some highlights from this episode include:Navigating the EDM Scene as a Latter-day Saint: Ryan shares his early experiences breaking into the music industry, his conscious decision to avoid the excessive drug and alcohol culture of the club scene, and how he forged an authentic, faith-centered path from the very beginning.Teaching Early-Morning Seminary: A fascinating look into Ryan’s life off the stage, currently in his eighth year of teaching early-morning seminary in Los Angeles. He shares the challenges and rewards of teaching the Old Testament and how he connects with the youth by keeping the gospel simple and Christ-centered.The Spiritual Power of Music: A deep dive into the profound emotional and spiritual impact of music. We address the question of whether music manufactures spiritual feelings, and explore the powerful, unifying energy of sharing music with a massive crowd.Faith Under Pressure: The reality of balancing a gruelling global touring schedule with family life, and how Ryan stays anchored to his testimony of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ despite the unique pressures of fame.Which Apostle Would Make the Best DJ?: A fun, lighthearted discussion where Ryan gives his take on whether Elder Bednar or President Oaks would command the decks best, and shares a personal connection to the then Elder Oaks who served alongside his father while living in Chicago.About Ryan Raddon (Kaskade) Ryan Raddon, better known to millions by his stage name Kaskade, is a multi-Grammy-nominated electronic dance music (EDM) DJ, record producer, and remixer. As one of the most successful and pioneering figures in the global dance music scene, he has headlined massive international festivals like Coachella, Tomorrowland, and EDC, and held historic residencies in Las Vegas. Beyond the main stage, Ryan is a dedicated father of three and a faithful member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, who balances his rigorous global touring schedule with teaching early-morning seminary in Los Angeles.You can find Ryan's work and connect with him at the following links: Website: kaskademusic.com Instagram, X, & TikTok: @kaskade YouTube: youtube.com/kaskade Spotify & Apple Music: KaskadeFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

In this episode, I speak with Talia Dean about her unexpected transition from mainstream pop success to the Christian music industry. I wanted to chat with her about the insights she has gained while navigating the UK Christian and Gospel charts, and what it was like to record a Christmas-style worship anthem with a rock legend in the middle of a July heatwave. Talia turned a period of deep personal emptiness into a thriving spiritual awakening that brought her back to her religious roots.We explore the deep spiritual resonance behind her latest music, the vital role that unity and open-mindedness play across different Christian denominations, and the inspiring account of how hitting rock bottom in the entertainment industry led her to a profound encounter with Christ.Some highlights from this episode include:Collaborating with a Rock Legend: Talia shares the incredible story behind recording "Praise Your Name" with Sir Brian May of Queen, and the surprising realization that the UK lacked a centralized Christian music chart until the recent rise of Step FWD.From The X Factor to Finding Faith: A deep dive into Talia’s experience in the secular entertainment industry, how the pursuit of fame left her feeling unfulfilled, and the unmistakable calling that led her back to the Catholic Church.Navigating Denominational Divides: Talia’s candid reflections on attending the Alpha Course, exploring various congregations, and her desire for a unified Christian front that focuses on a shared love for Jesus rather than theological borders.The Angels Are Calling: The touching backstory behind the song written by Sir Brian May for a dear friend who passed away, and the undeniable spiritual message woven into its lyrics.Unearthing Noah's Ark: A fun tangent exploring the recent geological investigations in the mountains of Ararat, and how tangible evidence of biblical history can strengthen modern faith.About Talia Talia Dean is an acclaimed singer, songwriter, and former X Factor finalist who has made a profound pivot from the mainstream entertainment industry to faith-driven music. Known for her powerhouse vocals, Talia recently collaborated with Queen's Sir Brian May on the Christian chart-topping single "Praise Your Name." After experiencing the highs and lows of mainstream fame, she sought deeper meaning, leading to a dramatic reconversion to the Catholic faith. Talia now uses her platform to share her spiritual journey, advocate for unity among Christian denominations, and release inspiring new music, including her latest single, "The Angels Are Calling."Find Talia's Music, Concert Info & Connect Online:Official Website: https://taliaofficial.com/Live Christmas Concert News: https://www.thecatholicdirectory.co.uk/places/pop-star-talia-dean-to-perform-christmas-worship-concert-at-the-londons-farm-street-jesuit-church/Instagram & TikTok: @taliadeanWatch "Praise Your Name" (feat. Sir Brian May) on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=begAuQwECyIListen to "The Angels Are Calling": Find the release and more music on her Official YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@TaliaDeanOfficialFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

In this weeks episode, I speak with returning guest Andrew Jones, who is the Vice President of the Noah's Ark Project and the founder of Noah's Ark Scans. I wanted to catch up with him after more than two years to discuss the remarkable new developments at the Durupinar site in eastern Turkey, where his team recently secured official university permits to conduct deep-penetration radar scans, randomized soil testing, and core drilling for the very first time. Andrew takes us behind the scenes of a whirlwind field season that has dominated global news feeds and social media.We explore why the account of Noah's Ark continues to captivate modern society, what the scientific data actually shows beneath the surface of the 300-cubit boat-shaped formation, and the intense local and academic opposition the team has had to overcome to keep the investigation moving forward.Some highlights from this episode include:Bear Grylls on the Mountains of Ararat: Behind-the-scenes stories from Bear Grylls's recent visit to the Durupinar formation to film an upcoming 90-minute documentary, complete with taking soil samples, paragliding into the adjacent valley, and rappelling into an ancient Urartu castle, alongside a look at his bestselling book, The Greatest Story Ever Told.The Breakthrough Soil Analysis: How a chance observation of yellowing grass inside the boat formation led an Australian soil scientist and a veteran Turkish geologist to conduct an 88-sample randomized soil study, revealing three times more organic matter and 38% more potassium inside the structure compared to the surrounding mountainside.Subsurface Corridors, Right Angles, and Core Drilling: A detailed breakdown of what the 2019 through 2026 GPR scans and 20-meter core drills have uncovered, including angular subsurface anomalies, three distinct structural layers, a central 20-foot vertical cavity, and deep layers of rich, pebble-free organic soil.Dissecting the "100% Confirmed" UK Media Headlines: Andrew addresses the viral newspaper headlines claiming Noah's Ark has been 100% confirmed, separating sensationalized media clickbait from the step-by-step forensic case his scientific team is actually building.Miraculous Permits and Fierce Opposition: The story of how prayer in Ankara led to securing a historic excavation and survey permit in just one month, and how the team navigated coordinated attempts by critics to shut down the fieldwork before the local governor intervened in their favor.About Andrew Andrew Jones is an American researcher, software developer, tour leader, and the founder of Noah's Ark Scans, as well as the Vice President of the Noah's Ark Research Project. Having spent nearly three decades investigating the Durupinar boat formation in the mountains of Ararat in eastern Turkey, he leads international scientific teams utilizing cutting-edge Ground Penetrating Radar (GPR), Electrical Resistivity Tomography (ERT), LiDAR, and deep sonic core drilling to map the subsurface structure of the site. His work and findings have been featured across global media outlets including Fox News, GB News, Newsmax, OAN, and the Christian Broadcasting Network (CBN).You can find Andrew's work and connect with Noah's Ark Scans at the following links:Official Website & Tours: https://www.noahsarkscans.com/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NoahsArkScansFacebook, Instagram & X: @NoahsArkScansSupport the Core Drilling Fundraiser: https://www.givesendgo.com/ (via noahsarkscans.com)Book Referenced in This Episode:Bear Grylls - The Greatest Story Ever Told: An Eyewitness Account:Official Book Site: https://greateststoryevertoldbook.com/Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/217394469-the-greatest-story-ever-toldAudible: https://www.audible.com/pd/The-Greatest-Story-Ever-Told-Audiobook/B0FCG6VC4HFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

In this week's roundtable special, I sit down on location in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, for a discussion with three local members: Brother Felix, Sister Anesha, and Sister Chen-Ying. Returning to the country where I served my full-time mission, we pair the living history of the Church in West Malaysia with personal reflections on the messages delivered during the recent October General Conference of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.From early pioneers who joined in the 1980s to the rising generation of leaders today, we explore how the counsel of prophets, apostles, and general officers speaks directly to the realities of discipleship in Malaysia. Together, we unpack key conference addresses, exploring what it looks like to anchor oneself in Jesus Christ during life's storms, establish a personal temple culture, avoid modern societal traps, and embrace our foundational identity as children of God.Some highlights from this episode include:Pioneers of the Church in Malaysia: Brother Felix recounts joining the Church in 1982 following a two-hour conversation with missionaries at the Sungei Wang shopping complex, serving a mission just months later, and watching the Church grow from a small branch of 60 to 70 people into an expansive community across West and East Malaysia.A Special Fast for a Future Stake: Local insights into the spiritual growth of the Kuala Lumpur Malaysia District as members prepare through a dedicated fast for the organization of a stake, the blessing of a resident patriarch, and the future dream of a temple in Malaysia.Sister Tamara W. Runia on "The Sculpting of Our Souls": Sister Chen-Ying and the panel examine Sister Runia’s impactful message, diving into the truth that the gospel is not an umbrella designed to shield us from the rain, but an anchor in Jesus Christ that helps us endure trials, experience spiritual healing, and allow the Savior to patiently sculpt our souls.Elder Gerrit W. Gong on "Come to the Lord in His Holy House": Brother Felix shares how Elder Gong’s address on developing a personal temple culture resonates with Malaysian Saints, from the peace found in the celestial room to the sacrifices made traveling to temples in Bangkok, Manila, and soon Singapore. The group also enjoys Elder Gong’s signature humor about why temple workers cross the road to bless souls on the other side of the veil.President Rosemary K. Chibota on being "A Child of God": Sister Anesha reflects on the practical ministering taught in President Chibota's address, emphasizing that helping others feel seen often starts with something as simple as remembering a name, and remembering that divine identity is inherited rather than achieved.President D. Todd Christofferson on "O Be Wise": The roundtable reacts to President Christofferson’s direct counsel warning against the pervasive dangers and addictions of gambling and online betting, examining how digital accessibility impacts youth today and why time and means should be consecrated to doing good.President Dallin H. Oaks on "The Gospel of Jesus Christ Is for All": The panel ponders President Oaks’s address, reflecting on his reminder that every disciple is a work in progress on the covenant path. They discuss overcoming spiritual perfectionism, the importance of generous fast offerings, and balancing secular pursuits so they never limit our spiritual horizon.About the Guests: Brother Felix is an early pioneer of the Church in Malaysia who joined in 1982 and served a full-time mission from 1983 to 1985. Sister Chen-Ying is a clinical psychologist who joined the Church while studying in Massachusetts and has served as a district Young Women leader. Sister Anesha is a lifelong member from Puchong who served in the Singapore Mission. All three reside in West Malaysia and actively serve within the Kuala Lumpur Malaysia District.General Conference Resources:To read, watch, or listen to all the addresses discussed in this episode, visit the October General Conference at:https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2026/10?lang=engFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

For the General Conference weekend of The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter-day Saints, I wanted to revisit one of my favourite moments when David Snell, host of the Keystone podcast and longtime creator on Saints Unscripted joined me on the show. We have a nostalgic "draft pick" of our top five all-time General Conference moments and top five General Conference talks. From unscripted pulpit humor to soul-stirring apostolic testimonies, we break down the addresses and historic occurrences that have deeply shaped our discipleship, missions, and personal faith.We explore the profound spiritual gravity of General Conference, the humanity and warmth of prophets and apostles when they step away from the teleprompter, and the enduring power of classic sermons that continue to anchor Latter-day Saints across generations.Some highlights from this episode include:Unscripted Pulpit Moments: Reliving classic, humanizing conference memories, including President Henry B. Eyring’s impromptu story about his tough neighborhood, President Gordon B. Hinckley cracking up over the West Indies bricklayer letter, and President Thomas S. Monson famously wiggling his ears.The Historic Announcements: Looking back on the monumental shifts in church culture and ministry, from President Monson’s 2012 announcement lowering missionary eligibility ages to President Russell M. Nelson’s 2018 transition to the two-hour Sunday meeting block.Tender Demonstrations of Christlike Love: Ben reflects on the unforgettable moment in October 2007 when then-Elder Russell M. Nelson stepped forward to steady and support a frail, trembling Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin at the pulpit, alongside personal reflections on sustaining solemn assemblies.The Currant Bush and Divine Refinement: David highlights Elder D. Todd Christofferson’s masterclass on divine correction and Hugh B. Brown’s currant bush allegory, discussing how trials and spiritual pruning prepare us for greater growth.Safety for the Soul: Both Ben and David align on Elder Jeffrey R. Holland’s powerhouse October 2009 defense of the Book of Mormon, reflecting on why the text remains an inescapable spiritual hurdle that anchors testimonies in times of doubt.The Purifying Power of Gethsemane: Ben shares why Elder Bruce R. McConkie’s final apostolic testimony in April 1985 stands as the pinnacle of General Conference addresses, delivered just days before his passing.Book Referenced in This Episode:A Marvelous Work and a Wonder by Elder LeGrand Richards: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1279168.A_Marvelous_Work_and_a_WonderConnect with David Snell & Keystone:YouTube: @keystoneldsWebsite: https://keystonelds.comInstagram: @keystoneldsWatch David on Saints Unscripted: YouTube @SaintsUnscriptedFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

Acclaimed musicologist, composer, and author Dr. Michael Hicks served on the BYU faculty for 35 years, retiring as Professor Emeritus of Music. In our conversation, we delve into the rich and often surprising history of Latter-day Saint hymnody, looking at everything from the earliest frontier gatherings to the forthcoming global hymnbook.Michael shares how early Saints truly experienced music in their worship, shedding light on the untold stories behind iconic hymns, the shifts across different church hymnals, and the musical tastes of church leaders. We also dive into the oral practice of “lining out” hymns, the stark divide between Emma Smith’s personal, grace-centered hymn selections and the Apostles’ second-coming anthems, and the peculiar tale of how President Spencer W. Kimball’s personal record collection made its way across the Atlantic.Some highlights from this episode include:The Lost Art of “Lining Out”: How early Latter-day Saints sang without hymnals or printed musical notation, relying on an oral, line-by-line call-and-response tradition that mirrors modern campfires and concerts.Emma Smith vs. The British Apostles: The dramatic divergence in early LDS hymnody—how Emma Smith favored deeply personal hymns centered on grace, individual redemption, and grief (including "Amazing Grace"), while the Apostles in Manchester compiled bold, millenarian songs of triumph and Zion.Joseph Smith's Real Musical Favorites: Debunking the popular myth that "A Poor Wayfaring Man of Grief" was Joseph Smith’s personal favorite song, and revealing why four out of his five most requested tunes were melancholy soldier ballads about the grief and regret of war.Gospel Hymnody & "Pub Songs": How 19th-century revivalist music, jaunty 3:1 rhythms, and slow harmonic changes reshaped Latter-day Saint worship—and why British and Welsh members initially dismissed these upbeat tunes as mere "pub songs."The "Alleged" New Hymnbook: Michael's insider perspective on the monumental process of revising the Church's hymnbook, the tension between British Anglican choral aspirations and eclectic multilingual expansion, and what really happens behind closed doors when committee selections are presented to the Quorum of the Twelve.President Kimball’s Secret Record Collection: The funny and heartwarming story of how Michael acquired Spencer W. Kimball's personal vinyl and 78 RPM record collection—complete with the prophet's red-inked initials over his son's name—and ended up handwriting a certificate of authenticity on a fast-food receipt for two shocked British shoppers at Deseret Industries.Resources Mentioned:• Website: Visit Michael Hicks’ official site for his full catalogue of music, articles, and scholarly work:https://michaelhicks.org• Book (Print/eBook): "Spencer Kimball's Record Collection: Essays on Mormon Music" by Michael Hicks (Signature Books):https://www.signaturebooks.com/books/p/spencer-kimballs-record-collection• Audiobook: "Spencer Kimball's Record Collection" (Audible Edition, narrated by Michael Hicks):https://www.audible.com/pd/Spencer-Kimballs-Record-Collection-Audiobook/B08N6WX14P• Scholarly Article: "What Hymns Early Mormons Sang and How They Sang Them" by Michael Hicks (BYU Studies):https://byustudies.byu.edu/article/what-hymns-early-mormons-sang-and-how-they-sang-themFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

In this episode, I sit down with JD Payne, the co-creator, writer, executive producer, and showrunner behind Amazon Prime Video’s The Lord of the Rings: The Rings of Power. Alongside his longtime writing partner Patrick McKay, JD is tasked with one of the largest creative undertakings in television history: translating J.R.R. Tolkien’s Second Age of Middle-earth into a sprawling multi-season production involving thousands of artists and technicians across every facet of filmmaking.Yet behind the scale of that production is an individual who approaches his work with genuine perspective and quiet intent. Navigating the relentless pressures of the industry, JD views his time and creative output through the principle of consecration—seeking to balance demanding professional responsibilities with family life, active church service, and devoted discipleship as a Latter-day Saint.We discuss the spiritual foundations embedded within Tolkien’s legendarium, the unique power of parables and indirect storytelling, and the creative discipline of focusing on the process while learning to surrender the outcome.Some highlights from this episode include:The Five Ps of Showrunning: JD breaks down the immense, all-encompassing responsibility of helming an epic production through penning, prepping, producing, posting, and publicizing—overseeing the vision from initial script to public release.The "Luke Skywalker" Moment: The high-stakes journey of pitching against dozens of Hollywood’s elite writing teams, followed by the surreal moment on a Los Angeles rooftop after receiving the life-altering call from Amazon.The Consecration of Time: Establishing spiritual non-negotiables—from scripture study and strict Sabbath observance during grueling undergraduate days at Yale, to accepting an early-morning seminary calling in New Zealand right on the eve of filming and the COVID-19 pandemic.Tolkien, Faith, and the Language of Longing: Dissecting Tolkien’s Letter 142 on Middle-earth as a fundamentally religious work, and exploring how themes of the Fall, fading beauty, and immortal longing create a universal spiritual vocabulary.Light Versus Darkness: A behind-the-scenes look at the climax between Celebrimbor and Galadriel in Season 2, highlighting the vital truth that darkness is never conquered by force or muscle, but by light.Process Over Outcome: Contrasting faithful stewardship with the cautionary tale of Laman and Lemuel, JD shares how letting go of rigid expectations allows God to grant far more than we ever could have planned.Books & Works Referenced in This Episode:The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien (Edited by Humphrey Carpenter & Christopher Tolkien)Letter 142 to Father Robert Murray:https://www.tolkienguide.com/guide/letters/L142The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkienhttps://www.harpercollins.com/products/the-lord-of-the-rings-j-r-r-tolkienThe Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewishttps://www.harpercollins.com/products/the-screwtape-letters-c-s-lewisThe Great Divorce by C.S. Lewishttps://www.harpercollins.com/products/the-great-divorce-c-s-lewisThe Book of Mormon: Another Testament of Jesus Christhttps://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofmJD Payne & His Work:Amazon MGM Studios — JD Payne Profile:https://press.amazonmgmstudios.com/us/en/cast/jd-payne/1272The Lord of the Rings: The Rings of Power on Prime Video:https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09QH8NMS1Follow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

This week I speak with a returning guest, Dr. Justin Coulson, one of Australia’s leading parenting experts, co-host of Channel 9’s Parental Guidance, and host of the Happy Families podcast. We discuss his latest book, Boys: Building Strong Young Men from the Inside Out, and dive into why the modern conversation surrounding boys and young men is missing the mark. Rather than treating boys as a societal problem to be managed, Justin shares how parents and youth leaders can help them build character, cultivate internal motivation, and step into an aspirational vision of healthy masculinity.We explore the psychology of why young people do what they do, how to move beyond shallow compliance and coercion, and what it truly takes to create environments where our youth feel connected, capable, and empowered to live the gospel.Some highlights from this episode include:Redefining Healthy Masculinity: Justin shares an empowering definition of masculinity inspired by Richard Reeves: a healthy man is one who helps the people around him feel and be safer and stronger. We explore how this vision aligns with the Aaronic Priesthood theme to ground young men in their divine identity and purpose.The Continuum of Motivation: A breakdown of the five levels of motivation—from the shallow "kiddie pool" of external carrots and sticks, to duty-bound introjection, and into the deep waters of integrated and intrinsic conversion where youth live the gospel because they truly value and love it.The Three Basic Psychological Needs: How leaders and parents can prevent church dropout by nurturing relatedness (connection and belonging), competence (feeling capable and worthy), and autonomy (acting by persuasion rather than coercion).Grace Over Surveillance: A moving account of how a wise bishop transformed a potential church standard confrontation into a powerful moment of unconditional love and inclusion.The "Chair Stackers" and Real Role Models: Why young men need to see living examples of service, compassion, and discipleship in action, and how pointing our youth toward Christ provides the ultimate model of what a man should be.About Dr. Justin CoulsonDr. Justin Coulson is one of Australia’s most trusted parenting authors, keynote speakers, and media commentators. He holds a PhD in Psychology from the University of Wollongong and is the co-host of Channel 9’s hit television program Parental Guidance. Alongside his wife Kylie, he hosts the Happy Families podcast—Australia’s leading family and parenting show. Justin is the author of multiple bestselling books on parenting and family life, including Miss-Connection, 21 Days to a Happier Family, and The Parenting Revolution. He and Kylie are the parents of six daughters and live in Australia.Connect with Dr. Justin Coulson & Discover His Work:Book: https://www.harpercollins.com/products/boys-justin-coulsonWebsite: https://happyfamilies.com.au/Podcast: https://happyfamilies.com.au/podcastInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/drjustincoulsonYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@happyfamiliesauFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.

I speak with Mahjolee Kershaw in this week’s episode who shares her deeply moving and vulnerable journey through severe health crises, losing her faith as a teenager, and finding her way back to Jesus Christ. After grappling with severe depression, an undiagnosed autoimmune disease, and feelings of isolation, Mahjolee experienced a powerful turning point that helped her realize God's intimate love for each of His children.We explore the difficult question of why a loving God allows suffering, how to overcome the fear and anxiety of returning to church after a period away, and the profound connection between secular science, mental wellness, and spiritual healing.Some highlights from this episode include:Falling Away in Plain Sight: Mahjolee opens up about serving in youth presidencies and attending church for show while internally feeling disconnected from God, navigating an eating disorder, and battling severe depression and suicidality.The Turning Point in Crisis: The harrowing medical emergency that landed Mahjolee in the hospital, leading to an autoimmune diagnosis and the realization that God had granted her a second chance at life.Returning to Church and Overcoming Fear: Practical advice on how to step back into a congregation when feeling insecure, alongside guidance for active members on showing Christlike love without overwhelming those who return.Finding Purpose in Pain: How a simple Sunday School lesson reshaped Mahjolee's understanding of suffering—recognizing that while God doesn't cause our trials, He can transform our deepest pain into purpose to help others.The Science of the Atonement: How studying psychology, neuroscience, and human physiology reinforced Mahjolee’s testimony of Jesus Christ, including medical insights into the physical and emotional agony of a broken heart.Life Help and Resources:https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/life-help/suicide?lang=engFollow For All The Saints on social media for updates and inspiring content:www.instagram.com/forallthesaintspodhttps://www.facebook.com/forallthesaintspod/For All The Saints episodes are released every Monday on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts and more:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVDUQg_qZIU&list=UULFFf7vzrJ2LNWmp1Kl-c6K9Qhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3j64txm9qbGVVZOM48P4HS?si=bb31d048e05141f2https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/for-all-the-saints/id1703815271If you have feedback or any suggestions for topics or guests, connect with Ben & Sean via [email protected] or DM on InstagramConversations to Refresh Your Faith.