Friendzone Skeptics: Part 1
Friendzone Skeptics: Part 1.
Old classmates spend a week together, and find more.
Based on a post by cilma
rae. Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.
Chris Benbury and Jennifer Sanders tell the tale of how
their friendship took decades to transform into a life connection. We're going
to let them tell just how it happened.
I'm Jennifer Sanders. In high school, I was Jenny, or Jenn.
One fall day in the early nineties, Chris and I met at our
high school. When? What, like the exact moment? Heck, I dunno. It was a small
school, and everyone knew everyone; for the most part. It wasn't until after
college that we'd connected again. Just friends, we'd meet up for lunch here
and there. A text about family would show up, and one of us would respond with
a smile or a few updates on their own life. He was always supportive of my
goals, and I was very proud to know him and to witness all he had accomplished
as well.
Chris would date here and there, but there was never
anything serious. I was so busy trying to move up in my career field that
sometimes, I'd not even realize that two months had gone by since my last; um,
well, even the thought of sex was rare. I was pretty happy excelling in the
successes of my own business. It was when I turned 35 that I realized I might
have let a little too much time go by.
"Jenn," my mom lamented in her usual way on our
weekly call, "when am I gonna have grand babies?"
"Um, Mom? You have six grandchildren," I reminded
her as I thought about my three nephews and three nieces produced by the mix of
my three brothers and their amazing wives.
"Oh, Jennifer," Mom chided, "you know what I
mean. You're my only daughter. No boyfriend, at least that I've heard of. No
talk of relationships at all. What about Chris? Do you still talk to him? He
was always such a sweet boy in high school. You mentioned that you two keep in
touch, right?"
"Oh, Mother!" I argued. "Chris is a friend,
a very good one at that. It's not like that though."
"Well, just think on it, OK?" she requested as if
my answer wasn't acceptable. "You never know. I mean, remember how I told
you that I didn't realize I was meant to be with your father until;"
"Until he kissed you, I know," I mocked and shook
my head as I had said each word exactly as she had, only my words were dripping
with sarcasm. "Mom, I have never been in a position to kiss Chris. He's a
good friend. He dates. We share stories and encourage each other in our work
ventures. It's just not like that."
"OK, I'm just saying;" she announced as she always
did when she finally gave up. "Are you coming for Easter?"
"Of course, Mom," I answered as I pinched the
bridge of my nose. "I'll bring the pistachio salad as usual, and it's my
turn to bring their basket contents this year."
"Oh, honey," Mom noted and signed. "I know
you're the only one without kids, but the boys sure do appreciate that you
participate in the 'taking turns' idea for the kids."
I couldn't help but smile as she called my 31 , 32, and 34 year-old
brothers "the boys." I think I'd actually have to put more brain
power into grasping who they were if she were to refer to them as "my
brothers." She had always grouped them together when speaking with me.
"Oh, believe me," I corrected of her apology,
"it's not only no bother, but I'm stoked to get to fill their baskets once
every four years. I look forward to earning my properly worded title of 'Best
Aunt Ever' twice in those years. Naturally, I have that honor every
Christmas!"
"Yes, well, just don't show up your brothers with too
expensive gifts," she reminded me as she did all the time. She was
unaware that I made sure to reach out to my sisters-in-law each year to not
only get great (and appropriate) gifts for the family celebration, but also
added a few for under their trees in their own homes which would be marked from
"Santa." It made my heart full to give them a little extra since I
had the means to do it.
As I laid in bed that night, I thought about what my mom had
suggested. Chris? Really? Had I ever thought about that option? I scoffed and
shook my head in the dark. Nah. He was just a friend!
I was about to fall asleep when my phone chirped. It was
charging on the table next to my bed, so I reached over blindly and picked it
up.
"I'm really sorry if this is waking you, but I need to
talk to you."
I didn't think twice and called Chris' sister, Cindy, to see
what was going on. We hadn't talked in a long while, but I had her number saved
from a surprise party we had thrown for Chris when he had turned 30.
"Jenn?" Cindy questioned when answering on the
second ring.
"Yeah, Cindy, it's me," I confirmed. "What's
up?"
"Chris was in a car accident!" she exclaimed and
let out a sigh as she took the moment to catch her bearings.
"Well, oh, gosh," I reacted as I wasn't sure what
the severity was. "Is he OK?" I asked as most humans would think to
ask next.
"Yes, thank God!" Cindy answered and hiccupped.
"Oh, I guess I should have led with that. His car is totaled thanks to the
jerk who cut him off, but we are at the hospital because he has some
injuries."
"That makes sense," I replied and shook my head.
"Cindy, what's up? I mean, I appreciate the call, and I am happy to check
in on him tomorrow, but;"
"Well, that's just it," Cindy quickly interrupted.
"Um, yeah; so, Dex and I were supposed to be leaving tonight for a
week away. Chris is going to need some assistance, so I was wondering, you
know, if maybe you could help out?"
"Help out?" I asked, dumbfounded. "Cindy,
what exactly does 'need some assistance' mean?"
"Um, well; he has a concussion, so the doctor mentioned
that he shouldn't be left alone for a while," she explained. "No more
than a week or so, I think. I mean, as his only sibling, it was logical that I
was asked to do it, you know? But we have these tickets, and the trip;"
"So, how would it work?" I asked before she rubbed
in her little romantic vacation anymore. "He will obviously not be able to
work. Would he be able to come to stay at my place, or?"
"Oh, I asked that too," Cindy answered. "The
doctor said it is best at his place since he knows it the best. You know,
corners, walls, and stuff in case he gets dizzy."
"So, I'd have to move into his place?"
"Yeah," she answered and got quiet.
I ran over the short list in my head of other people who
could possibly take the position of which I was being offered and realized
there was no one else who could do it. His mom was too old and didn't get
around very well. His dad was out of the picture. His guy friends were either
busy with their married lives or irresponsible enough to not trust in such a
position. No, Cindy was right to call me. Now I had to get going. Did I pack?
What about my place? Could I leave to check on it throughout the week? Could he
come with me? So many questions.
"Jenn, are you still there?"
I nearly dropped the phone when I heard Cindy calling out to
me.
"Shoot! Oh, Cindy, I'm sorry. Yes, tell the doctor I'll
be there within the hour. I'll grab my things and figure out the other stuff
tomorrow. Will you be there?"
"Oh, um, we were going to go since he's asleep. Did you
need me to stay;"
"No, go," I answered and shook my head as I said
it. "Go have a blast on your trip. Check in as you can, but don't worry.
I'll take care of him."
"Oh, thank you, Jenn! I knew you'd be there for
him."
We continued our niceties as I got dressed again and packed
while she told me his room number and promised to text me the information too.
We hung up as I zipped my bad shut and headed for the bedroom door. I pointed
at the several places my most immediately needed items were usually located and
found that I'd packed them all, including my phone charger.
When I entered the hospital, I made my way to the elevator
to go straight to Chris' room. I knew it was after hours for the most part, but
if I was going to be his person, I had to get in there to speak with the doctor
to find out what was required of me.
"Excuse me? Can I help you?" a nurse asked as I
was looking at the wall to find which direction I needed to go to find the
room.
"I'm here to see Chris Benbury," I explained.
"My name is Jennifer;"
"Sanders?" She questioned and nodded when I showed
surprise. "Sorry. Chris' sister, Cindy, told us to be expecting you. I'm
Marita, and I was here when Chris was brought in, so you can come to me if you
have any questions or concerns until 6am when the shift changes. Come with me,
hun, and we'll get you comfortable in his room. When I see the doctor, I'll
send him in to answer your questions."
"Thank you," I answered quietly. The severity of
Chris' injuries was still in question, but the fact that I was walking in a
hospital being led by a nurse hit me a little. I felt the emotions welling up,
so I put up my finger as if to request that we stop so I could collect myself.
"Oh, honey! It's alright!" Marita sympathized and
rubbed my back. "He's going to be just fine!"
I laughed a little at her need to comfort me and shook my
head as I wiped my eyes. "Oh, my gosh. This is so stupid. I can't believe
I'm standing here crying. I don't know what's come over me!" I inhaled
deeply and accepted the tissue Marita offered. As I wiped my eyes, I let out
another laugh. "I'm alright. It's just that I am standing here in a
hospital, and the sudden realization that Chris could have been really hurt
badly, or even;"
"Oops! No, no, girl," Marita chided. "No, we
aren't going down that road. Chris is going to be just fine. He just got
banged up a little. We are monitoring him well, but once you take him home,
he'll improve each day. It's just the concussion that has us worried a little
bit."
"I appreciate it," I responded and nodded.
"Thank you. Thanks for letting me get this out before we go in
there."
"Honey, I gotchu," Marita offered and patted my
back again. "Ready? He's right in here."
I nodded, so the nurse gave a gentle knock on the door and
then pushed it open. It would appear that she did the knocking thing as a
habit, but she also seemed to know he was going to be asleep when we walked in.
"He has a concussion from the collision. From what I
heard, he was turning right onto the street when an impatient son of a b, ,"
she began to say but stopped herself and cleared her throat. "Excuse me, I
mean; when the other driver came along on the shoulder to pass him. I don't know
for sure, but the police indicated that the man was being impatient and tried
to go around illegally. Because the other driver wasn't paying attention,
Chris' continued proper turn into his lane caused a sudden need for the
other guy to have to swerve and slammed directly into Chris' car."
"Yeah," I replied as I bent over to look at the
face of the man who held the honor of one of my longest running friendships,
"Cindy mentioned that his car was totaled. It's a shame," I noted as
I pushed some hair from Chris' forehead, "because he loved that car. He
had it ordered exactly the way he had wanted it only about nine months
ago."
"That is a shame," Marita echoed.
"Well, he's going to have some bruises and aches and pains for a good few
days, but other than that, it's the dizziness which might be an issue."
Marita continued to check stats and document them since she was in the room.
"Well, I'll leave you to visit with him. You can pull out the bed, and the
remote is next to his bed if you want to watch something. When I see the
doctor, I'll let him know you're here and waiting for instructions."
"Thank you, Marita," I responded and nodded.
My name is Christopher Benbury.
This is how I got around to getting together with Jennnifer.
"Jenn?"
My best friend, Jenn Sanders,
awoke and looked around as if to try figuring out where she was and who was
calling her name.
"Jenn? What are you doing
here?" I repeated.
"Hmm, Chris," she
answered and raised her arms to stretch. The chair must have been comfortable,
but I don't think she had expected to fall asleep quite so deeply. "Cindy
called me after your accident," she explained. "Since she's got her
trip with Dax, I came to be your aide for the next week as you heal."
"She called you?" I
asked and reached up to touch my head. "Ow, stupid headache. Oh, crap! Cindy's
trip. Wasn't there anyone else she could have called?"
"Wow," she answered
sarcastically. "Thanks."
"Oh, shit, Jenn," I
responded suddenly. I wanted to smack my forehead for acting the way I was. It
wasn't her fault I was in an accident, my car had been totaled, and I
was waking up in a hospital. "Oh, crap, that's not what I meant. I just; why
did she have to bother you?"
"Well, I did the math as I
pondered my ability to help out, and it comes down to the fact that I'm the
only logical person since she's not available. Your mom isn't capable. Andy,
Doug, and Erik are either married or, let's face it; not entirely responsible
enough to hardly care for themselves; Doug," she muttered, though audibly.
I couldn't blame her. Last she'd
heard, Doug had locked himself out of his house in a drunken stupor and just
slept on the concrete porch one late night. It turned out that he'd also opened
his garage door and could have just gone into the house through there. Idiot.
Had the weather been ten degrees colder, he could have died. When telling the story,
though, he laughed all the way through it and proudly showed off his frozen
burnt skin on his arm. I had to reach for Jenn's hand while he told his story
to remind her that beating the crap out of the moron wasn't going to change
anything.
"OK, I suppose you have a
point," I realized and laid my head back on the pillow. "Has the
doctor been in?"
"If he came in while I was
sleeping, he didn't wake me up," she answered and stood up to stretch.
"Would you want me to call Marita?"
"Who?" I asked. Was I
supposed to know who that was? Was she already trying to get out of helping me?
Was Marita an aide who helped my mom? Why would Jenn know Mom's aides' names?
"The nurse," she
answered. "I can push the call button and have her come here to check on
you, and maybe we could;"
"Knock, knock!" Marita
announced as she opened the door. "I thought I heard voices! Well, hello
there, handsome! And good morning, Jennifer. Last time I was in here, you were
hovering over him like a concerned lovebird."
I looked over at Jenn, but she
was watching Marita, and I couldn't see her face. Was she looking at me
with concern? Lovebird? In all the time we'd be hanging out and talking, it had
only ever been friendly. Lunches, a rare trip to the movies and shared popcorn,
and texts almost every day. But more than friends? Why had Marita said
it like that?
"The doctor got called away
to do surgery in the big city," Marita explained as she messed with the
computer and attachments hooked up to my body, "so he left your case,
Chris, with Dr. Chesney Ryan. She's due to come in at around 7am this morning.
It's 5:30am now. Do either of you need anything? Chris, what is your pain
level? Anything other than your head hurting, hun?"
"Ask me again once I get
out of bed," I requested and sighed. I pulled over the covers and realized
I was in a gown. Well, crap. Nice way for my friend to see me for the
first time in something other than normal clothes. Maybe I could hold the back
together;
"How about you, Jenn?"
Marita asked. Fortunately, she was keeping Jenn's attention. Or maybe Jenn was
just being kind and sparing me the humiliation. I held both sides of my gown
together as I hurried to the bathroom to do my business.
My friend. Jennifer
Sanders and I met during our freshman year of high school. She was always kind
to me. We hung out in large groups on occasion, and we laughed a lot when we
sat next to one another in homeroom two years in a row. That was a lucky thing
for me when many of the other parts of my life sucked so badly. I won't get into
it, but let's just say, going to school was a blessing, especially when I got
to see Jenn.
I chickened out when dances came
around, so she was never the wiser that I had a huge crush on her. All
throughout high school, I had the pleasure of her company, so why ruin that? I
decided during our junior year when I had heard that she'd accepted yet another
request for her companionship as the quarterback's date for the next dance of
the year to just let go of the dream that one day, she'd want me. And so it went.
We graduated from high school in
May. We went our separate ways, crossed paths at a restaurant and exchanged
cell phone numbers, and reconnected. I have heard from her at least once a
week, though recently, if I go two days without hearing from her, I check in.
She has always given me the indication that she enjoys my company when we go
out to lunch together, and laughter and endless chatting is a given.
After countless times of having
my mother and sister asking me why Jenn wasn't more to me, I threw up my hands
and told them it just wasn't meant to be. Friendship is important to me, and
the idea of scaring her away with my declaration of love just wasn't one to
deal with.
Waking up this morning and
finding her there in the room with me was a shock, and I wasn't in the right
mindset to acknowledge that my sister had asked Jenn to stay with me. It still
wasn't sinking in. I think once the doctor came into the room to discuss the
upcoming week of healing, we'd both begin to understand just what was expected
of her. I just hoped she wouldn't abandon ship. OK, yes, she'd never do that,
but would it cross her mind?
When I walked into the room
again, Jenn was going through her bag. "Oh, hey," she greeted me
again. "I'm supposed to remind you to let Marita know before she leaves if
you have any other concerns or pains. She's off at 6am." With her arm full
of clothes, she pointed with her other hand. "Are you done in the
bathroom? I was hoping to freshen up."
"What for?" I asked as
I covered myself with the sheet. "You're beautiful as always."
"Oh, Chris," she
chided and shook her head. "You're both biased and obligated to say so. We
old people need to stick together," she claimed, to which I shook my head
while rolling my eyes. Because she was always teasing that we were getting old.
"And you have to
say that because you know if you're mean to me, you'll be left all alone in
that big house of yours when I storm out leaving you without anyone to pick you
up when you faint."
"Doesn't mean it's not
true," I argued as she closed the bathroom door. If I was going too far,
because I'd never said much of anything before indicating that I saw her as
more than a friend, I could claim the concussion as an excuse.
Jenn
Dr. Ryan came in just as Marita had indicated at around 7am.
She was pleased with the tests she ran on Chris, but she was extremely glad to
know that I had planned to spend the week with him at his place.
"In the first few days, you should not spend much time
on your feet. A shower is fine; but leave the door open so she can hear you.
Try not to stand at the stove, for instance."
"Oh, I've got meals covered all week," I
interjected. "But what about walking?"
"OK, good to know about the meals," Dr. Ryan
responded. "No strenuous exercise, obviously, but walking is good. Jenn,
perhaps plan to hold his arm so that you can feel his speed and stability.
Fresh air is definitely helpful."
"His bedroom is on the second floor," I informed
the doctor.
"Oh, I'll be taking the couch," Chris noted.
"What?" I asked and shook my head. "Why would
you?"
"Actually, that's probably a great idea," Dr. Ryan
responded. "Even if you help him up the stairs, he will need to come down.
If everything is on the main floor, less to be concerned about."
"Ha!" Chris teased. I stuck my tongue out at him.
He was chivalrous, sure, but he was also stubborn. I could just as easily have
stayed on the couch.
"Well, I think I'm going to get the paperwork going for
discharge," Dr. James told us both as she smirked at our playful nature.
Jenn, if you have any concerns, don't hesitate to call my number." I
reached out to take her card and gave her raised eyebrows. Her personal number?
"I've found that having the patient or caregiver
calling me instead of a hospital has dramatically helped in reducing unnecessary
trips to the hospital, not to mention going through the painful process of
hunting me or another doctor down. I'd say eight out of ten times? Yeah,
one-minute Q & A, and the situation is handled. I can give up a minute here
or there." I shook my head while smiling. Dr. Ryan just shrugged and
winked at Chris.
"Welp, are you ready to ditch this joint?" I asked
Chris and laughed at my own expression.
"Meals? Walks? And you're totally taking my
bedroom," Chris added and pointed at me. "How long have you been
planning these things?"
"Before I fell asleep, I made a list of things I wanted
to do or have handled. My brother will stop at my house to get the stuff I'll
be texting him once I've assessed things at your house."
"Which brother?" Chris asked.
"Luke. Duh," I teased. He knew that too. Not only
was Luke the brother I was closest to, but he lived closest also.
"Well, I never know for sure which gospel writer it'll
be," Chris teased.
"Well, you know the answer is never John," I
lamented. As you can probably surmise, my brothers' names are Matthew, Mark,
and Luke, but my parents started with Luke (after me). Since my dad is John, he
decided to go in reverse order. I never got that question wrong in Sunday
school.
"Anyways, he, Luke, will stop in each day at my
house. I've contacted my troop and informed them of this situation. I'll be off
work other than checking emails, so you can have my full attention."
"Oh, well, lucky me," Chris teased.
"I'd say so," I shot back. "So, my mail and
house are covered. Luke will bring me my food and ingredients for all meals I
have planned, and I will order the rest to be delivered."
"My treat, of course," Chris interrupted. "I
already have an account. I'll add whatever you want to get, but I'm
paying."
I huffed dramatically. "Ugh, fine," I whined.
"We can watch movies, take naps, go for walks, and see how you're feeling
each day."
"I think Cindy called my boss last night, so I'll just
check in with him when we get to my place," Chris noted. He inhaled for a
second and then let out the air in a huff. "Jenn, are you sure you want to
do this?"
"Alright, that's twice," I accused. "What's
with you? We went over this already. Why don't you want me to be with you? What
did I do? Do you want me to call Doug?"
"Jenn! No!" Chris exclaimed. He motioned for me to
come sit by him. Seeing as he was still wearing that stupid gown, he couldn't
exactly get up. I bowed my head and walked over to stand by the bed. He reached
over to take my hand. "Sit, please." Once I did, he continued.
"Jenn, I can't begin to explain to you how much it
means to me that you're willing to help me out. This stupid accident, my
totaled car, Cindy's vacation, my concussion, missing work, rearranging your
life so that you can move in with me to babysit me;"
"Wait, wait," I argued. "I'm not just some
caregiver off the street. It's not like we just met at work a few years ago.
I'm not just doing this because you need someone to help you. You're like; my
best friend, Chris." I sighed and relaxed a little. "This is stupid,
this little fit we're having. Look, you're in a situation that requires help.
I'm in a situation that allows me to help you. You'd totally do the same for
me, right?"
"I mean, I guess, but your parents could easily;"
"Chris, cut it out," I argued and playfully
slapped his arm. "You'd totally do it and hardly take 'no' for an answer,
right?" Chris nodded. "Let me do this. Let's make the most of it.
We're always saying at lunches that we should do that more often. Well, we've
got about a week's worth of meals to enjoy together. Besides," I teased,
"you can see what kind of a cook I am. Maybe after this week, you'll see
why it's good that we meet up at restaurants all the time." I shrugged,
but Chris didn't laugh.
"I just really appreciate it, Jenn," Chris stated
quietly. "I'm not used to this, you know? I live alone. I don't depend on
anyone. I haven't in years."
"Yeah, well, me too," I agreed. "So, let's
just see what happens, alright?" I requested and got up because the
daytime nurse had knocked and entered the room.
"Time to get dressed, young man," Georgie
instructed and winked at me as she stood behind him to make sure his bottom
remained covered. I turned and checked my bag to give him the decency of a
little privacy.
As we made our way to Chris' place, we made small talk. I
had a list in my head of things needing to be done, but for now, I was thinking
that picking up coffee and breakfast sandwiches seemed like the right move. The
way Chris' face lit up at the mention of those things made me smile.
Once in the house, I began going over my list of necessary
items to make all the meals I'd planned for the week. I had a good idea of what
I had at my own place since I had made my plans for the weeks' worth of meals a
day earlier, so I just had to see what Chris had.
I texted my brother the list, thanked him, and told Chris
what needed to be purchased for delivery. Once that was all done, I took my
things upstairs to his room and set myself up. I still felt bad for taking his
room, but he assured me that he was going to sleep just fine on the couch. I
only agreed if he was cool with me checking on him randomly throughout the
night. He shrugged and agreed.
He and I both handled work things for about an hour until
the delivery came. I unpacked the groceries and made lunch. Chris joined me at
the table, and we talked about movies we'd enjoy throughout the week. It was
decided to go with any movies from our high school days for nostalgia's sake.
While on a short walk around the block, I offered my arm,
but he suggested holding my hand instead. I shrugged and gave it to him. I
can't explain what happened, but something inside me awakened. My stomach
tightened, my head swam a little, my heart rate sped up, and my skin tingled.
He didn't seem to notice, so I tried to play it off and listen to what he was
telling me.
Chris
"What a beautiful day,
huh?" I asked and looked around at our surroundings. "I'm surprised
we don't even need a jacket. Easter is a couple weeks away, and I feel like it
might even be shorts weather for some egg hunters this year."
Jenn laughed. "Remember a
couple years ago when you said that at lunch? It snowed on Easter morning that
year. I made a comment to my mom about it when I woke up and found it white
outside. I literally said aloud to my bedroom, 'Ha! Chris was totally wrong this
time!'"
"Alright, alright," I
admitted and laughed with her. "I suppose I can be wrong some of
the time." I squeezed her hand which made her look over at me. She had a
different look in her eye than usual, but then again, we didn't ever hold hands
like we were either. I admit, I suggested holding her hand for a few other
reasons than just her ability to sense that I was losing stability. I had
always wondered what it would be like to hold her hand. I wondered if I could
get her to dance with me one day too. Maybe it wasn't too late to know what it
felt like to hold her in my arms like I had wished for all those years ago.
"Shall we go once more
around, or was that enough for the day?" Jenn asked, which snapped me out
of my little daydream.
"Let's play it safe,"
I suggested and nodded toward the house. "Come on. I feel a little nap
coming soon."
"Ooo, a nap sounds
amazing," Jenn reflected and smiled. "I might even sneak one in too.
So, how's your head?"
"Oh, I didn't even realize that
the headache is practically gone," I informed her and smiled. I almost
made mention about her ability to leave earlier than expected, but she didn't
seem to like those comments. I guess it did make me seem hard on myself. I just
didn't want her to feel like she had to be there if she didn't want to be. I
made a pact with myself to stop the shitty comments degrading my self-esteem.
She wasn't wrong. It was rather depressing to hear those words, even
coming out of my own mouth.
"That's great!" Jenn
responded and gave me a thumbs up. "Well, let's get you inside and set you
up for a nap." Jenn stopped and turned to face me. I had just realized
that we were still holding hands. "In fact, let's head upstairs. We can
both lie down, and that way, if you need something or don't feel right, I'll be
right there."
"Um, I mean, yeah. That
seems like a good idea."
"Right?" Jenn
answered. "And also, you can take a shower, grab some fresh clothes, and
then we can head down to have dinner and watch a movie or two."
So, that's what we did. Jenn
laid on the other part of my king size bed once I was set up on my usual side.
We fell asleep facing away from each other. She'd set her alarm for two hours
for "just in case." We didn't think a longer nap would be good for
us. Sleeping the day away wasn't going to help me any, and she didn't want to
be too awake at bedtime.
I took my shower and tried not
to think about the gorgeous woman sitting in my room waiting for me to finish.
I thought about a quick release while in there, but even I was nervous that
doing so would possibly cause me to become dizzy, and I certainly didn't need
her to figure out what had caused me to pass out.
Apparently, Luke had come while
I was in the shower, so the kitchen was a little more stocked with meal stuff
Jenn had planned for. When I came out of the shower, a few more items were
sitting on her bag too, so I guessed she'd put those things in the bathroom for
herself to use once I was situated downstairs on the couch.
Dinner was awesome. The movies
were fun and provided several opportunities to laugh, talk about memories that
came from the time we had seen the movie or who we saw it with. My mom called
to check in on me, and Cindy apparently texted Jenn to let her know that they
had made it safely to their destination. Jenn tucked me in, and then she
retired upstairs to go to bed. I think she checked in on me a few times, but
she didn't disturb me.
I woke up to smells of coffee
and breakfast. This chick sure knew the way to my heart, intentional or not. I
sat up and jumped when Jenn came walking in with a plate and fresh cup of
coffee.
"Good morning! Rise and
shine," Jenn greeted me and set the items down on my coffee table. She
left me alone for a minute and then brought her own plate and coffee mug in with
her to join me. I generally preferred to eat at the kitchen table for all
meals, but this just felt; natural. I really liked it.
We checked in on work stuff,
watched a little daytime television, walked around the block holding hands, ate
lunch, took a little trip to the pharmacy to pick up my prescriptions and a few
other things Jenn needed. I wasn't sure. I stayed in the car because she said
she'd just run in to grab them along with my meds.
When we got home, she took me by
the hand and led me upstairs so we could take a nap. There weren't many words.
We did that a lot lately. It was like we could just communicate without using
all the words. We were falling into a nice routine which seemed to be working
for us. I fell asleep facing her back this time.
Jenn
When I woke up, I realized first that my back was pressed up
to something, and something else was holding me there. I opened my eyes to find
myself being spooned by Chris. I froze. Wait, why was this so incredibly comfortable?
Was it simply because I hadn't been intimate with anyone in; ? Well, it had
been a long time. He stirred behind me and squeezed me to his body. Good;
ness, did it feel amazing, or what?
I closed my eyes and let myself imagine what could happen if
I allowed myself the idea of being with Chris. The way it felt to hold his hand
was really nice. The way we were always laughing, talking, being open with one
another; oh crap! Was my mom possibly right about him? Had I never even
given the idea a thought because we'd been friends for so long?
I slid my hand down the arm he had over my stomach and
rested it on top of his. I sighed and tried to imagine what a life with him
could look like. Oh, gosh. What was I doing? Was I just caught up in this
special circumstance where we happened to both be off work, hanging out with no
obligations? Well, it was only Day Two, right? Couldn't I just see where it
went?
Chris stirred behind me, so I waited to see what he'd do.
Slowly, he pulled back from me and gently slid his hand out from under mine. He
must have assumed I was still sleeping. I inhaled deeply and stirred as if his
movement woke me.
"Hmm, hey," I greeted him and turned to
face him. He'd slid far enough away that it didn't feel too awkward.
"How'd you sleep?" Nothing came across as awkward, so we went on with
our day and continued to go on with the day as usual.
Days Three and Four went very much the same, each event
bringing us closer together. A routine had been setting in, and the two of us
seemed to enjoy the familiarity of each other and the circumstances in which
we'd found ourselves.
On Day Five, I found myself feeling rather sleepy during the
late morning walk, so Chris pleaded for me to allow him to make us some lunch
this time. I nodded and rested back into my cozy living room chair as the TV
lulled me to sleep.
Chris
So, I was making lunch when I
realized that Jenn was fast asleep on the chair. I knew I could just leave her
there, but I was going to be good for a nap too, so I ate my sandwich after
packing hers up in a baggie and walked into the living room to assess the best
approach. I covered her with a blanket since she had her hands tucked into her
armpits and slid my arms beneath her to carry her up to the bedroom. Once she
was settled, I faced her and smiled at the beautiful woman lying beside me in
my bed. I leaned forward and kissed her forehead before closing my eyes to fall
asleep.
What woke me actually surprised
me. It wasn't the movement on the bed, but the little kiss I felt against my
cheek. I started a bit, but the hand holding mine just squeezed it. "Hi
there," Jenn greeted me and smiled as she inhaled deeply. "I must
have fallen asleep. Did you carry me upstairs, or did I just stay too asleep to
not realize it? Oh; and lunch?"
"You were out before I had
the bread on the counter," I teased. "I ate quickly and put yours in
a bag for after our naps." I took my turn to inhale deeply. I'd had the
best sleep during all these naps. I didn't want to imagine what else was going
away when the week was over.
"Well, shower time if you
want," Jenn mentioned. "I'm going to go downstairs to eat and set out
the stuff for dinner." She looked over as she slid her hand out of mine.
"You good?"
"Yep," I answered
instinctively. "See you down there."
"You betcha," she
answered and pointed at me and winked as she smiled and headed toward the door.
I was about to get up when she came back in suddenly. "Oh, Chris?"
"Hmm?"
"Thanks for doing
that," she answered. "I have had some great naps. I feel like this
week has been a vacation, and it's the best I've ever had. I just; I appreciate
that, um; I just appreciate it."
"Well, I won't be getting
in any more accidents," I teased.
"You had better not!"
she agreed. "We got lucky with this one only messing with your head a
little. I don't want to know how bad it could have been," she added.
"I'm kinda getting used to having you around. Might need to step up our
dinner dates to once a week instead of once every other month, right? Well,
unless you're sick of me."
"Nope, definitely not
that," I answered quietly.
"What?" she yelled as
she descended the stairs.
"I guess we'll see," I
teased. Her laughter made me smile.
Dinner was phenomenal as usual.
Jenn had a real knack for cooking. I didn't do so badly at it, particularly
with the foods I tended to gravitate to since I was almost always only cooking
for me, but having her bring in these different dishes made me wish the week
was going to last longer. And not just because it was someone else making the
dishes. It was Jenn, and I wanted it all: the time, the food, the girl. Yes,
especially the girl.
Rather than heading to the
living room after dinner, I offered to do the dishes. "Go take a bath in
the tub. It has jets. Go relax. I promise, if I feel even the least bit
lightheaded, I'll sit down at the table. But I'll be fine. Go relax before we
watch tonight's movie. We only picked one, remember?"
"Thanks, I think I'll do
that," she answered. I was relieved.
Jenn needed to enjoy the
amenities of this "vacation" as she'd called it. I was thrilled that
she was enjoying the time with me as much as I was loving this time with her. I
hoped it would actually lead to more meals spent together. Who knew what the
future held, right?
That night, once she'd made sure
I was set for the night, she headed upstairs. I was flipping through channels
not even acknowledging what was on the television. I was about to turn off the
TV when I heard her coming down the stairs. I went ahead and set the remote on
the table and pretended to be asleep. I figured she'd come over to check on me,
and (forgive me, but; ) maybe I'd be able to sneak a peek. She wore shorts and
a tank top to bed, at least while she'd been sleeping over, and I wondered if I
might get to see a little something when she bent over to check on me.
Rather than coming over to the
couch, though, Jenn walked into the kitchen. As I turned to see what she was
doing, I found myself staring at her cute, little panty-covered ass. She was
reaching up into the cabinet for something. I wasn't sure what it was that she
needed so badly, but it was enough for her to keep trying. Now was my chance. I
had no idea what I was going to do, but the time was there, and I was taking
the chance.
I walked up behind Jenn and
pressed into her as I reached up into the cabinet to get the box on the top
shelf. My mouth had gone dry from staring at her, and my heart was pounding. As
I brought the box down, I recognized the label. What the hell did she need
condoms for?
"Jenn?"
"Chris," she replied
in a whisper.
"What's up?"
"I, um; I thought you'd be
asleep," she justified. "I;"
"; needed condoms in the
middle of the night?"
"Yes," she answered
and exhaled a ragged breath. She was shaking.
"Why?" I asked as I
set the box on the counter. I leaned forward as I shut the cabinet door and
smiled a little to myself as I could feel her ass pressed up against my crotch.
"Jenn, what's going
on?"
"I was going to check on
you," she answered and, only to surprise me more, rested her head against
my chest. "I; I was going to see if you, um;"
I leaned down to brush my lips
along her neck. "To see if I; what, Jenn?" Her response was just as
I'd hoped. She pressed her bottom into my groin and moaned as I licked her
earlobe. "What do you want, Jenn?" I whispered into her ear. With a
moan, Jenn looked up at me with pleading eyes. "What is it?"
"Kiss me," she
breathed and reached up to slide her hand behind my head and into my hair.
I leaned down and put my lips
to hers. Fireworks. Good God! It was nothing like I had imagined, and so much
more amazing than I thought possible. Jenn's moans indicated that she felt the
same.
To be continued. Based on a post by cilma rae, for Literotica.