Widow Fire

Send us Fan MailYoung widower Pete Rendina joins Casey to discuss navigating grief, faith, and solo parenting after loss. Tune in for an honest look at life after losing a spouse and the small acts of hope that keep us going.Pete's journey after losing his wife Kylie to stage 4 breast cancer and how he supports his two childrenThe challenges of keeping faith and questioning God during deep griefHow writing, social media, and community provide outlets for copingFinding meaning and small blessings in everyday life after tragedyThe story behind Pete Rendina’s book "Manifesting Through Faith" and practical ways to align faith and healingTikTok: @faithfestivefilmfPete's book: Manifesting through FaithConnect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailIn this second part of Laura's story, we dove deep into the realities of young widowhood—navigating overwhelming grief, single parenting, and finding meaning after loss. Laura and I shared honest moments about holding space for our husbands, coping with the daily challenges, and the incredible strength that comes from raising our daughters solo. We talked about embracing therapy, creating new routines, and allowing both grief and joy to shape our lives. If you’re facing loss or supporting someone who is, remember: give yourself grace, seek support, and know you can live a full, meaningful life even after tragedy.Connect with Laura on Instagram @__laurayoungConnect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailOn this episode of Widow Fire, I sit down with Laura Young, a resilient working mom who lost her husband Kyle to a rare cancer shortly after welcoming their baby girl. We discuss the unique challenges of being a young widow, the isolation of grief, and the relentless fight to save a loved one. Laura shares her inspiring journey through heartbreak and highlights the power of community, honesty, and choosing joy for our children. This is a story of strength, vulnerability, and how we move forward when life takes an unexpected turn.Connect with Laura on Instagram @__laurayoungConnect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailToday, we share experience of grief, rebuilding, and caregiving through cancer. Shay Martin opens up about meeting and loving Tanner, the roller coaster realities of caregiving during his cancer battle, and how anticipatory grief shaped her journey even before loss. The conversation touched on motherhood—its joys and unique challenges as a young widow raising a baby girl, navigating dissociation and trauma responses, and learning to let others care for you in vulnerable moments. We unpacked the importance of therapy, self-care, and advocacy work, and the healing power of being witnessed and supported through community. Shay Martin's story is a reminder that rising from the ashes isn’t just possible—it’s transformative. This episode encourages all young widows to honor their loved ones, rediscover identity, and to believe that, even through unimaginable loss, each day spent rebuilding can spark hope for the future.Listen to Shay's podcast, Grief Witnessed, on Spotify or YouTube or Apple PodcastsConnect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailThis is the 3rd and final part of Olivia's story. On this episode of the Widow Fire podcast, we explored the resilience and courage it takes to keep moving forward after loss. Olivia shared her powerful journey of becoming a young widow, finding moments of relief, heartbreak, and hope while raising her son Jack. Together, we opened up about anticipatory grief, the complicated logistics after loss, and the everyday fight to reclaim self-identity and healing. Olivia's story is a testament to the power of community, honest conversations, and the reminder that while life may never be the same, you can still build something beautiful, honor your loved one, and become stronger, step by step.Connect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailThis is Part 2 of Olivia's story. We shared an unfiltered look at resilience in the face of unimaginable grief. Olivia opened up about her journey through pregnancy, loss, and caring for her husband as he battled brain cancer, capturing both the pain and fierce strength that comes with being a young widow. This episode is a powerful reminder that, no matter how hopeless things feel, having the right support system—and believing in your own inner fire—can help you carry on. If you or someone you know is navigating a similar path, you’re not alone.Connect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailThis is part 1 of Olivia's story. Olivia shares her journey of love, loss, and resilience after losing her husband to brain cancer. We discussed the challenges of caregiving, the emotional rollercoaster of IVF and infertility, and the deep impact of finding community through grief. Olivia’s story is a testament to strength, hope, and the power of connecting with others who understand this unique pain. If you’re a young widow or support someone who is, this episode will remind you that you’re not alone, and that healing can come from sharing and listening to others’ experiences.Connect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailWelcome to the final installment of our story. Casey recounts the harrowing days spent navigating the complexities of the NICU, recovering from a traumatic birth, and supporting her husband through experimental treatments—all while holding her young family together far from home. During this challenging time, all three—Casey, Georgia, and Joel—found themselves as patients at Duke, navigating medical appointments and heartbreak together. With courage and unflinching honesty, Casey opens up about the unimaginable stress, the small moments of joy amidst devastation, and the support that helped her survive her darkest days. This story is not only about grief, but also about resilience, hope, and the fierce spark that keeps us moving forward even after life’s greatest losses. Whether you’re a young widow, a supporter, or someone navigating your own grief, this episode serves as a testament to healing, love, and the fire within us all.Connect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailIn this third deeply personal episode, I open up about one of the most intense and pivotal months of my life—March 2024. Five months pregnant, and freshly referred to Duke’s renowned Brain Tumor Center for my husband Joel’s care, our little family—including our two beloved dogs—embarked on a journey full of uncertainty and fragile optimism.As I recount this chapter, I’ll take you through the whirlwind of hospital intakes, the hopefulness and heartbreak that come with waiting for a new cancer diagnosis, and finding fleeting moments of joy amidst the chaos—like squeezing in a maternity photo shoot, even as the shadows of grief loomed large. Together, we’ll navigate the emotional rollercoaster of advocating for Joel while trying to prepare for our daughter Georgia’s arrival—when an unexpected medical emergency of my own threw us into even deeper waters.This episode is a raw look at surviving as a caregiver, a soon-to-be mom, and, eventually, a widow. I’ll share the physical and emotional challenges of a high-risk pregnancy, the importance of reaching out for support, and those small, stubborn sparks of hope that kept us going—even when life spun completely out of control.If you’re a young widow, a caregiver, or someone simply seeking honest stories of love and loss, I invite you to join me for this episode as we continue to find meaning and light—one story at a time.Connect with me on Instagram @caseyengles

Send us Fan MailIn this second deeply personal episode, I open up about the years following my husband Joel's initial battle with brain cancer—from those tentative first steps back into normalcy, through the emotional rollercoaster of navigating IVF and infertility, to the crushing return of Joel's illness just as we finally celebrated getting pregnant with our long-awaited miracle baby.You'll hear how we balanced careers, ambitions, and moments of joy, like international travels and graduation parties, all while facing relentless medical setbacks. I share the heartbreak and determination behind every decision, the support of friends and faith, and the relentless hope that kept us moving forward even in the darkest days.Join me as I recount the strength, the sorrow, and the small sparks of happiness that shaped our journey—a reminder that, even amid unimaginable loss, there's a fierce spark inside each of us that keeps us going. If you're walking a similar path, or know someone who is, this episode is for you.Connect with me on Instagram @caseyengles