#18. SEXUAL SHADOW INTEGRATION.

This Episode is an act of pure Grace ! In May 2023 , a group of artists and spiritual seekers were gathered on a beach in Anatolia -Turkey celebrating the present moment ...when I suddenly felt the unstoppable urge to make this recording . I implored a talented Sufi musician to please improvise a piece while our dazzling Iranian poet would read Rumi in its original language : Farsi . It is absolutely electrifying to listen to poetry sounds exactly as the Poet intended. It's a direct transmission from heart to heart . There is no need to understand it with logic, the seduction is immediate ! As Rumi meant it to be . What an honour to have this opportunity to receive Rumi with the original vibration and rhythm of his own language , untainted by translations. The reading is an extract from the beginning of the first book of Rumi's MASNAVI . The Masnavi is comprised of 6 books, and is considered the last and most important composition of Rumi. His legacy to the lineage of the Whirling Dervishes. He started writing it when he was 54 years old while living in Anatolia, and continued until his death 12 years later on 17 December 1273, leaving the last book unfinished. The Masnavi contemplates the Longing and the Emptiness that vibrates the fullness of our lives and the density of our bodies . THE EROTIC HEART OF THE MYSTICS - RETREAT - All infos HERE www.FascinatingWonderment.com

A live recording of a Satsang in Cape Town . June 2023 The tantrik map offers a great understanding of the natural laws of reality versus the mind construct of cultural beliefs . Your sexual desires are divinely guided . Your genitals are the tender tools of your heart to penetrate Reality with, and inseminate the world with your deepest knowing . Your semen is Moon Nectar, the elixir of eternal life. Within it it's buried the Secret of Creation. Therefore it is not something to be ashamed and throw away in disgust, but to the contrary it is to be cultured and offered as the highest act of devotion to Love and Life. Try it out and see you your life will change ♥︎ for more content from Valentina Leo visit her school www.FascinatingWonderment.com

This is the live recording of a Tandava Masterclass that I've presented at Retreat Yourself in 2022. I am sharing it here with you for your personal practice. May it inspire you and expand your living as it did to me. The Tandava exploded my heart into a never ending love affair with Existence✨

A live transmission from Retreat Yourself Festival 2022, about sex, love, freedom and the oracle that your life is . Valentina's irreverent and humorous nature at its best in this live talk where she explain the essence of Tantrism and its relationship to sexuality, pornography, epigenetic, quantum physics, the nature of Desire, the wisdom of nature, the making of Love, the spiritual symbols of the Lingam (penis) and the Yoni( vulva), the divine attraction between man and woman , childhood , tantrik Jesus, feminine sexual power, and the knowledge that come from embodying your deepest erotic pleasure .♥︎ https://www.fascinatingwonderment.com/

The essence of all tantrik teachings is to take you to a place of fascinating wonderment -as the asana for your life .  The Yoga then becomes how you posture yourself in relation to Reality . To meet every moment in fascinating wonderment is the ultimate posture of the tantrik master.  www.https://www.fascinatingwonderment.com

This Holy Rant is inspired by the conversation in my mind, preparing for an immersion with Men called Erotic Expansion that is happening in few days . In the midst of my mental erotic meanderings I had the impulse to press the button and record the thoughts that excite me so much ! I hope you find something worth listening . I know your time is precious,  and i am humbled that you choose to  share this moment with me.  Exhale . https://www.fascinatingwonderment.com/erotic-expansion-2022

This is a recording from a men workshop I run in 2016. Some engaging tantrik teachings from the richness of the classical philosophy . A good mush-up of traditional & contemporary truths on the living MANual of humankind that is you. Yes . You. YOU are EVERYTHING that there is.  EROTIC EXPANSION - a Retreat for MEN - in person Seminar- 16,17,18TH SEPT 2022. CAPE TOWN  all infos HERE ESSENCE OF DESIRE - A WEBINAR FOR MEN - 31 AUGUST 20220 / INFO HERE  www.fascinatingwonderment.com

I managed to catch the fabulous Baba Dez for an intimate chat, as he was visiting Cape Town in February this year. I was interested in hearing his reflections on my personal enquiry about protecting the Dharma from phoney teachers, or trust that the Dharma can protect itself - it's the Dharma after all !  His response is very simple and on point and from here he expands on the structure of his love-child :ISTA (International School of Temple Arts) that he founded in 1985 and that has now grown into a world wide organism (not an organisation !) that counts over 60 faculty teachers and has a trainings every week in almost every country of the World. Being in the presence of this 66yrs old man always fills me with incredible peace, deep acceptance and the willingness to stretch my ability to Love. Especially when it's challenging. Although he is often criticised and judged, I am always humbled by his capacity to not respond with anger and resentment. To the contrary: he still loves relentlessly... even the ones that judge him! I bow. Low. And learn important lessons from this deeply-charismatic-sexy-wise-elder. Over and over. And here comes his mantra : " Make sure your sex, your money and your power are always serving Love. Stay aware, present and absolutely out of control ! " Go Dez , Love always Wins:) more on Dez www.babadez.com  more on ISTA https://ista.life/ study with me https://www.fascinatingwonderment.com/

Here is a conversation that got me thinking for days...and still is. 19 yrs old Ruben, shares with me his relationship status with other 5...a "Polyamory Family" as they like to call themselves, or Sexagon for fun ;) Whaaaat? You don't have sex with each others? Aren't you victims of your hormones? In my 20' I was all sex, drugs and rock'n'roll. My sexuality was on fire. It was explosive and unstoppable. Wild, promiscuous and ..hem...experimental? To my surprise his answer is No. Not at all. Their sexuality if fluid and it's not overpowering. The focus of their relating is not on sex but on the willingness to evolve and grow. To help each other stand in the fire of the big, hard emotions and keep breathing. Wow! This is advanced! These young lovers are practicing presence, interconnectedness and interdependence .They are practicing accountability in their partaking of the Whole. They are helping each other in overcoming the emotional mountain of growing up. They are taking responsibility. Listening to Ruben sharing so honestly and deeply cracks my heart wide open. I feel inspired by this generational "upgrade". Suddenly I see the flowering and the purpose of my generational struggles. Even when It felt messy and we felt defeated...I see now that it was not for nothing. l look in this young man eyes and i see that the Golden Age is finally near. Oh so very near ! I am no longer worried about the future of the planet. I  willingly put it in their hands (and hearts) and i am ready to witness the Unimaginable ....Sexagon and beyond! The re-love-ution is definitely here .  www.fascinating wonderment .com 

Heart warming conversation about the tenderness of male sexuality . In this episode my beloved friend, colleague and fellow tantrika  Sy Tzu introduce the 3rd wave of his upcoming Cohort for men : VAJRA HEART DAKA TRANSMISSION- a transparent-irridescent diamond feeling way, where heart , love and sex finally merge and birthing passionate lovers and noble gentlemen. Fiercely tender and always as awake as possible . The new current of serpentine and supple masculinity is no longer arising , its here ! This episode is dedicated to the tender, vulnerable and sensitive men that I love so much.Thank you for showing up. I see you, and you are Magnificent. all info : www.sytzu.org   >>>WATCH ON YOU TUBE HERE