Atin-atin Lang 'To | A Spoken Word Podcast Journal

Kung wala nang oras at panahon, at nagtatalo ang puso at isip, lalapit ka pa ba sa sinisinta mo o lalayo na nang tuluyan? In this last part, a continuation of the previous episode Pansinin mo naman ako (Kahit Malayo ka), Rainier reflects on the frustration and confusion brought forth by the distance between him and the one he loves. Written on 26 August 2012, a few days after the latter was written, it expresses deep regrets in a form of excuse: Paumanhin kung wala na akong panahon. Eventually, it leads to that point asking who's at fault for the distance and cool off without any hint of rejection and closure.

Ano ang gagawin mo kung nais mong mapalapit sa mahal mo ngunit malayo ang agwat ninyo sa isa't isa na para bang napakailap ang inyong pagkikita? In this episode, Rainier tries to reflect on seeking recognition from the one he truly loves. Originally written in 12 August 2012, It is a take on a grappling move between question and doubting: Would it still be possible to believe in love and to gather one's self and take the courage of seeking the recognition he needs from his lover even if they are far apart? Or the questions and doubts will be left hanging and unanswered?

Teka lang ha? Hindi tayo nageendorso ng kape dito. On this pilot episode, Rainier takes us into his written piece in 2012 that was originally delivered as a sharing in a Holy Mass. What are the reasons that we wake up every morning? Or is there any reason why we do not want to wake up? What does motivate us when we wake up each day? Kapatid, para kanino ka bumabangon?