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Stardust Bones 2025 - Teaching Painting from one of the last Intentional Creativity Certifications, this is the painting that sparked the change. This is my story in a single image with hundreds of stories within…Dear Ones, Today I’m reminded of a letter that I received in 2020 from our Elder Carmen Baraka. It was written to me and Jonathan, and here’s one quote that I love. “To know you are between worlds, the I am that I am. I am most comfortable here in this place of giving and receiving. In this place of quantum identity where you find out and can feel this realm in a profound way. An actual view that we are all interconnected in alignment with the stars. When you can actually experience what you feel is your deepest truth. Hold it in your hand and have it be tangible. That is the gift. That is pure joy. That is the awakening.” Carmen Baraka. For those of you that don’t know, Carmen was our indigenous elder within all of our communities. We got to guide ceremony together for over 10 years. She walked into her future in 2021 right before my mom, Caron McCloud So today, I’m signaling a change (breathing)And I want to begin with acknowledging that everyone in our community of Musea is a part of my life. MUSEA means many museums and many muses in the plural. MUSEA goes on. The Intentional Creativity Foundation, our 501c3, will continue with Musea. MUSEA is the greater community, a collective.My art studio, is just one MUSEA, albeit it’s an important one. Yet I am taking my position as another artist in the lineage of Intentional Creativity Teachings, and I remain the Co-founder with Jonathan McCloud. Yet, it is essential for me at this time to curate my personal part of our work. Since 2008, the first legend, I’ve been bringing forth the lineage teachings as they came through. Nine certifications later, I am complete with that particular transmission with the last Legend and the last Color of Woman that I will personally lead. And all of that completes in March 2026 with our All Tribes Gathering, which is for Graduates and Guild members of the certifications.Legend was a significant course for me. Because before 2008, I had already created a million dollars worth of revenue with my paintings. I had galleries in San Francisco and Sausalito, Sonoma and Mendocino. I was living the life of a fine artist and having pretty incredible success, all things considered. But then it occurred to me….And I remember because I was with Mary MacDonald, it occurred to me that maybe what people wanted instead of my paintings, well not instead, but like more than my paintings, is to be able to paint their own. They were drawn to my images so powerfully, it was more than just about a painting.We took the huge leap and we decided to teach the first legend. Mary, my mother Caron, and my other mother Sue sat down at the table that’s right in this room with me, that I call the Feast Table of Love. We sat down and we reverse engineered a way to make a painting. ALSO let it be known that it was Mary MacDonald that said - “Let’s turn on the camera and see what she does”The rest is herstory.Because even though I had the opportunity to be trained in painting, we say Painting with a capital P, which is a more fine art way of painting, I did not take well to it. And Sue had to create what she called “a way of working” which is not, in her world, painting with a capital P.It’s like making a way through for someone who really isn’t able to follow the how to paint instructions. And so Legend was literally the reverse engineering of the 13 steps of how to make a painting, if you don’t know how to paint, that Sue designed for me. And we labeled them and named them. And now we’ve taught it. literally to thousands and thousands and thousands of people and probably over 800 graduates who learned the 13 steps. And it literally still works to this day… and when I’m teaching paintings of the feminine form, I still use almost the exact formula because it’s basically a build.My husband at the time, Isaiah, was so concerned that if I taught people my method, we would lose all of our money. And guess what? I thought we wouldn’t. And guess what? We did. There was a moment at the completion of that marriage, actually, when we went to zero after creating so much abundance for ourselves and investing so heavily in community.It turns out Intentional Creativity and the feminine image is what women wanted. They wanted to paint their own image more than they wanted to purchase my paintings. I still sell paintings, by the way. I have lots available lol. But now thousands and thousands of people have their own images instead of mine. What an incredible journey. So it took a while to rebuild with this model. But at that moment, something happened… I moved out of the individual serving my own creative desire and I moved into this bigger framework of serving the community with the feminine image. There’s so much behind why that matters, and why that’s important and how we’ve had 40,000 years of images of the feminine and then the past 5,000 to 8,000 years intentional silencing and erasing of the feminine and her presence. When women reclaim the feminine image it is so huge, and to do that instead of my own paintings has been so powerful!!And it’s also emotional because my style changed dramatically to reverse engineer it for others. I look at my paintings before I started teaching and I wonder where I’d be.. how I might have developed… a but I really did put my work in service to creation. I really did do the great work of the Ancestors. I really did bring through what my mothers taught me, and with the help of Mary MacDonald and Jennifer Owen and Elizabeth Gibbons in particular, brought forward Intentional Creativity at an all gorgeous level. I then taught it since 2008 until this year. I didn’t expect to get so emotional. Tears flowing. So it is essential for me at this time to begin my own work with painting and writing. And it will still be in service to the community, but in a different way because it won’t be certifications which require such a high level of integrity and management. The certifications will continue to be managed by the Intentional Creativity Foundation, our 501 c3. My own work begins nowand of course it’s still connected with all of you. It’s called the Stardust Lineage. It’s the evolution of Cosmic Cowgirls, whose anniversary founding is today in 2004. I have no idea what my new work is going to be yet, and I suspect that the new work is the old work in different forms. Especially this year because I’m crossing a bridge of change and going one step at a time across that bridge. I’m not running across. I still have lots of work to do to complete, and it’s utterly overwhelming to complete a legacy while you’re alive. (More tears)Of course, whatever I do will be connected with MUSEA. Of course, whatever I do is coming from the Ancestors, and it’s also my work now. Of course, Intentional Creativity will continue. That is my work and many of our work. But it’s time for me, having delivered what feels like the great work of the ancestors, to now begin to reveal my own. The work started when they were living, but continues after. And so many of the teachings, they came through my “shiloh filter” but they weren’t really from me. I could never just bring that out. I think of Carl Jung’s Red Book where he said that there was more than enough material for one lifetime and that it was so much that it threatened to break him.In 1957, near the end of his life, Jung spoke about the Red Book and the process which yielded it; in that interview he stated:“The years… when I pursued the inner images, were the most important time of my life. Everything else is to be derived from this. It began at that time, and the later details hardly matter anymore. My entire life consisted in elaborating what had burst forth from the unconscious and flooded me like an enigmatic stream and threatened to break me. That was the stuff and material for more than only one life. Everything later was merely the outer classification, scientific elaboration, and the integration into life. But the numinous beginning, which contained everything, was then.”For me, there were moments when there was so much coming through, I was like how am I gonna get this all down in time??!!?? And I did it. And I did it with all of you who participated in the certification. I don’t know what my work is going to mean from now on. I know that I had to do Path of Mystics, guiding women to develop their intuition and their spiritual gifts as a part of it. I have a teaching for healers and entrepreneurship. That’s a part of it. I mean, I’m going to keep teaching because that’s what I am. I’m just not going to do the certification. I’m also changing the name of the Sonoma property from MUSEA Center to Stardust Ranch. That’s a part of it. Stardust Ranch is a MUSEA Center. It’s just that holding and financing the entire container for the community isn’t something I can physically and financially do anymore. I have to make it more personal to me and my work because most of the time, I’m there by myself. it’s a huge space to be in, 6,500 square feet and it’s a community space but the community is not there like except for events and that’s like one or two times a month. So I have to make it my own somehow in order to continue. But we’re still a MUSEA Center. All right, let me get through this. The truth is that my brain has been entirely occupied with the certifications and the structure of the community, aka the corporation, the legality, the paperwork. Oh my gosh, I have like four corporations. It’s just insane. I want something much more simple for myself. And I haven’t had the spaciousness to develop my own work. I really haven’t. I haven’t developed my own painting.There just wasn’t enough hours and brains in the day. This work had to come through and I let it because this work was the work of this lifetime. It’s work for these times. Intentional Creativity is what to do in times of chaos and suffering. It just is. It works. It helps every time.I believe in Intentional Creativity so powerfully… and I I don’t regret it, although I have my moments. As most of you know, I didn’t get to have children. I wanted to. And many miscarriages. And I think of that one child who kept trying to come through as an ancestor now, Her name is Musette. She’s mine and Jonathan’s love child. And the mother love that I had for that child, literally since the time I was born, I knew she was coming. That love went into this work. I gave the mother love I had into the community and this matriarchal space that we co-create.So I want you to know I’m not stepping out. I’m stepping in. But as the artist and as the author. Here I go. Oh, so slowly. Slowly. The reveal is almost suspenseful as my Soul is offering only one little glimmer at a time. And this is all I can take, really.Because I still have months and months of work and paperwork and emails to edit and pages to build to complete this cycle in a good way. As you likely know, some of you don’t. My beautiful husband, Jonathan, and I, we completed our marriage at the end of last year, 12-31-2025. Our deep abiding friendship and connection is growing daily. And we’ve spent lots of time together over the past couple weeks. Including today, we’re going to be together. We are teaching a new Apothecary based on his work called Chaos is the New Black. And the class is Apothecary, which was always his curriculum. But this one is going to be even more so rooted in his work. And I’m the backup singer on this one. On 12-12, the feast day of Our Lady, with the support of my CFO (Jen) and my best friend Amy Ahlers and Jonathan and Michelle Pappe and Ali Stoddard and many community members on so many levels, I moved to Sonoma Mountain. Sonoma Mountain is the birthplace of creation of the Coastal Miwok people and is in the glen called Glen Ellen. This is actually one of the places of my first significant trauma of being removed from my home because we were under threat because my family was protecting women. Interestingly enough, I had a space clearing person clear the ranch in another part of Sonoma County, like 20 minutes from here. And they said I was forcibly removed from that property in another lifetime. So I have this pattern of being removed against my will. And then the fires just perpetuated that.So I find it interesting that I’m back on the mountain to complete my life here. I pray I never have to move. And if I do, then I accept that. But I’m moving in as if I’m going to stay forever. There’s a burnt ridge out my bedroom window and it reminds me that everything is temporary and I honor that…and so unless fire or flood make me move I’m hoping to stay here. I am grateful to have purchased a home with the generosity of the Ancestors who made it possible. Because I did not personally have enough to make it happen. But my Ancestors made an offering that’s old, old, from my grandparents on my father’s side. And I was able to purchase this home with the down payment. Humbled, grateful, in awe.Meanwhile, the world around us needs Intentional Creativity more than ever. And even with that need of the world, I need to find a way to myself, my original Legendary self.My first legend painting is coming true now. This is that place, and Stardust Ranch, is that ranch where my Legendary self works. So I will be in circle with all of you for the next 500 years. So please do not think I’ve gone anywhere. The Cura Council is the place where all the communities converge in ceremony.I’m not going anywhere. Quite the opposite. I am right here. with my quantum identity, emerging my Legendary Self. Stardust Lineage is the name for my personal work, but held within the greater framework of the Intentional Creativity Teaching. So you could just think of it as my MUSEA Center, called Stardust Ranch.My teachings are through the Stardust lineage. And anyone who works with me becomes a part of that. So this is a life…a story…a lineage to be continued. Big, big love. I just want to say that the biggest love I’ve ever experienced, what Carmen calls quantum love, which was the name of the subject line of that email, Quantum Love…Learning to love people that I’ve never met, learning to love you so much that I would actually stop my own art career and painting process in order to see if that’s what you wanted. Loving you so much to give the mother love I had for my own baby to all of you. To Love you in that quantum way, meaning virtual, to reach people across the miles. I’ll never forget the feeling on that first day that we Live streamed. He brought the technology. and I was able to reach you all. Not just through video. But through live transmission. Everything changed. That was in 2013. And amazingly. About nine months ago, I was brought in to be a speaker at a place called Edge City that was in Healdsburg, a pop-up. Literally my exact teaching spot to broadcast from was that exact building where Cosmic Cowgirls was and the exact spot where I first taught the very first live stream. You can’t make this stuff up. You know what I mean? You just can’t make it up. I have so many more things to say, but I’ll keep saying them.That quantum love is the biggest experience that I’ve ever had in my lifetime, and I try to teach it to all of you. I think it’s the key, actually, to our intuitive gifts and spiritual transmissions and businesses and even income and being able to create what you love with joy and service is this feeling of loving someone that you’ve never met. The first time I ever heard about it was reading in a book from Pema Chodron where she talked about the Bodhisattva, which is this unreasonable desire to end suffering. And in particular for people that you’ve never met. I’m not saying I’m a Bodhisattva or anything, but that feeling of loving you. It’s huge. It’s my biggest experience. It is quantum love and I can’t recommend it enough. And I think I do see it all the time, because you fall in love with each other. And friendships happen when you’ve never even met. Sometimes at the Stardust Ranch, I get to see you meeting each other for the first time. And sometimes people come, like a new and special friend, my Star, who come and they say, I’m here for this. I’m part of this lineage. So my life continues in this curious and delightful way. Love is here. Relationship is here. Evolution is here. Sharing my new household with someone that I love is here. Healing is here. The ongoing story of the Stardust Lineage is right here as the sun comes up over the mountain and shines its light in my home. Breathing through this share, thank you for caring enough to listen and loving me in the quantum way that you do. Sue had a painting that said, I have loved you from my deepist heart. So dear ones, with the deepist heart love and stardust, I love you. I’m grateful for you. May our journey continue for generations to come. I’ll be here.Will you?p.s. on the painting she spelled it, deepist. Get full access to Tea with the Muse at teawiththemuse.substack.com/subscribe

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Oh my goodness dear ones….sigh. Big stuff happening…Here are a few invitations for how to care for yourselfSacred Time - to slow downSacred Space - walking in natureSacred Self-Expression - become obsessed with your creativityand of course…Tea with the MuseThese are ways to regulate your own nervous system by conscious choice. Intentional chemistry and intentional creativity go hand in hand.And my thoughts on this topic, of which I know so little. Don’t take it from me, find your own sources….Tea with the Muse features my thoughtrs, poetry and invitations to self-care and self-expressionMore to come as we learn more... Get full access to Tea with the Muse at teawiththemuse.substack.com/subscribe

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What is the cult that keeps scarcity enforced?What is the connection between intuition and money? What can we do about it.My revelations on Solstice! Get full access to Tea with the Muse at teawiththemuse.substack.com/subscribe

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This is THE quantum shift in how you’ve been embodying your intuitive gifts andaccessing your spiritual transmissions.And let me tell you, these two things...* How you are with what you know and* What you carry are impacting every singlerelationship you have. Time, about money, sex and relationship to yourself. (transcript continues below the image)Join me for my year of centering on INTUITION right here on this red button!This is my work in progress for Stardust Bones - The Self Initiation journey- each Wedensday in our community we do #wip. It doesn’t matter what you are working on - come join us. On Facebook it is the Red Thread Cafe Classroom and on our private app iMusea - it is downloadable. This is the quantum shift in how you’ve been embodying your intuitive gifts and accessing your spiritual transmissions. And let me tell you, these two things... How you are with what you know and what you carry are impacting every single relationship about time, about money, about sex and about the quality of life.We might not think of spiritual gifts and intuitive transmissions as informing us from the time we’re children, but it is and it has been quietly operating under the surface of your life, waiting for the lightning bolt of inspiration, divination, and revelation to land at… what I’m about to share with you.I want to let you know that in 2026, my focus is on intuitive gifts and spiritual transmissions. And you can find out everything that I’m working on for this entire year at www.stardustlineage.com. Everything I’m offering this year will be inside of this framework, which is the evolution of Intentional Creativity relative to my personal body of work.Are you ready? Let’s begin with the question. What do you think the biggest quantum leap is… that you could make regarding what you know, what you carry, and really who you are? Because your gifts and transmissions are shaping your identity, largely without you being conscious of it, which is why it often remains inaccessible. (As we consider these ideas - it can amplify what your understanding if you connect your heart and brain into coherence)Here’s what I think the quantum shift is. Your intuitive gifts and spiritual transmissions are already within you. Therefore, the journey of becoming who you are is a REVEALING. And that’s the key word, a revealing. A revealing. Intuitive Gifts and Spiritual Transmissions * is not a building from scratch* is not an invention from thin air* is not an innovation on things that other people teach you * is not something you pay for or have to earnIntuitive Gifts: You just come in with your gifts and transmissions. By gifts, I mean what you know. Whether you know you know it or not. Spiritual Transmissions: I mean the flood of your insights and ideas in connection with Source in your world. So the shift of understanding that it’s A Revealing * reduces hustle and striving * releases a version of seeking * alleviates desperation …As we take workshop after workshop to get access, as we see healer after healer, who reflects back to us what we already know about who we are and what we’re carrying. Yet acccess to intuitive gifts and spiritual transmissions has remained elusive for so many of us.I work with thousands of women a year, and so I know this to be true for so many of us, including me. There are lots of reasons why it has been kept from our knowing. One of them is… It is very profitable for the marketplace who markets to self-help and spiritual topics to have you feel like they have the answers instead of you. Believe me, you have the answers. The distinction from earning gifts and transmissions to revealing gifts and transmissions is ginormous. Perhaps even right now, you could feel it in your body. Perhaps right now, you could just be tuning right in to the distinction in the chemistry of how it feels to have gifts revealed. It means you came in with them. It means you already have them. It means no one has to give them to you.It means nobody has to see you for themIt means you’re not waiting to be acknowledged by others. Then the sacred work is not to call in the gift, but really to call forward the gift. The energy and emotional distinction in this is SO BIG. I hope that right now you’re feeling the change you’re coming on and coming into. And the sacred work then, of Revealing is development, is practice, is showing up, is being in inquiry, is the practice of being who you are. That is the path of mystics. That is the path we take once we realize we don’t need anyone to declare us as a mystic.We just are because we’re women who walk between worlds. We’re women who can see things that others do not see. We’re women who are carrying information from the spirit realm that is distinct and unique to our identity and who we actually are. That’s the work that I do, to create spaces for development and practice and embodiment of what is already there. I can’t give you any of your gifts. I can’t hand them to you or show you how to work for them, but I can show you how they get Revealed. The acccess to our intuitive and spiritual awareness for all of us can be amplified through self-expression, through embodied interconnection with consciousness, and through relationship with other mystics who are also on the path. I hope that this has landed for you and that you can begin to be with the Revealing.The backstory is that our art matriarch, Sue Hoya Sellers, taught us as this as a community the story. That we come in with information that lands inside of our cooling sack of stars, like codes, just as relevant, if not more than the DNA codes releative to intuitive access. They come in with us lifetime after lifetime. We can either live them or not. And the question is, will you live them? How you live them can be answered.But that you’re already carrying them, that’s the quantum leap. Much love from my heart to yours. This is Curate Shiloh Sophia. Sending love and stardust. If you want to play and pray and paint and do poetry with us, come see what I’m up to at www.stardustlineage.com. And let me say this:None of the information that I have, that I’m carrying, which is about the information you have that you’re carrying, and the activation of it, is actually for sale. What you pay for when you join a program with us is the women who deliver it and the technology of the delivery.The material is accessible to all. Much love to every single one of you. Get full access to Tea with the Muse at teawiththemuse.substack.com/subscribe

Show Yourself to Me - A Fresh Prayer O great beings, source of life-infusing All of creation, I offer my hands to you this day so that I may assist in the great turning. May I discover the most abundant and gorgeous way to share the gifts I carry. I offer my heart to you this day.You, who are earth, air, fire, water, crystal, stone, gold, salt, and stardust bone. May I be in devotion to the emergent creation story that is the most generous in these times. These times are crossroad times when those of us who are called to guide the revolution are on our knees harvesting the seeds for the futureraising up our faces in prayer to the clearing in the sky. I offer my mind, my conscious, co-creative energies of thought and shape and form to collaborate with the flow of life force, gracefully moving through every single particle and wave that is waving at us. Oh, hello, I’m waving back! Since the great Cosmic Orgasm started,the great turning, the stardust and light has been moving into the shape that we are, here and now, into the shape of this temple body itself. My cooling sack of stars, my cosmic address, my coordinates and space, time and place, inhabited by a personality that was shaped by stories I didn’t even know I was choosing.But now I choose. Now I choose my mystic path. Won’t you come along with me? No qualifications are needed. No permissions will be granted. Ritual under the moon will ensue and be so much better with you. May I now, this moment, step into the identity which is truly me.Oh, that Highest Soul Self seeming sometimes so out of reach. I’m ready for you to move through me now in liberating self-expression and the ecstatic dance of being in a body with an infinite soul. Oh baby, oh the irony. How it feels to be in matter and know I am energy. The stardust lineage moves through mecalling on the presence of true and chosen family. Ancestral streams of coded light pouring through me, creating healing patterns of sacred wealth and sacred health. Oh, intentional chemistry, chosen destiny. Oh, the possibilities. Oh, the power of intentional creativity. Oh, great beings, show yourself to me. With loveShiloh SophiaWell, everyone, this is my P.S. Consider this my updated prayer status.In 2026, I am opening my mystery school called The Stardust Lineage. Enrollment in two different ways to play is opening soon. I’m offering this focus for my year onto the altar of creation with reverence for the sacredness of all of life here at the foot of Sonoma Mountain in the Valley of the Moon.In one of our offerings, our year-long painting pilgrimage, we paint and write poetry. I used to write every morning, and today I am returning to starting my day with language and image instead of emails. Truth, though. I do start my day by putting on my fuzzy pajamas, going outside to see the stars, the moon, the sunrise.So often here, the sun and the moon are in the sky at the same time. I don’t know if it’s like that everywhere, but it is here. On the night that I was born in 1970, the sun and the moon were in the sky. It was a full moon, not so different than this one, this Gemini moon.Today, the glorious Gemini full moon shined back at me, winking from her Milky Way majesty. She told me, it is time to pray, and I started laughing, and this is that prayer.If you happen to be in Sonoma or near, we have Cura Council circle on the first Thursday of every month at MUSEA Center. https://www.eventbrite.com/e/cura-sonoma-womens-circle-tickets-354362235987Please also plan for the Cura Council on 12/21 ! Get full access to Tea with the Muse at teawiththemuse.substack.com/subscribe

“And the point is You have to design a point for yourself.” Caron McCloud Thinking of you ❤️Today’s message includes* Activating the optic of desire TODAY* Three definitions of being in a body from my lineage * Overcoming dissolutionment through action* My beautiful dream and why I woke up laughing* The switch on the motherboard that I guard * Invitation to take action todaySHILOH SOPHIAWhat is the Optic of Your DesireMy mother Caron said this: “And the point is, you have to design a point for yourself.” Not all of us feel this deep calling that’s defined in language. A tug from the mystery that pulls us forward by some umbilical interconnection with this life and the next, and the one that came before that.Some people feel called and are driven. Some are driven mad. I think of creators of sculptures and buildings and symphonies and people with large vision. Teilhard de Chardin talks about the sensual longing to be connected with those who have a larger vision. So those who have larger visions often have people gathering around them.There is almost a sensual longing for communion with others who have a large vision. The immense fulfillment of the friendship between those engaged in furthering the evolution of consciousness has a quality impossible to describe.” ―Pierre Teilhard de ChardinBecause we want to be a part of something. But in the end, we each have to define and therefore design a point for ourselves. And the point is, we have to design a point for ourselves.This point is not about busy work. Not about making money. Not about making an impact.Not even about what we’ve learned about purpose, vision, and mission. This point is something else. It’s soul code. Soul code is not WOO it it is innate in your design, coded into your ituition, woven into your spirit and expressed through your identity.The “point” is a beam of light that came through with you. It was nested within your cellular structure when you arrived in the womb and the lights came on and your identity began to be shaped. It’s part of the original matrices, the pattern upon which your cellular structure is actually built… like a lattice, like lace in the womb. And that point, whatever that is: a point of light in matter. It’s energy equals matter at the speed of light. It is a point which populates. Imagine each one of your cells having this point, this particle, this dot permeating through all of the other cells. An original signature. Literally a point of light.A point of light, poetically perhaps, that your Soul placed there in your genetic makeup so you would remember not just who you were, not just who you will be, and not just who you are, but who you could become if you could recognize this point of light.Einstein developed the theory of relativity from a vision he had as a teenage boy in Italy laying in a field looking at the sky. He imagined what it would be like to ride a beam of light. I’m imagining that with you right now.If we were to ride a beam of light to this moment:What would the point or location of that beam of light actually reveal for you? That’s when the rainbow comes out. When something is so precise, it’s at 42 degrees. There’s no rainbow at 41, no rainbow at 43. It’s 42 degrees.Where the light reaches the optic and the rainbow comes out….the light is effortless. The rainbow is effortless. And the optic. it reaches is your body, your stardust bones, your cellular enclosure. Your body is what our Stardust Lineage calls a body, a cellular enclosure. Or a cooling sack of stars. Or a sacred temple.You are a cellular enclosure for cooling sacks of stars in a sacred temple, your tree of life!Those three definitions of being in a body come from my lineage, my Stardust Lineage, the one I share with all of you. So when I invite you to create and cause and manifest, it’s inviting you to get at 42 degrees so that the beam of light that is already within you. You can direct that light through the optic of your desire.You might not know what that is right now.You might have just experienced a huge loss.You may be looking at years of grief.You may be disillusioned with the state of the world.You may be pissed.Today the invitation is to design a point for yourself. What is it? What really matters to you at this time?When I was 24 years old and the art matriarch, Sue Hoya Sellers asked me what I really cared about seeing changed in the world. I said: ending violence against women. That’s when and where my “point” was lit up as if every single cell in my body resounded with the frequency of YES! That’s Intentional Creativity. So much of my work is reminding you about that point of light and guiding process which allows it to be revealed.My content activates your content. My codes activate your codes. My revelations activate your revelations.I don’t know what kind of archetype I am. Some kind of cosmic catapulting activator. My cosmic handle is Chief Laughing Cloud and has been for close to 20 years. When I think about what I’ve shared my life force with and who I’ve shared my life force with, it’s all about this one thing: The activation. My lineage activation activates your lineage activation. It’s like life is this huge motherboard and I am responsible for one of the switches that I guard very carefully. And that switch allows gifts to exchange with each other. It’s a shared consciousness in a relational fied. And it’s interesting because I don’t even feel like I’m originating it. I feel like the switch that got created with my name on it, is based on you. So I don’t know if I called you or you called me, but let’s turn the switch on together.Are you willing to share time some tea with the muse, where you ask yourself: What is the point that lights up my cellular structure?Let’s not just design a point for ourselves. Let’s Divine a point for ourselves. Around her we do that with brush in hand, song on your lips and swish in our hips!With great heart,Shiloh Sophiaps. I’ll be sharing very soon what I’m up to in 2026 and invite you along on the journey, it’s all about the Stardust Lineage that I walk within, with all of you who choose. p.p.s. This is my current demo painting in Stardust Bones where 100 women are making new promises to themselves. You can listen to this on my podcast if you like Tea with the Muse Get full access to Tea with the Muse at teawiththemuse.substack.com/subscribe

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