The Calm in Chaos: Parked & Pondering

Episode 3: Trust Your GutIn this episode of Parked & Pondering, I’m finally sharing the big news I teased back in episode 2… I quit my job — without another one lined up.It was scary, emotional, and honestly, something I put off for months because I didn’t want to let anyone down. I talk about what made me finally do it, how I knew deep down it was the right decision, and the instant relief I felt afterwards.I also chat about what I’ve been doing to focus on myself since handing in my notice — from getting back to the gym (just for the headspace), to going on walks, listening to confidence-boosting podcasts, and even starting to reach out to companies to see where I can offer my help. It’s uncomfortable, but it’s also exciting.This episode is for anyone who’s been sitting with a decision they’re too scared to make. Sometimes, your gut knows — even when your head tries to talk you out of it.

Welcome to Parked & Pondering Episode 2. In today’s episode I talk about the difficulties that come with growth and that it’s okay to go through difficult moments in life before you get to what you want.

Welcome to the first episode of The Calm in Chaos and my new series Parked & Pondering. I’m recording this from my car — my little quiet space where I can actually find some calm and think clearly. I’m Bea, in my late 20s, figuring out life while juggling work, overwhelm, and trying to build a life that feels calm even when things get messy.In this episode, I share what it’s been like climbing the career ladder fast but feeling unsure if it’s what I really want. I talk about how easy it is to forget what makes me happy beyond work and why putting myself first might be the most important thing I need to do right now.This is a messy, unscripted chat about burnout, balance, and just figuring things out. If you ever feel like you’re doing things to make others happy and losing yourself in the process, I think you’ll find something here.