to discover my own secrets

on a lighter note, let's talk about: my gay crushes, being a third wheel to my gay couple friends, the first yaoi i watched, my love for boys' love...and BL actors, respect for preferences, not assuming one's sexuality...oh and be kind!

Happy Pride! It's better late than never, am I right? So, look, I also went through some crazy turns before I discovered my sexuality. It was messy and I space out so...good luck.

WARNING: distracted person ahead and few mentions of mental health but nothing graphic, i promise. | from music, movies, work, oh and livestreams. it's difficult to get our mids off of our problems but we can try.

TRIGGER WARNING: Mention of mental health, self-harm, emotional struggles. | 2020 has taken a toll on us and we struggle over a lot of things alongside the pandemic. but we don't have to face things alone but we also need to learn to stand on our own.

TRIGGER WARNING: mention of game guns, suicide, depression, betrayal, horrible friends, family relatives, toxic lies, assumptions, and so much feelings.

warning: we got a bit serious. i've been writing for a while now and i've always been behind the scenes that it finally take its toll on me with a bad episode but there's no way in hell that i'll ever give up.

what better way to spend the day than answering my friends' questions?

what's so wrong with writing online? just because there are crap out there, doesn't mean everything is. true story.

starring topics about life, work, family, parents, self. background music ft. barks, chirps, engine. special participation of uhm, awkward silence. oh and "trying is key".

i did not expect what happened. what button did i even click on?