The Relentless Heart Podcast

Discovering that it has been 40 months to the day from the day I met Laura on August 31st, 2012 to the day of my next and most significant recording to Persis on December 30th, 2015 What happens 14 days later is just astonishing to think about The Lord did what He Promised...He put a new song in my mouth a hymn of praise to our God and many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord THE FINAL COMMENTARY with AMAZING DATE FACTS about Persis and I

Another message I made to Persis about testing, darkness, and loneliness The most eerily prophetic words in these recordings yet regarding God taking away a beloved spouse after a year Another short message to Persis to warn her of coming darkness after the mountain top experience I started laughing outloud while reading Romans 5:3-5 because of how true the words are in my life now Totally Amazed as I read over some of my favorite Scriptures that I "anchored" in and I see that they have now become my REALITY

The Lord shows me that Jotham grew powerful because he walked steadfastly before the Lord Working for God is not the same as spending time with God The Lord showed me Isaiah 35:3 as a word for a brother named Jesse before Jesse even contacted me with a problem A message to Persis about finding fullness in Christ and the suffering we have to go through to receive it Message to Persis about contentment in Christ and God granting her the desires of her heart in a husband if it is His will for her Eerily Prophetic words and warnings from me to Persis in light of what is going to happen to her in the future The story about when God told me, "You have no idea the cost if you quit." Reflecting on how important waiting patiently on God is when you have a promise from Him and how important it is to NEVER give up The overlooked blessings of dying to yourself and taking up your cross and denying yourself I wanted to go to see the new Star Wars movie to honor my son Tyler and then had to cancel when God opened my eyes to his jealousy of the things in the world like this I have a terrible dream about a sheep being eaten by a wolf

My reply to Persis about the shocking things I saw in a documentary called India's daughter and some of her answers to my questions about India Explaining to Persis that things are going to get worse in America and the Bible says so I'm jealous that Persis is going to get to go to one of Zac Poonen's churches It has now been seven years that the Lord has been using numbers to lead me to Bible verses to give me guidance and promises My contemporary life and walk with Jesus looks almost exactly like that of those in the Bible who were led by the principles and will of God A list of all the promises God has given to me so far An amazing email from Persis and the first time God begins to directly connect 212 to her, even though I still have NO IDEA what God is up to Capturing that my FULLNESS of Joy has returned Praise is a secret to be Joyful Even when you mess up, God is right there waiting for us to repent and come to His mercy

I wanting to see the children for Christmas and wanting to speak to my ex-wife about it and the Lord shows me again to stay put and in step with the Spirit (Gal 5:25) Answering the question..."How do I know that I've heard from God correctly about my children?" More fighting the good fight for my children and reasoning through all the good reasons the Lord has separated us and kept me from going back to court to make it happen God is teaching me that it is only His approval of my work that matters, not that of others The approval of God is not determined by large numbers and I still have less than 200 subscribers on YouTube God brings a season to end with a younger sister I had been discipling for some time but she takes it as rejection God shows me the 733 Job promise again telling me He is about to bless me Why I don't pray for the Lord to remove suffering from my children's life

My 2nd recording to Persis where I tell her about Zac Poonen and CFC India, my waiting for Laura, and my encouragement for her to wait for God's best in her life More about waiting on Laura and my commitment NOT to get ahead of God but to keep waiting for God to act in my behalf My mother thinks God can't bring Laura into my wife until He first changes my finances, but I have lots of historical evidence that isn't true My 3rd message to Persis answering questions about having a work life and spiritual life balance with Biblical principles and insights learned from personal experience All secular work can be made spiritual by bringing God in the heart into the work Prayer for Persis

I begin to walk in faith towards God's forgiveness and the Joy begins to return after only a few days after I violated my conscience This has been a great reminder that we will remain in God's love only IF..IF..IF we abide in Him by obeying His commands Our disobedience not only affects us, but it robs God's of all his glory and pleasure that comes to Him when we are in harmony with Him The Joy has fully returned by Dec 3rd after a few days of suffering The fears of losing God's precious presence forever have turned out to be LIES from my own mind, if not from Satan Another prophetic mentioning of "moving to India" In full surrender to God, you will suffer indeed for a time, but the suffering only lasts for a short time, the character lasts a lifetime The poem of dialogue between God and one of His servants about the servants fear of surrendering My very first recording to Persis, the woman I have no idea God has already chosen to be my wife

Another wonderful divine encounter on the trail with a minister from Korea who was having troubles A gorgeous morning sun rising with a timely reminder of Isaiah 60:1 "Arise and shine your light has come" An incredible testimony from a subscriber comes in right after confirming God speaking to me Isaiah 60:1 God leads me to page 733 Job 8:5-7 and gives me another promise that my future will be so bright that my beginnings will seem humble Another Satanic attack in my dreams about the woman who had attacked me years earlier God shows me in series all the numbers pointing to Scriptures about His promise to give me a wife and I feel certain that she is coming soon I'm not willing to compromise my message to make it more comfortable for my mother's Bible study group THE JOY OF GOD IS GONE AFTER I STUMBLE INTO A SIN AND VIOLATE MY CONSCIENCE

The Holy Spirit speaks to me and tells me "Go home and tell how much God has done for you." Luke 8:39 The Father shows me to show people the result "Life to the full", what He has done in my life, before I call them to obedience in Christ Satan comes with a huge and almost lethal attack at night in my dreams to try to stop me from declaring the fullness I have received in Christ God blesses me with wonderful confirmation to keep going in prayer after the attack and shows me a wonderful Andrew Murray principle about God giving you something to desire so you find Him in the process, just days after I recorded the very idea Another AMAZING teaching from Andrew Murray in his book Waiting on God, which explains the greatest reason God "gave" me Laura to desire Several more insights into the strategies of Satan working against my testimony and work My defense against those who say it is wrong to call God "Daddy" The devil is fighting me like hell to keep me from testifying to receiving life to the full and freedom from sin

Here comes the devil with his hellish attacks at night in the face of having the greatest joy I've ever had and putting up the two messages about escaping sexual sin The volcano of Joy is still erupting in my heart for two weeks now This joy in my heart has got to be the Promised Land the Lord has been promising me...a deeper filling of the Holy Spirit What I am experiencing is a Holy and Heavenly REST...this is true Sabbath Rest Realizing that there is a power coming in all of my messages that is clearly NOT from me, but only from the Holy Spirit of God I am the happiest I've ever been in my entire life. If this is delusion, I have to bottle this and sell it to everyone Commentary: "I'm finally ready" and what is going to happen in 14 days from the day I said that The Lord shows me another promise Deut 28:8 that He will bless the work of my hands