Truth & Shadow Podcast

Host BT of Truth and Shadow Podcast interviews Jason Abadi (spelled variously in the transcript), a YouTube creator who researches Gnostic and ancient-religion themes. They discuss reports of archons, Anunnaki, Nephilim, jinn, fairy folk and modern alien encounters. Jason says he moved away from Zecharia Sitchin's alien-based view, arguing that such accounts reflect the culture of their time. BT proposes that these entities are parasitic and deceptive, and the two discuss Robert Monroe's "loosh" idea, fear as a way to gain attention or control, and ancient sacrifice. They also cover the demiurge as a Greek term for "craftsman" and Jason's view that Gnostic ideas came from persecuted second-century Christians. Jason describes one former DMT user's "demon" as possibly a reflection of himself. They also discuss consciousness as a received signal and the dark forest hypothesis.BT concludes that the phenomenon may be one ancient presence in changing cultural masks rather than visitors from another planet, and that people are not helpless, since prayer or faith reportedly ends encounters. Jason agrees, stresses that he offers ideas rather than facts, and encourages learning.Jason's website: jasonabadi.com

What if the most effective way to control humanity isn't force, but making us believe that surrendering our freedom is the next stage of our evolution? BT, host of Truth and Shadow, follows that unsettling question through a Shadow Short on alleged non-human intelligence, and on why these stories keep returning to the human body and mind.Why do the beings in these accounts seem so little interested in our cities, governments or technology, and so interested in our bodies, our memories and our thoughts? The episode builds its case from named witnesses and documented events, while staying skeptical about what they do and don't prove.

In this episode of Truth and Shadow, host BT opens with a montage of movie clips about fear, death and the unknown. He then gives a solo essay on why people enjoy being frightened. The essay covers the psychology of safe fear, plus Aristotle, Freud, Kierkegaard and Becker. It argues that horror turns abstract anxieties about mortality and the unknown into monsters we can face. It also says horror gives us a comforting illusion of control. BT then turns to the ancient roots of vampire and monster myths. He is joined by returning guest Dr. Judd Burton, and they ask whether our ancestors invented these creatures or were describing something real. Their starting point is Mesopotamian blood-drinking demons like Lamashtu.The Z-Files

The flood was supposed to wipe the slate clean. So why do the Nephilim keep showing up afterward, as the Anakim, the Rephaim, Og of Bashan, and Goliath? In Part 2 of the Nephilim investigation, host BT sits down again with William Blesch, author of In the Shadow of Goliath, to follow that thread. Blesh's answer is a military-minded one: a cosmic war between rebellious angelic factions and the divine order, fought with backup plans and counter moves, and Earth as the proxy battlefield. Then comes the question that makes it more than trivia. If Jesus already saved us, why does any of this matter? Blesh argues we were born into a war that is still unfinished, and that bad intelligence loses wars. He also makes a surprising case for why you should read, and even copy by hand, the text for yourself. William Blesch is the author of In the Shadow of Goliath, available at Amazon, Barnes and Noble, Bookshop.org, and other retailers. Join his free community, The Watcher Files, on Patreon, or find him on Facebook as William Blesch.Truth and Shadow is free and built on the value for value model. If this episode gives you something to think about, give value back: like, follow, subscribe, leave a review or comment, or share it with a friend. Financial support is also appreciated through the Buy Me A Coffee link here truthandshadow.org.Will's Stuff: williamblesch.com

This episode of Truth and Shadow explores the possible connections between ancient biblical traditions and modern reports of UFOs and UAPs. Host BT opens with a reflection on the night sky and humanity’s long-standing questions about what—or who—might exist beyond our understanding. He then introduces the Watchers, the Nephilim, and accounts of heavenly beings in Genesis and First Enoch, setting these traditions alongside contemporary reports of unusual craft, encounters, and unexplained experiences. Guest William Blesch shares how witnessing a silent, triangular craft as a child sparked his interest in mysteries and led him to study biblical cosmology, Second Temple literature, and UFO accounts. He discusses how later theological interpretations may have shaped modern views of angels and supernatural beings, and argues for reading scripture closely rather than relying only on inherited assumptions. The conversation also considers whether the word “alien” must mean extraterrestrial, how religious traditions might frame non-human intelligence, and whether claims about advanced technology deserve careful scrutiny. The episode closes with a challenge to question claims, think critically, and investigate for yourself—without accepting authority or speculation at face value.Will's Website: williamblesch.comBook: In the Shadow of Goliath: Angels, Giants, UFOs, and the Hidden History of the Watchers, Nephilim, and Interdimensional War

This episode explores a provocative idea: what if some hauntings are not encounters with the dead, but brief cross-temporal sightings between living people in different moments of the same place? BT uses a philosophical and scientific lens to examine time, perception, and the evidence required before treating paranormal stories as anything more than compelling anecdotes.We discuss how ghost reports can be reframed as possible misidentifications across time, why witness psychology matters, and what kind of documentation would be needed to investigate a genuine temporal anomaly without jumping to conclusions.

Host BT and guest Leon explore mysticism, the soul, and the shadow; the hidden fears, wounds, and patterns that can shape our choices. They discuss how quiet reflection, meditation, and self-examination may help people listen more carefully to their inner life and distinguish intuition from ego, fear, or wishful thinking. Leon shares stories from his spiritual journey, including childhood experiences, setting aside his “seer” side while building a life in the physical world, and returning to spiritual work decades later. He also talks about soul readings, divine timing, free will, and how difficult experiences can prompt reflection and growth.The conversation invites listeners to consider whether the answers they seek might begin with being still, looking inward, and facing what they would rather avoid.Website:soulsessionswithleon.comBook: amazon.com02:45 BT's Forethought10:45 Interview Starts

This episode of Truth and Shadow explores how greed and corruption can take hold—from the psychology of wanting more to the institutional failures that undermine justice. Host BT opens with a reflection on greed as a force that grows through seemingly reasonable choices, leaving people—and systems—hollowed out. Then former Cook County prosecutor Gregg Owen joins the conversation to discuss his unusual path from touring musician to trial lawyer and his book, Convergence. Owen recounts working in a courthouse shaped by bribery and political pressure, and explains how musical instincts helped him with courtroom timing, witness preparation, and connecting with jurors. At the heart of the discussion is a double-murder case that became a fight against obstructed justice, missing evidence, and indifference. Owen also reflects on Operation Greylord, Chicago’s history of court corruption, and the responsibility to give victims a voice.Website: 26thstreetbooks.comBookTime stamps02:50 BT's Forethought on the nature of Greed13:45 Interview starts

AI is no longer just software...it’s becoming an industrial system built on land, power, and immense computing infrastructure. This episode traces artificial intelligence from early rule-based machines to deep learning, autonomous agents, and AI factories reshaping the future. Host BT explores energy demand, data centers, surveillance-scale data, and the unsettling possibility that advanced systems may be moving beyond what humans can predict, contain, or fully understand...a compelling look at the hidden reality behind AI. (Audio Drama by Altogether Productions) 

Evil rarely arrives looking evil. It often appears as prudence, neutrality, institutional responsibility, or an attempt to “keep the peace”—and that is exactly where the moral danger begins. In this episode of Truth and Shadow, BT sits down with historian Ambrogio Caiani to explore one of the most difficult questions in modern Catholic history: what happens when faith, power, and survival collide under totalitarian pressure? At the center of the conversation is Pope Pius XII, the Holocaust, and the agonizing line between prudent diplomacy and silence that becomes consent. Drawing from his research into the Vatican archives and the moral crises of the 20th century, Kajani examines how institutions can drift into compromise one decision at a time.Ambrogio's website: ambrogioacaiani.comBook